tinytiny63 - Hello Poetry

I'm glad I got the chance to know you You were always there for us In the good times and bad times You always knew just what to say and do. Comforting us whenever we needed you, we could talk about anything. No matter how good or how bad things were, I knew we could count on you When we got married you were there when I wrote my book, you were proud of me. When I got sick or if I got hurt, you were there and made me feel better. You always had a great sense of humor, even when you were at your worst. I'll always cherish the great times we had, at the farm and at holiday time. I'll remember all the homemade dinners, that you cooked for us Whenever we were there, on the farm, and the good and bad things you shared with us. Thank you for letting me in, and thank you for being you. No matter how anyone looks at it, You will always be my second mom. Thank you for all of your love and support, you were the best second mom I could ever have. I love you with all my heart, and I will always miss you!!! Denise Seymour March 26th, 2015

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Mar 29, 2015

Mar 29, 2015 at 8:44 PM UTC

My Second Mom

I'm glad I got the chance to know you You were always there for us In the good times and bad times You always knew just what to say and do. Comforting us whenever we needed you, we could talk about anything. No matter how good or how bad things were, I knew we could count on you When we got married you were there when I wrote my book, you were proud of me. When I got sick or if I got hurt, you were there and made me feel better. You always had a great sense of humor, even when you were at your worst. I'll always cherish the great times we had, at the farm and at holiday time. I'll remember all the homemade dinners, that you cooked for us Whenever we were there, on the farm, and the good and bad things you shared with us. Thank you for letting me in, and thank you for being you. No matter how anyone looks at it, You will always be my second mom. Thank you for all of your love and support, you were the best second mom I could ever have. I love you with all my heart, and I will always miss you!!! Denise Seymour March 26th, 2015

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I wonder if there are any cures out there to help us with a lot of our disabilities. As far as I know there are not. But I hope that one day there will be a cure for mental illnesses. When we wonder about these things our brains tell us to do one thing and our hearts tell us to do another. Some of us have gone to the extreme of attempting suicide or actually killing ourselves. When we do these things for some reason our minds are going in all different directions. That is when we need to get help. When I was in the hospital, I did not know which way was up or which way was down. I shut my body and my mind down for six days. I did not eat, I did not talk, or anything else. All I did was sleep. When I was discharged, I had to be watched constantly, Because nobody knew what I would do next. After two years I still struggle everyday. My moods go up and down. Then I learned a new way of trying to deal with my mind.

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Dec 6, 2014

Dec 6, 2014 at 7:57 PM UTC

I wonder

I wonder if there are any cures out there to help us with a lot of our disabilities. As far as I know there are not. But I hope that one day there will be a cure for mental illnesses. When we wonder about these things our brains tell us to do one thing and our hearts tell us to do another. Some of us have gone to the extreme of attempting suicide or actually killing ourselves. When we do these things for some reason our minds are going in all different directions. That is when we need to get help. When I was in the hospital, I did not know which way was up or which way was down. I shut my body and my mind down for six days. I did not eat, I did not talk, or anything else. All I did was sleep. When I was discharged, I had to be watched constantly, Because nobody knew what I would do next. After two years I still struggle everyday. My moods go up and down. Then I learned a new way of trying to deal with my mind.

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How many of you out there Can remember your dreams? I cannot remember too many of mine. The dreams that I usually remember Are the scary dreams. I once had a dream that I had a puppy. The puppy was a mutt but he was in My dreams. I did not know at the time but I was talking in my sleep about him. His name was Brutus. In the dream I was screaming out, "Get rid of him, Get rid of him." I had another dream where I was Being chased by people from The future of the apocalypse. I believe that dream meant That Jesus was chasing me, and that He was coming back to take us with Him To heaven, So that we could have a chance to be saved. I believe that I was saved when I Walked out of an abusive situation. I had to walk thirty miles with my two Children for seven hours, until I Found somewhere for me and my Children to stay at until I Could get back on my feet. This story seems like a dream But it is reality. Most people do not know what it Is like to be me, because they do not usually see what is really going on Inside my head. They have not walked in my shoes. If I had the chance to change anything It would be that I would never have Dealt with anyone that would hurt me Or my two children. Dreams come and go but reality Always steps in with the good and the bad. You need to take the good with the Bad in order to survive. You need to believe in God in Order to go to heaven when you die. It is God who can only save our souls. I believe that I am going to heaven, Because I am one of his chosen ones. This is the only way to go to heaven.

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Dec 4, 2014

Dec 4, 2014 at 8:13 PM UTC

Dreams and Reality

How many of you out there Can remember your dreams? I cannot remember too many of mine. The dreams that I usually remember Are the scary dreams. I once had a dream that I had a puppy. The puppy was a mutt but he was in My dreams. I did not know at the time but I was talking in my sleep about him. His name was Brutus. In the dream I was screaming out, "Get rid of him, Get rid of him." I had another dream where I was Being chased by people from The future of the apocalypse. I believe that dream meant That Jesus was chasing me, and that He was coming back to take us with Him To heaven, So that we could have a chance to be saved. I believe that I was saved when I Walked out of an abusive situation. I had to walk thirty miles with my two Children for seven hours, until I Found somewhere for me and my Children to stay at until I Could get back on my feet. This story seems like a dream But it is reality. Most people do not know what it Is like to be me, because they do not usually see what is really going on Inside my head. They have not walked in my shoes. If I had the chance to change anything It would be that I would never have Dealt with anyone that would hurt me Or my two children. Dreams come and go but reality Always steps in with the good and the bad. You need to take the good with the Bad in order to survive. You need to believe in God in Order to go to heaven when you die. It is God who can only save our souls. I believe that I am going to heaven, Because I am one of his chosen ones. This is the only way to go to heaven.

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If you have ever felt numb inside, I understand. It is like an empty chocolate Easter Bunny with nothing inside. I sometimes feel just like that inside my body. Sometimes it feels as if there is no reality. I feel as if I am in a dream. Sometimes it is hard to care about anything. Sometimes I feel as if I am ugly on the inside. I feel like sometimes I have no heart. I feel like I am not alive. People look at me as if mental illness does not mean that I cannot feel anything. I realize that beauty is only skin deep. But the truth of the matter is that everybody has feelings on the inside, too. It is just like the chocolate hollow Easter Bunny. I am not just chocolate in a shell. Only God can fill that hollow feeling to make us feel solid inside.

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Nov 18, 2014

Nov 18, 2014 at 6:13 PM UTC

The Chocolate Hollow Easter Bunny

If you have ever felt numb inside, I understand. It is like an empty chocolate Easter Bunny with nothing inside. I sometimes feel just like that inside my body. Sometimes it feels as if there is no reality. I feel as if I am in a dream. Sometimes it is hard to care about anything. Sometimes I feel as if I am ugly on the inside. I feel like sometimes I have no heart. I feel like I am not alive. People look at me as if mental illness does not mean that I cannot feel anything. I realize that beauty is only skin deep. But the truth of the matter is that everybody has feelings on the inside, too. It is just like the chocolate hollow Easter Bunny. I am not just chocolate in a shell. Only God can fill that hollow feeling to make us feel solid inside.

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When I feel lonely, I feel as if I am in a world all by myself. Everything I do is always a failure. But when I accomplish things sometimes I feel a lot better, because it is me Doing the work and nobody else. I have good days, and I have bad days. But when the bad days out weigh The good days, I feel that I cannot go on. When the good days out weigh the Bad days, I will be able to hold My chin up high and say, "I have not failed." I am in this world, too. I have a voice in this world. I will be able to go a lot Further than what people give me credit for. I really do not have any hopes or dreams. I am just going with the flow of what is About to happen next. I want to feel that people care And that I can to anything. Even when I have a tough time, I feel stuck, because I think It is part of my illness and part of the economy. I want to be set free. I want to be able to make Enough money so that I will not Be a prisoner of my own mind.

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Nov 16, 2014

Nov 16, 2014 at 6:11 PM UTC

Going With The Flow

When I feel lonely, I feel as if I am in a world all by myself. Everything I do is always a failure. But when I accomplish things sometimes I feel a lot better, because it is me Doing the work and nobody else. I have good days, and I have bad days. But when the bad days out weigh The good days, I feel that I cannot go on. When the good days out weigh the Bad days, I will be able to hold My chin up high and say, "I have not failed." I am in this world, too. I have a voice in this world. I will be able to go a lot Further than what people give me credit for. I really do not have any hopes or dreams. I am just going with the flow of what is About to happen next. I want to feel that people care And that I can to anything. Even when I have a tough time, I feel stuck, because I think It is part of my illness and part of the economy. I want to be set free. I want to be able to make Enough money so that I will not Be a prisoner of my own mind.

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I am considerate and outgoing. I wonder if there is a real me hidden underneath all my disabilities. I hear the angels singing. I see the angels flying around the lights. I want to play with all the little children. I am considerate and outgoing. I pretend that I am normal. I feel like I can touch the clouds and the stars in the sky. I touch other people's hearts when they hear my interesting stories. I worry about every little thing. I feel like I am invisible sometimes. I cry when I see or hear children being hurt. I am considerate and outgoing. I understand that beauty is only skin deep. I say, "You can do anything you want to do if you put your mind to it." I dream of one day being a writer. I try to do the best I can in everything I do. I hope that other people like me can see the good things in life like I do. I am considerate and outgoing.

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Nov 16, 2014

Nov 16, 2014 at 6:00 PM UTC

I Am

I am considerate and outgoing. I wonder if there is a real me hidden underneath all my disabilities. I hear the angels singing. I see the angels flying around the lights. I want to play with all the little children. I am considerate and outgoing. I pretend that I am normal. I feel like I can touch the clouds and the stars in the sky. I touch other people's hearts when they hear my interesting stories. I worry about every little thing. I feel like I am invisible sometimes. I cry when I see or hear children being hurt. I am considerate and outgoing. I understand that beauty is only skin deep. I say, "You can do anything you want to do if you put your mind to it." I dream of one day being a writer. I try to do the best I can in everything I do. I hope that other people like me can see the good things in life like I do. I am considerate and outgoing.

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