i can see, what was then, has never have been, for you as it was for me.
Like it was just yesterday, we were laughing together in magic, but now u am the object of your laugh
i can see, what will be, is just the pain i seen in me.
Like it was just moments, i held your hand and save you from the despair,
only to see i was toy within your love scam career.
If you remember the hand that fed you support, the light i cast on you, as you reached out to me before
as the one who feels, you would see the pain i have in me.
I am the pawn of your unrequited love, the unrequited love that has ripped my soul into a reality of shame.
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I am the pawn of your unrequited love, the unrequited love that has ripped my soul into a reality of shame.
unrequited love so deeply true
I can see, us dancing with our fingers creating a meal, only to be a dillusion in my head
Like it was just yesterday, we shared a alot of our own soul, smiling.
i can see, a person who foolishly open his heart and given the blood to be,
Like it was just moments, you held my heart and said you're lucky for me
only to see i was an object of your own deceit.
I am the pawn of your unrequited love, the unrequited love that has ripped my soul into a reality of shame.
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I am the pawn of your unrequited love, the unrequited love that has ripped my soul into a reality of shame.
unrequited love so deeply true.
Now broken i can be, building my true me, picking up the pieces indeed, Ooh, i will open the heart to someone to be,
only in time the tears will drive slowly from the ice i am thawing. love is all around me, over me, under me,
but ....
i can see, the love is from you, but i feel greater love through and through
Like is it is seconds, holding you as you cry tour pain to me, hoping for a smile again
I can see, what I am now, in tears in my spite of my loss and invisibility,
Like it was now, when the mirrors of ur pain, u bestowed on me with your ability
only to see true hate over my true love
I am the pawn of your unrequited love, the unrequited love that has ripped my soul into a reality of shame.
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I am the pawn of your unrequited love, the unrequited love that has ripped my soul into a reality of shame.
unrequited love so deeply true.
Dec 14, 2016
Dec 14, 2016 at 11:09 PM UTC
Many people, including yourself say I do what I do because I am fighting hard for a prize.
I have news for them, you are no prize, what so-ever. As harsh as this sounds, it is really a great phrase.
When I say you are not a prize, it means you are not an object that can be taken or to be possessed. Instead,
you are a beautiful human being that I am lucky to have in my life, and that everything I do, is intended to earn
the right to be the official person that will make you happy, take care of you, support you, as well as grow as a team, whether
if it is labeled only has best of friends or something special. Only selfish want I always had that the chance that I see the true feelings I sometimes see in you in waves, maybe a breath of fresh love from time to time, that I could one day improve myself and prove to be a best person in your life in a meaningful way.
A deep connection like this should be pleasurable and fun everyday as we build each other up and frolic under the stars. A beautiful friendship with deep feelings is most similar to dancing, as it should not be painful work but a journey of smiles at the end of the day.....
That mentioned, to best describe the world of deep friendship up to true love and anything between is to describe why two people dance. When we chose to dance,
unless professional, it was never meant to be an object of hard work or stress, but the activity that brings out the best of each other while enjoying the rhythm
of music, as we know as life. It's all about combining out best moves to show the audience that the duo can dance to any beat. Sometimes dancing can demand a lot skill. To maintain a great performance, it does take good communication, social cues, and proper response to accurately synchronize the dance steps as a team. A second look back is sometimes needed to execute a shocking introduction without injury; But more or less, without targeting the end result as in the audiences approval or a prize at the end, the true gift is the laughter and excitement of celebrating the music in a coordinated dance skit.
I have danced with many partners, but I must say I have enjoy dancing with you the most, despite hiccups on the disco floor and few skipped rehearsals. Some moves you made can put the king of pop to shame, as I do believe I can rock the Caspar from time to time. I am satisfied with any genre of music while dancing with you. I must admit I am no Fred Astaire, as I can be a klutz. I made a few misleads that I accidentally stump on your toes while some of your moves have place bruises on my shin. This is common when you dance hard to the loudest, most brilliant music we tend to discover. There are times I blow the dance routine by misreading your next step totally, where at other times, I come unprepared to a new move that impresses the best judges. My main error is when I over-coordinate my special moves when the music of life drops the beat. I am happy though we are savvy enough to whip back into rhythm. I may not be the greatest show partner on floor, as I have not maintained my dancing jacket over the years, even though I believe that jacket was once cute. I understand that a good dancing partner must take the time to visit the tailor to replenish the thinning cloth around the collar, maybe add a bulk of fluff to the shoulder pads, refresh the color, and most important replacing the missing white buttons. Until then I do understand you want to dance with other people that still maintained their jackets, but I know that my dance moves are best coordinated to the rhythm of your style of music :). That being said....
Let's enjoy today, enjoy the flow of the music and where t leads us, and most importantly,.. May I have this next dance :) I am always honored to tear the floor with you, and redefine the musical genre called love and friendship.
May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 3:44 AM UTC
True love is not saying I love you,
true love is saying I will always love you unconditionally.
True love is not randomly made dates on valentines,
true love is willing to cancel any dates to be with you emotionally.
True love is not a right to misplace a person and bad treatment,
true love is willing to take the abuse to ensure truth and peace.
True is not selfish, needing , taking, and tolerance,
true love is friendship, trust, wanting, and providing both ways.
True love is not temporary times with acquaintances,
true love is always there as a best friend and more.
True love is not providing all negative statements to ones image,
true love is acceptance and positive criticism when only needed.
True love is not controlling and putting words to break people up,
true love is following through with the offer of help.
True love is saying I love you and accepting the person in whole.
Feb 12, 2016
Feb 12, 2016 at 2:30 AM UTC
Walking down the street, I have lived many days with content.
In my heart, I have danced a thousand dances without repent.
Living the life of million opportunities.
Living the life of full of billion challenges.
Yet, I know in my deepest soul there is one constant thing.....
One constant thing that rules my day and nights....
United by one rule, I will always pause for you.
Beautiful parties, fast lives, working day by day, things are moving on.
East to west, parted by rivers and mountains and many things anon.
Making a better life for yourself, I know one constant thing.....one....
You have always paused for my every need in true.
Giving the best fruits and cakes, we evolve to new heights in our lives.
Under many stars, running millions of miles, we driven a lot of drives.
Yesterday has past, as we ride the waves of today, shopping among ... a string of futures..but yet....
In my heart, I have sang a thousand songs of sweet wisdom.
Living a life of million smiles and tears in our kingdom.
On every single of the seven seas we sail to the distance.
Virtually nothing has held me back without any resistance.
Eventually, eventually we all know this to be true.........
Yet, I know in my deepest soul there is one constant thing.....
One constant thing that rules my day and nights....
United by one rule, I will always pause for you!
Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 1:13 AM UTC
Many times we have fights, silence, and differences.
But yet underneath the turmoil, I see a soul fighting a feeling.
Many times I have hold your hand, supporting you with all of my might.
But yet, the fear of retiring the free will of excitement is evident.
Many times I assure you I can never fill anyone's dream persona.
But yet, I can always fill your heart and needs as you're the one.
Many times love existed in millions of layers from platonic to deep.
But yet, without labels and constraints, it is best enjoyed and evolved.
Many times I have cried within, and laughed out loud with you.
But yet, The feelings of extreme emotions alerts me the difference.
Many times I have been offered, loved, asked, and seen others for me.
But yet, only one holds the power to enlighten me in a powerful way.
Many times I have seen harsh punishment and confusion that ills me.
But yet, I also see someone fighting what's best.
Many times you are first thought and last dream of the day.
But yet, it scares you, in which I fully understand.
Many times I will prove that I love thee and will love forever.
And yet, I am compromising to offer the best happiness.
My heart to yours, I see you, a boy who sees me, and smiles inside.
And yet, you have seen me cry inside and secretly held my heart.
Dec 21, 2015
Dec 21, 2015 at 3:09 AM UTC
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder,
Money in the pocket of the biggest shareholder
Day by day, we grow older
Love is lost, hearts grow colder
So while you still can, you should hold her
Say what you feel, before you wish you'd told her
Don't stash your dreams away, in that folder
As you care less what they think, you'll get bolder
Listen to those, who need a shoulder
Let her live, don't try to mold her
Don't sell your soul, for something golder
Dec 21, 2015
Dec 21, 2015 at 2:26 AM UTC
I have realized, that we could never enjoy a sunset together, only because..
I would be to paralyzed by the radiant colors of your personality.
Watching the night sky together would never work, only because...
the brightest stars will still be masked by your amazing brilliance.
There would be no reason to sit in front of a fireplace, only because..
you laughter and smile fuels enough warmth to melt the largest glacier.
Running along the beach would be senseless, only because...
spending time with you has already cast upon the vigilance and energy of a beautiful ocean.
I would wish to dance to a slow song but cannot, only because...
the thought of you creates the loudest beat of my heart that can rock anyone's world.
Fancy jewelry would not be needed to be bought, only because...
Their is no diamond in the world that matches your clarity, flaws, and beauty that I adore so much.
I would toast and drink the greatest wine, but cannot, only because...
I am drunken by a bond we have that makes me shiver and fall onto the ground with excitement.
Traveling the vast world would be a great for anyone except us, only because...
I already have the pleasure of knowing the person who fulfills any wonder of the world.
Writing the poem would not do any good, only because...
like any great piece of art, your eyes and voice is full of unconditional beauty. "
Nov 18, 2015
Nov 18, 2015 at 6:18 PM UTC
I was one who was down and sad, until a shooting star blasted against me
Not just a star, but a star full of diamonds that speck thee.
The star, noble and bright, opened my eyes and my heart.
I felt love for a few days like viewing a piece of beautiful art.
I love this star, and will fight to keep and grow it deeply.
My star, I want to be with it so bad and feel it weekly.
I will stop at nothing as I found love, true love, and will prove myself
As for I, I am over the past and now open to the future self.
I love you Alane!
Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 12:32 AM UTC
"Sometimes you just need one person. Maybe forever..? Maybe for just a little while. Not long. Being alone is hard, but being with a lot of people can be hard to. Find someone is okay with talking for hour about stupid **** but at the same time, would enjoy silence with you. Someone who would hike 10 miles then sleep all day. You just need someone to help you balance. Sometimes you need someone to help you keep your center of gravity."
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 6:47 AM UTC