i wish the man pulling all the strings would pull mine a little harder
just a little harder until i break
Sep 17, 2023
Sep 17, 2023 at 3:57 PM UTC
i’m sorry for being too much
yet too little
too loud
and too quiet
too stupid
yet too cautious
too stubborn
yet too forgiving
i don’t know who i am anymore
Sep 17, 2023
Sep 17, 2023 at 3:56 PM UTC
guilt is a debt left unpaid
it grow by each waking day
and the longer it sits still
collecting dust and others feelings
it takes more in its wrath
guilt is an infection
it spreads to every bone in your body
takes over you immune system
until it is all what every cell in ur body feels
guilt is a mindtrick
it fools you into thinking it’s over
then it wraps you around it’s finger
and like a serpent it strips you of any air you have left to breath
oh guilt
i stay a victim to your actions
a slave to your thoughts
unable to climb myself out from a hole of my own creation
Sep 17, 2023
Sep 17, 2023 at 3:54 PM UTC
you were so much but so little at the same time
and so when asked
i reduced you to a singular feeling
that feeling of water dancing along your fingertips
of light catching you by surprise in the space between two clouds
of the specs of salt falling on your face along the shore
Mar 1, 2023
Mar 1, 2023 at 5:07 PM UTC
the tunes of song weren’t enough anymore
i tried to drown myself in the rhythm
in the lyrics
and i still felt the same
the music playing in my head
was so much louder than anything i could play
Mar 1, 2023
Mar 1, 2023 at 5:05 PM UTC
i was drowning and you held me under water
Mar 1, 2023
Mar 1, 2023 at 5:04 PM UTC
there’s something about the way your nose creases when you smile
the way your cheeks light up a bright red
and that subtle highlight on the right of ur eye glistens that much stronger
i hold my breath when i look at you
not wanting to miss a second of your beauty for something as insignificant as a breath of air
i stare at you like art
you are art
with your delicate intricacies
your presence so captivating
and i’ll keep staring until i run out of air to breath
Mar 1, 2023
Mar 1, 2023 at 5:03 PM UTC
witches and gargoyles,
sirens and werwolves,
dragons and monsters,
oh protect me from the tundra kind sir
save me from the terror that is your dismay
be my knight in shining armor if you will
Mar 1, 2023
Mar 1, 2023 at 5:02 PM UTC
summer finally came
she was ever so beautiful
with her golden hairs reflection on the crystal blue clearing
her warmth so enticing so forgiving
she could lure anyone in
yet winter came in with his icy touch
and froze everything within reach
Mar 1, 2023
Mar 1, 2023 at 5:00 PM UTC
i want to be swept away by a closed eye
by an angel we call sleep
and as my eyes start to shut
i’ll live ever so incandescently in your memory
Mar 1, 2023
Mar 1, 2023 at 5:00 PM UTC