My heart is throbbing with pain
Why are you so cruel?
why do I have to have glimpse of happiness and not get to experience it?
What have I done to you to be so harsh?
I can see it standing close to me
Close but far
Out of my reach
It stares at me like I'm filthy
Like I'm undeserving of its presence
I'm yearning for its touch
Its presence
Something so rare to me but something I'm completely desperate for
Desperate that a single touch is desired
I don't remember the last day
Don't remember the warmth of your presence
Like the scars of pain that I carry within me
Why are you out of my reach?
Am I the enemy?
My heart is throbbing with pain
To why we are repelling as opposite
When you're all my heart cries for
Your touch, your presence
Nov 16, 2018
Nov 16, 2018 at 1:37 AM UTC
A faceless woman
Not that being faceless is desired
but the difficulty to conceal the pain that's within
hadn't I been faceless you would see right through me
When pain spreads out
chance to be exposed to a shrewd eye
an eye that's oblivious to see the truth
Am I to blame for my calamities?
My walk, my body
Are to be blamed?
Why judge me so harshly?
brought fiends upon myself?
Could it have been myself that suffocated
cornered myself in a dark room with fear,
no strength to howl?
I just wanted it to end
wanted it to stop
the eager to turn back time
why could it have been me?
Broken inside
desperately need you to hear echoes of my cry
but i'm scared I will to be blame
Deprived to cry out loud,
Voice out
my heart, my mind is as far as I can cry out for help
i'm scared, scared
of shrewd eye that's oblivious to see the truth
even more scared to let my own truth out
May 24, 2018
May 24, 2018 at 1:59 PM UTC
As she yearns for the glimpse him
The sound of his voice cease to escape her mind
His memory cease to escape her side
The presence of him make lose her mind
The scent on the chest she lays her head on remains unforgettable
Replaceable
The only mind that understood her language of love
That intensively made her love grow founder of
The feeling that will never be understood by another
Feeling unique to her heart
Verbally shared but solely understood
The warmth felt in her heart
The touch her body remembers always
The purity of love only seen by her eyes
The perfection she grasps from the imperfections the world proclaims
Happiness she receives from the thought of his smile
Smile that brightens her face with glow
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 1:27 PM UTC