I was glad you're back
In me, It was destined
It was like magic
And the joy sprouted again
This time with glee
I knew you still want me
And I'm glad you did
Because the moments you were gone
We're the time I search for you
On the 24th of December
I plan to give you my Yes
Days before, I waited for you
But there were no replies
I waited...again... I waited
Early morning, a fine day
I was hoping you'd say 'Hey'
7 days before Christmas eve
When I knew, I will never have you
Hoping you're happier with her
Cause now you left me confused,
blanked and broken...
Still, I'm sorry
That you can't wait
But sad goodbye
For I chose to Love you now
Dec 18, 2018
Dec 18, 2018 at 1:52 AM UTC
When do we ever say we're over
With all the what if's and why
The sleepless nights
And the morning aches...
Is it the days you're okay,
Or is that just the thought of okay
But when that song is played,
Do you smile? or weakens you?
When was the last time you tell yourself "I'm done"
Was it done once? twice? thrice?
Or countless times?
When do we ever say we're over
Could it be forced?
Should it be now...
Jun 25, 2018
Jun 25, 2018 at 4:39 AM UTC
I saw you when we were young
But never get the chance to talk
I still can see you even when you're away
But not quite
Now that we've grown up
I still feel the same
There are moments I've watch you from afar
and I was taken for granted
Now that you will forever be afar...
I guess, I have to admit...
That you will never be mine
I'll stop here.
Jun 14, 2018
Jun 14, 2018 at 1:27 AM UTC
We started confused
Blank, Pained and Unsure
We have our own excuse
To Live, To Ask, To Love
On that Bell Tower ledge we met; Same thoughts...
To Fall, To End, To Let go
I dragged you away
Showed you the real way
Helped you come back again
And Kept you from pain
We wandered all the Bright Places
The Mountains...
The Churches...
The River...
The Lake...
Even the Blue Hole where we date
As time passes by I healed you from sore
And my Feelings grew more
So as the pain, the ache
And the uncertainties we break
We both fell from with in
And you tried to keep me out of the pain
Yet It was as heavy as sin
That I can't bear to feel
You held on
But I let go
You did not know
That I ended so
I know It'll cause you Pain
And I may never be seen
But my heart, my soul and my memory of you
Will forever be and always be
with you.
You are brave, please believe...
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 9:22 PM UTC
If you come back
I'll Say yes
Even if It hurts
I'll Say Yes
I know I'd take risk
I know I'd lie
But I'll Say yes
I'll Say Yes to you
To you, who persists
Who wants me
And will not leave me
To be with me.
I'll forget..
the moments I watched him
the chances I gave...
I gave to myself
To see him
Fight for his dreams
Be happy
And achieve all of these
I'll forget and I'll say Yes.
I'll forget him and I'll say yes to you.
Even if it hurts...
Apr 23, 2018
Apr 23, 2018 at 10:42 PM UTC
You have a Pure Heart
But sorry it's hard for me to keep it
You are Innocent
But sorry I still can't see it
You are Lovely
But sorry I can't feel it
I tried...
And I am still...
The Chances I gave, It was forced
'Cause I felt pity on you
though it's not your Worth...
But I tried...
And it pained me...
To see you Loving me...
I know your Intentions
I know I'm secure
I can see you're Real
I can sense how you Feel
I am pleased with your Honesty
I am Loved by your Heart
But sorry I tried...
And It pained me...
To Love somebody
And It pained me...
That I owned it,
That he didn't know it...
That he will never know it.
And still it pained me...
That I can't Love you Back
Like how He can't Love me Back
And it pained me...
Feb 28, 2018
Feb 28, 2018 at 4:18 AM UTC
Good morning Sunshine!
It's a Bright new Day
With a Sweet Kiss of Coffee
For a Cold Lips and Long Lashes
It's a Perfect Day indeed!
And You are Worth it!
Tell yourself
on a Monday Morning!
You are Worth It!
Dec 10, 2017
Dec 10, 2017 at 8:31 PM UTC
When I Smile at you
Do you even care?
When I Look at you
Are you even there?
When I talk to you
Will the faith keep us here?
In this moment, In this chance?...
Will you...
Will you see me... as I am?
Nov 21, 2017
Nov 21, 2017 at 4:56 AM UTC
Spending time alone and keeping the moments on my own.
Were once a notion I thought was for sure
I only felt free with my own will
And never have compared to those with a pair
I left home never thinking who to meet
Never cared they have someone to lovingly greet
What I only knew was "I am happy being me"
And not "being with you, date, merry and be free"
For years I have grown and have matured
So as my age, my hair, my faith and my goals
I still didn't mind, still didn't care
I wasn't scared nor was afraid
But faith was fair and find it's way
Though I did fake for my feelings would fade
Yet you were there and made it sway
Smooth with Flare, naturally laid it there
I was just honestly unaware and didn't mind it anyway
But like leaves that fall,
never knew were to go, which way to settle on, It hurts that nobody knows
Until YOU came where I landed on.
Nov 5, 2017
Nov 5, 2017 at 12:10 AM UTC
Everytime I think about you, keeps me wonder...
Your eyes tell a story that makes me think deeper...
Wondering what those lips can tell that makes my ears want to hear without weary...
Never cared about your presence but every minute that chances give in seeing you each day, makes me seek your face in the place we first met.
Everytime I start to think about you, emotions of happiness fade between thoughts that reality may never drag us closer together...
For YOU and ME is the sweetest yet the saddest words that WE could never be.
Apr 17, 2017
Apr 17, 2017 at 3:39 AM UTC