Silence sits in the corner
Speaking with only her eyes
Words that have only torn her
Stories told as she cries
Her world isn’t all dark and gloom
Life gives her gifts of joy and splendor
But while in the corner of the room
Darkness holds her tender
Sep 5, 2019
Sep 5, 2019 at 1:42 PM UTC
A feeling inside of me
I can’t understand
Of you and me
Holding each other’s hand
Now I look at them
And see what I mean
Of what then
We could have been
Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 5:42 PM UTC
I sit here staring at the ocean
Trying to gather feeling that are hiding
I have no word for my emotions
Just a heart full of empty silence
Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 5:33 PM UTC
i broke today.
i watched my bones shatter on the ground
and fall into a million pieces onto the floor.
as i stared at my breaking body,
i came to a realization.
the pieces that were one so beautifully sculpted
were deformed and
unfamiliar.
a distorted picture of who i once was.
i cried for the person who resonated
darkness in me,
staring
standing
still.
i will conquer and fix myself
someday
but for now
im okay with not being okay
Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 8:04 AM UTC
They don't understand what happens to you, when depressed.
You see everything as meaningless, especially yourself.
The way you can be overwhelmed by joy or sadness
And when you try to do as if you are okay, you end up more hurt.
The loneliness eats you alive, as you crumble away into nothingness.
You give a desperate cry for someone to notice you, help you, love you.
But no one is able to help, only one who can is yourself,
So you learn slowly that the damaged are the strongest.
The ones who live with the pain but carry on with their life.
The one who keeps going when all else in their life fails
the ones who keep quiet when friends talk about feeling
the ones who at the end of each day cry themselves to sleep
And for those who fail to do so, live on with their lives, I'm sorry,
Not because you did it, but why it made you feel like there's no way out.
People like us should live, we deserve a second chance, more than them.
Because they understand the things we have in our head, the hell within
Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 7:51 AM UTC
...I LOVE YOU
the way you make me smile is the greatest
You are my sunny days amongst the greyest
You make me laugh like no other
I am the happiest when we're together
...I LOVE YOU NOT
You are a **** ******* and a selfish guy
you say I don't change, at least I try
There are days I don't ever stop crying
My sanity slowly dying
...I LOVE YOU
My dear to other couples they cant compare
We live our lives without a care
They can only wish and dream to be like us
Power couple like Bonnie and Clyde once was
...I LOVE YOU NOT
I am sick and tired of this ******** and fighting
you say you tell me the truth, I know you're lying
You love me one day an then you don't
leaves me wondering should I leave you alone
...I LOVE YOU
...I LOVE YOU NOT
...I LOVE YOU
...I LOVE YOU NOT
......
Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 7:34 AM UTC
He calls her his princess, his beautiful queen
yes everything's perfect this isn't a dream.
They are amazing together, a couple so sweet
their love so young is a miraculous feet.
Mar 5, 2018
Mar 5, 2018 at 12:55 PM UTC
It all seems like a routine. The build up to the argument, the fight, her crying and her asking for forgiveness without it being her fault. a story many have heard of, of a daughter and father. Daddy issues, funny a lot of girls have them, I wonder why is that... why we all have those problems? Is it all planned out or is it a coincidence. A painful journey we all must have as an adolescent girl or an unlucky few.
There are the lucky ones, whose dad is the one who comforts them, when their moms are not letting them go out to a party or be with a boy they like. Those problems are sweeter i guess, unlike hers, the bitter sweet kind. They both love each other fondly. He can never get over the girl's mom. He release his pain to her and she does nothing... Wait she does nothing? WHY!
Daddy is sad, and daddy gets mad because he is hurt, but when he is not hurt he loves her very much, he calms down, he seem like a dad. Daddy promises her he will try to get better, give him one more chance and don't tell MOMMY. She blindly believes him every time wishing he speaks the truth, but he doesn't.
The saddest part of this is he doesn't want to lose her. He cant lose anyone else, he would be all alone. Whenever he tries to get better he buys her things, builds up strength but looses it whenever MOMMY calls. Sad thing is she will learn to hurt like daddy does.
A bitter sweet tale of a dad and daughter.
Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 5:37 PM UTC
People keep on talking like i care.
Its funny you think i would
You might think it's mean and rude
But it's not like i am unaware
I feel dead inside
There's nothing for me to hide
Call it trauma if you wish
I call it a being a cold hearted *****
Long time ago I was hurt
I was hurting really bad
All that pain that I once had
All my emotion I had to desert
Now I feel nothing
Don't care about anyone feelings
Because the more you care about it
The more you have handle the ****
Mar 4, 2018
Mar 4, 2018 at 5:22 PM UTC
Is it too hard to ask for people to be there?
You give and give, just wanting a tiny
bit of love once in a while,
Is that so selfish to say?
I wonder though.
Should I change?
Just be ruthless and demand.
Not caring about the other' s needs,
Be such a cruel person so I can be loved.
would that make me a bad person or like you?
Sep 15, 2017
Sep 15, 2017 at 7:30 PM UTC