could you put up with the pain for so long
only because you truly loved me?
or could you only leave
because you stopped loving me in the end?
perhaps the truth
sits somewhere in the middle
and that
is my worst fear of all
Nov 10, 2024
Nov 10, 2024 at 7:24 PM UTC
I'm happy that he loves you
in ways that I could not
because our story had to die
and so did the all the rot
I see it clearly now
that things weren't to be
because I just weren't for you
and you just weren't for me
and the reason is because
we weren't ever meant to be
Oct 6, 2024
Oct 6, 2024 at 8:21 PM UTC
are we both now someone else
living out some other life?
are we just strangers in the wind
just being happy out of spite?
Oct 6, 2024
Oct 6, 2024 at 8:13 PM UTC
you caught my heart
after the closing of the door
and so you weren't around
to see the blood stains on the floor
i wanted us
but then you wanted him
and making myself thin
did not mean that I would win
Oct 6, 2024
Oct 6, 2024 at 8:06 PM UTC
I told myself you may have loved him
but only out of spite
and that I hide behind your eyelids
when he's turning out the lights
Sep 14, 2023
Sep 14, 2023 at 5:37 PM UTC
'suppose none of it matters
and who cares if i'm desired?
turns out brain and heart
have always been hard-wired
tired of the evening
even more so of the night
exhausted from the tears
all the wrongs i could not right
Sep 14, 2023
Sep 14, 2023 at 5:31 PM UTC
I was a star in your sky
that refused to get old
then I was the blue on your bread
when you scraped away the mould
Jun 13, 2023
Jun 13, 2023 at 6:18 AM UTC
I put my heart
into a box with walls oh-so-paper thin
the day was to be our last
the last time that I touched your skin
And the day before that
you had just called me your next of kin
and so I kept fighting for you in battles
for a ring that I could not win
So I hope it burns through your fingers
and fits like a shoe too small
because the ring that you wear
will never answer your heart’s call
May 20, 2023
May 20, 2023 at 4:08 PM UTC
I raged but I sang
to the moons I thought that we shared
but it was through the haze of the clouds
I could not show you I cared
And if I could sing you a lullaby
that would make everything right
I’d make a lasso with our wrongs
and I’d pull the moon in tight
Nov 29, 2022
Nov 29, 2022 at 7:38 PM UTC
Dress me in purple.
In violet.
In pink.
Say that I am Abused.
Used.
Even wrongfully accused.
Tell me I’m evil.
Damaged.
A freak.
But the best parts of you
only exist in the words that I speak.
Nov 29, 2022
Nov 29, 2022 at 7:21 PM UTC