Hope for more
Than individuality
Amongst the throng
Of arachnids
To be the organism
And know what meaning means
Power and fame
Provide the human ego
With fleeting satisfaction
Love is a connection
Outside ourselves
If real
Not man evolved lust
Energy between us is palpable
Passion amplifies
Yet we are all lonely
And yearning souls
Trapped in a shell of life
Mar 3, 2021
Mar 3, 2021 at 3:33 PM UTC
Am I happy
Am I not happy
Am I afraid
Am I not afraid
Do I believe
Do I not believe
Can I make it happen
Can I not make it happen
Is this all there is
Is this not all there is
Can someone else make me feel
Can no one else make me feel
Will I act
Will I not act
I will die
Mar 3, 2021
Mar 3, 2021 at 3:29 PM UTC
I am a fool
To think my consciousness is unique
My purpose somehow important
That I can alter a greater course
That my perspective has more depth
My connection prescient
To deem my view important
So in the end how might I be satisfied
At my time of passing
Can I be satiated through goodness
Fulfilled by experiences
Comforted through love
To fill myself with hope
My connection part of a oneness
That I have lived meaningfully
That my spirit will live on
My energy in tune with a greater being
To fool myself with hope
Mar 3, 2021
Mar 3, 2021 at 3:23 PM UTC
Am i the water
Drifting, flowing within the mass
Sometimes rushing rapidly
At times stagnant
Or am I a rock
Slowly being eroded by constant pressure
Or a leaf
Cascading wildly until saturated
Jan 14, 2021
Jan 14, 2021 at 2:52 PM UTC
My body is connected
To a sensory mind
As the heart beats faster
Tense with fear, or excitement
Like a wild animal frozen before flight
Until I center
Breathing...into...strength
Of recognition and oneness
Desiring the connectivity
To be beyond me
A soul collective
Despite differences and greed
Difficult enough to find love
In a partner, or friend
Let alone the thought
Of omnipresence between us all
As I struggle to tune myself
Jan 13, 2021
Jan 13, 2021 at 6:42 PM UTC
My mind is disconnected
While my body feels I don't feel
A vessel for a journey
Occasionally stirred by touch
Or deep lostness in my eyes
Like looking at a flame
Dancing dangerously for fleeting moments
Alive as it exhausts itself
In continual asphyxiation
How deep thought can go
Beyond animalistic instinct
Cascading like a stream
Wandering an infinite universe
Yearning for understanding
Of some greater purpose
Wanting of some feeling
That is sensed beyond senses
Yet the mind degenerates
With the vessel to which it is tied
Like the flame extinguished
After only a moment
Just a grain of sand
Passing through an endless hourglass
Jan 12, 2021
Jan 12, 2021 at 11:25 AM UTC
A love formed in creation
As oneness becomes individuality
Unconditional in nature
Through a miraculous connection
Bourne by challenge of reliance
And want of independence
A love that endures separation
A beautiful rainbow
Seen clearly after rain
Through generational reflection
Timeless like a mountain
And ever flowing stream
Jan 11, 2021
Jan 11, 2021 at 7:25 PM UTC
Moments
Of a lifetime
In a lifetime
Passing
Like traffic
Blurred or sharp
Forgotten or framed
Valued
Hoarded
Lost
Over-ripened
Preserved
For a lifetime
Through a lifetime
Moments
Jan 8, 2021
Jan 8, 2021 at 3:07 PM UTC
Eternal
Fleeting
Rushing all of it
Most valuable yet wasted
Patient
Lost
Running out
Unrecoverable
Permanent
Unforgiving
Going to end and then there will be nothing what the **** am I doing?
Jan 7, 2021
Jan 7, 2021 at 1:42 PM UTC
Dive into my mind
Silent exploration
Of this universe
A black hole
Of infinite depth and unknown boundary
Where I am trapped
By overthinking
Caged from free flying
Jailed by self-imposed law
Lost in the vast expanse
Unable to see
Weightless yet weighted
Awake but not awakened
In the absence of gravity
No direction is clear
A conscience without compass
At light speed, unmoving
Jan 6, 2021
Jan 6, 2021 at 3:19 AM UTC