Don't make a habit of starting bad habits.
Be patient, resisting urges.
Jan 11
Jan 11, 2026 at 12:03 AM UTC
It was cold outside,
but my blood was warm.
It warmed me as I bled
onto cold concrete.
I would have tried to flee.
I was almost put to rest.
Ignore that I was warned.
They tried to take my life.
Nov 27, 2025
Nov 27, 2025 at 4:57 AM UTC
I just wanted to sleep
during the days I spent sober.
I did not want help.
I wanted to forget.
I needed to stop,
but it felt like all I had
was myself.
I thought no one cared.
I heard what they said—
that I'd gone too deep
—but I drowned it out,
holding my breath
and diving down further.
I had to come up for air,
but I stayed underneath the surface.
I was fine with not breathing.
It did not feel worth it.
I dove deeper.
I would have made it back alive,
but there was nothing to go back to.
I just sunk deeper and deeper.
I gave up, and I didn't have to.
I thought I made the right choice,
and I didn't need to.
No one ever had to see me again.
But they did.
Oct 31, 2025
Oct 31, 2025 at 11:24 PM UTC
Spontaneously, I start
Free-styling poetry for my friend.
I end up thinking,
"I can't believe I said that out loud,"
But then it hits me, deep down, that
I wish there was a crowd.
I've been to a few open mics, and
It was nice to share what I write.
My legs shake on stage.
I gave up trying to control it.
I'm proud in spite of
The way I look afraid.
I refuse to hide it
When my legs shake.
Jun 25, 2025
Jun 25, 2025 at 7:24 PM UTC
Are you aware of
the infinite mirror of awareness?
You can always become more aware.
Just think of your relationship
to the present.
Think about your self-esteem.
Then process it.
Then think about what you think
About your inner reflection.
Judge yourself a little,
But don't create a victim.
Detach yourself from your self;
Look down.
Listen as if you aren't yourself.
Know who you are,
And accept what you're given.
Jun 7, 2025
Jun 7, 2025 at 6:28 PM UTC
Instruments have limits.
They are like people.
They have only so many notes,
And they can't speak your soul
With a small vocabulary.
There aren't words to nail
Down the essence of you.
They won't do you justice.
.
We will never know the
Extent of Mozart's beauty;
His music is an attempt to
Jump and break the ceiling.
His music is awe inspiring,
It's his soul, watered down.
He had no limits at heart,
But there's limits to sound.
There's many like Mozart.
Maybe you are one of them.
May 26, 2025
May 26, 2025 at 12:36 PM UTC
Meaning in my scars,
etched letters on my arm -
A man with a Bowie knife
Letters form the words:
"Dredge soil from his soul;
a lake without mud's alive."
Seemingly unharmed.
Best feeling ever had -
was spared from the shiny blade.
Now I'll stick around.
Scared? No, I think I'm brave;
let destiny have its way.
May 17, 2025
May 17, 2025 at 2:46 PM UTC
You are inspiring like a honey badger
That carelessly steals from a bees' nest.
You have no sense of pain; it's strange.
You're hard diamond, shaped for strength.
I would die for you if you went to war.
If only I had flesh and blood to bleed
I will be your assistant in your show
Where a magician throws knives.
May 8, 2025
May 8, 2025 at 4:34 AM UTC
I had an epiphany in reverie
A time like that is when
You need to be quiet
Words will dilute it
Words screamed at me
There was so much meaning
That was the moment
When something was so special
That, if I dared describe it,
It would have vanished
The time when
Words were superfluous
But, oh, it was so special
I wish you knew it
Apr 28, 2025
Apr 28, 2025 at 5:47 PM UTC
nostalgia screams
of the summer fling
we had as teens
i was short
and you were taller
we looked awkward
i reminisce of the
hot day at the pool
when you went to raid
your family's fridge
and brought me a
tub of ice cream
you forgot to bring a spoon
you struck a chord and
i became a fool for you
we were young and
our love was sweeter
than dessert
before us,
i felt neglected
you blessed me
by caring
you were good to me
you gave me
memories to cherish
Apr 27, 2025
Apr 27, 2025 at 1:46 PM UTC