~[•]~
We are all in the same game
Just different levels,
Dealing with the same hell
Just different devils.
~[•]~
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 10:20 PM UTC
~[•]~
Before you
I saw myself with someone else
Obviously, it's not with you
I dreamt of spending my life with
who is again - not you
I wanted two to three kids running around
yet still not around you
And years after it all just ended
I was broken but, of course, not by you
Felt unworthy and unloved
Thought I won't find someone new
In the most unexpected time of this thing called life
that's when I met you
I laugh and cry over stupid things
all because of you
The simple dates we always have
plus the tasty food made by you
As I sleep and when I wake
Hoping I would be right next to you
Now when I envision my future
I can't see myself without you
Contented with this life
and I will always want you
You are my everything rolled into one
No one can ever equate you
Indeed I am **** lucky
and I'll forever be grateful to have you
Never will I let you go
In different lifetimes i'll always choose you
I'm just waiting now for the perfect time
When I can finally tell you
"I DO."
~[•]~
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 9:51 PM UTC
~[•]~
"You don't care. You don't feel anything."
“Keep on lying,” your heart said.
There is no good in denying,
nor anything bad in it.
Will you choose to keep it to yourself?
Don't you want any help?
You make people believe everything is okay.
That you are okay.
Lie.
Keep on lying if that makes you feel better.
The pain slowly kills you.
And no one, not even you,
know how to stop it.
Now, you are not okay.
But it's okay.
Time heal wounds, not scars;
Deeply carved in the core of your heart.
You may break down it tears.
Cry, dear.
For it will save you from hurting.
One day, you'll say, 'I AM OKAY.'
And realize, This time you mean it.
HEAL.
Maybe not now, but someday.
You will understand.
You will be understood.
~[•]~
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 11:45 AM UTC
~[•]~
There were lots of things I wanted to say
Wishing and praying for you stay
I tried to beg in all kinds of way
But right after you went away
I knew at that point that my life turned gray
~[•]~
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 11:32 AM UTC
~[•]~
You were like fireworks
So **** bright
You brought light
In this life
You were like fireworks
With a blast of colors
You carried trouble
And yet so memorable
You were like fireworks
Beautiful in every angle
Your eyes do sparkle
Indeed an artful
And so, you were like fireworks
You left me in the dark
Was once lit and now gone in fact
The sky was again pitch black
~[•]~
Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 8:21 PM UTC