I was glad you're back
In me, It was destined
It was like magic
And the joy sprouted again
This time with glee
I knew you still want me
And I'm glad you did
Because the moments you were gone
We're the time I search for you
On the 24th of December
I plan to give you my Yes
Days before, I waited for you
But there were no replies
I waited...again... I waited
Early morning, a fine day
I was hoping you'd say 'Hey'
7 days before Christmas eve
When I knew, I will never have you
Hoping you're happier with her
Cause now you left me confused,
blanked and broken...
Still, I'm sorry
That you can't wait
But sad goodbye
For I chose to Love you now
Dec 18, 2018
Dec 18, 2018 at 1:52 AM UTC
When do we ever say we're over
With all the what if's and why
The sleepless nights
And the morning aches...
Is it the days you're okay,
Or is that just the thought of okay
But when that song is played,
Do you smile? or weakens you?
When was the last time you tell yourself "I'm done"
Was it done once? twice? thrice?
Or countless times?
When do we ever say we're over
Could it be forced?
Should it be now...
Jun 25, 2018
Jun 25, 2018 at 4:39 AM UTC
I saw you when we were young
But never get the chance to talk
I still can see you even when you're away
But not quite
Now that we've grown up
I still feel the same
There are moments I've watch you from afar
and I was taken for granted
Now that you will forever be afar...
I guess, I have to admit...
That you will never be mine
I'll stop here.
Jun 14, 2018
Jun 14, 2018 at 1:27 AM UTC
We started confused
Blank, Pained and Unsure
We have our own excuse
To Live, To Ask, To Love
On that Bell Tower ledge we met; Same thoughts...
To Fall, To End, To Let go
I dragged you away
Showed you the real way
Helped you come back again
And Kept you from pain
We wandered all the Bright Places
The Mountains...
The Churches...
The River...
The Lake...
Even the Blue Hole where we date
As time passes by I healed you from sore
And my Feelings grew more
So as the pain, the ache
And the uncertainties we break
We both fell from with in
And you tried to keep me out of the pain
Yet It was as heavy as sin
That I can't bear to feel
You held on
But I let go
You did not know
That I ended so
I know It'll cause you Pain
And I may never be seen
But my heart, my soul and my memory of you
Will forever be and always be
with you.
You are brave, please believe...
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 9:22 PM UTC
If you come back
I'll Say yes
Even if It hurts
I'll Say Yes
I know I'd take risk
I know I'd lie
But I'll Say yes
I'll Say Yes to you
To you, who persists
Who wants me
And will not leave me
To be with me.
I'll forget..
the moments I watched him
the chances I gave...
I gave to myself
To see him
Fight for his dreams
Be happy
And achieve all of these
I'll forget and I'll say Yes.
I'll forget him and I'll say yes to you.
Even if it hurts...
Apr 23, 2018
Apr 23, 2018 at 10:42 PM UTC
Nothing makes my heart sink
Faster to the bottom of this chest called ocean
Than a clueless defiance
A disregard for the most basic
The most respectful quiet
Apr 23, 2018
Apr 23, 2018 at 10:33 PM UTC
We're almost touching.
we were walking side by side,
you're talking about cabs in your hometown.
I can feel the gravity of your hand, calling my fingers
whispering "it's alright."
We're touching but not quite.
you held my shoulder to protect me from the passing cars.
and for the first time in a long while, I felt so fragile.
In this world where I find it hard even to breathe,
you believed me.
I almost said it.
All I need is one ounce of strength to tell you every single thing that I have ever felt about you.
I want to find home in your collarbones.
Would you be kind enough to let a stranger in?
I want to seep in your being because I'm cold.
The world is harsh and my cracks are aching.
Almost.
Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 2:10 AM UTC
the moment a poet
falls in love with you
is the moment
you live
f o r e v e r
Mar 21, 2018
Mar 21, 2018 at 9:38 PM UTC
You have a Pure Heart
But sorry it's hard for me to keep it
You are Innocent
But sorry I still can't see it
You are Lovely
But sorry I can't feel it
I tried...
And I am still...
The Chances I gave, It was forced
'Cause I felt pity on you
though it's not your Worth...
But I tried...
And it pained me...
To see you Loving me...
I know your Intentions
I know I'm secure
I can see you're Real
I can sense how you Feel
I am pleased with your Honesty
I am Loved by your Heart
But sorry I tried...
And It pained me...
To Love somebody
And It pained me...
That I owned it,
That he didn't know it...
That he will never know it.
And still it pained me...
That I can't Love you Back
Like how He can't Love me Back
And it pained me...
Feb 28, 2018
Feb 28, 2018 at 4:18 AM UTC