Left alone to wander
Down the black stone road
Gushing, splintered, homebound
Spinning from the fall
Tightened, tinkered, totaled
Forced to reconcile
Is a call to arms in order,
Or is this just a trial?
Patched by panes of forgiveness
Light seeps through the blinds
The hurt is not well hidden
It’s just a matter of time.
Swelling, steaming, simmer
It flows over the brim
Caught by common courtesies
Stifled by general decency
Animalistic glances
Looks of sheer desire
Civilization is not well organized
Let’s set the ******** on fire.
Jan 23, 2012
Jan 23, 2012 at 12:41 AM UTC
Stunted trust
Budding interest
Careless clues, taunting…
Sullen looks
Second glances
Fiery touch, trailing…
Coded.
Scripted.
The tangled ties of treason
Jan 19, 2012
Jan 19, 2012 at 8:33 PM UTC
Grown askew
Patched a few
Pricked by thistles
Thick in vine
Crawling out to see the light
Shivers at the break of night
Torn and hassled
Burnt, burnt
Wick is silent,
Witness none.
Crying out,
The deed is done.
Cold and conscious, lying still
Breathe in, breathe in.
Wisps that link the frozen ****
Deep and snowy candid gazes
Bursting flames,
Revealed in traces.
Chilled, chalk cold white touch
Remnants of the old one's gruff.
Jan 17, 2012
Jan 17, 2012 at 6:58 PM UTC
Tilts, stumbles, crashes down
Empty promise, no heart found
Anger welling, seeping out
Softly trickling stream of doubt
Quickly down the steps it winds
Into the attics of our minds
Parking ideas, camping out
Filling spaces, end of route
Don’t forget to pay the toll
Pay it fast, pay in whole.
Jan 17, 2012
Jan 17, 2012 at 1:11 AM UTC
Moments stalled, in lull.
Touches linger, embrace.
Pause, frozen glance of urge.
Silent push, play.
Jan 17, 2012
Jan 17, 2012 at 1:10 AM UTC
Torrents of rushing crowds,
Blankets of noiseless sound
Hidden under the lush, lush breeze,
Riding the scent of fallen trees
Swarming round all of panic
Drowning out all of the pain
Hoping for recognition,
Knowing someone knows your name.
Sinking in cracks of the famous
Living in dust of the bold
Shadowing lights of the lime
Learning it’s never your time.
Etching your name in the skyline
Reaching but falling so short
Walking when you should be crawling
The ball never lands in your court.
Trying to follow the river
Straining to the see the bright star
Always living up, up in the coulds
But hidden under the cold cut shoulds
Jan 17, 2012
Jan 17, 2012 at 12:04 AM UTC
Why do I
Constantly try to control this,
Hurt myself by looking
I am obsessed.
I don’t want you to tie me down any longer.
I don’t want your voice, your promises, your love,
All whispered in my ear before I go to sleep.
I know it’s not true, at least not anymore.
I’m kidding myself.
Smoke and mirrors.
Nov 28, 2011
Nov 28, 2011 at 3:33 AM UTC
This has become more important.
Lost in my dreams, lost in my mind.
Blame onto me, I know the fault.
Faulty lines, different views. I miss you.
We are better apart, but only you know.
It beats on, it beats on.
Staring up, steaming, and breathing.
No tears, it’s not you.
It’s what you made me realize.
Realize that I am not human.
Shying away from what’s good, what’s right.
Cowering lifelessly, withholding, complacent.
Jellyfish, no brain. No soul.
I’m a star, bright and spectacular.
Only you, nocturnal and beautiful, stayed to see me.
Once the sunlight broke, I was gone.
Those nights, my brightness.
Now I simmer alone.
Nov 28, 2011
Nov 28, 2011 at 3:31 AM UTC
I want to be talked to,
Held,
Caressed,
Cared for.
I feel like I don't deserve it,
I’m too
Selfish,
Awkward,
Distant.
I have a hard time connecting,
I feel
Judged,
Incompetent,
Inexperienced.
So I’ll just stopped trying.
Nov 28, 2011
Nov 28, 2011 at 3:30 AM UTC
Never let your blue eyes show
Anything you see
Glossed and rimmed
Hidden eyes
Clear, blue, black
Pierced and power
Quiver, only at the lip
No one saw but me.
Written like a book
Read like a song
Easy on the ears
Nothing in the mind
Unable to realize when you hum along.
Assumptions, assumptions
Sting when delivered
But never taken to the heart
Stolen glance
Strong and steady
Shoot them down
Open your blue eyes.
Nov 28, 2011
Nov 28, 2011 at 3:29 AM UTC
