I look out at the expanse before me and think if only I would just let myself go and fall, fall to the serenity of the moment and let the air take me to where I am free, let myself glide off the roof and enjoy peace and know no more sadness and I peer out of the edge and wonder if it would be easy to let myself go, to slide down the roof, but something holds me back. A flash, a vision, maybe of false hope and I peer once again at the edge which beckons me to join it and I crawl in from the window in hopes of a day filled with less sorrow.
Jan 20, 2011
Jan 20, 2011 at 11:47 AM UTC
I would do anything to save her
If I knew that I could
I would give up my blood
For hers to circulate redder
I would give up my lungs
For her to breathe better
I would give up my kidneys
For her to live freer
I would give up my heart
For her to beat stronger
I would give up my arm
For you not to worry
I would give up my leg
For you to be sane
I would give up my life
If it would help to save hers
To make you happy
To make her live longer
To make her wake up
And bring joy to your life
Dec 9, 2010
Dec 9, 2010 at 10:50 AM UTC
Your touch
Your kiss
Your gentle ways
All I want
Is for you to love me
Your mind
Your ideas
Your meticulous thoughts
All I want
Is for you to love me
Your passion
Your power
Your overwhelming presence
All I want
Is for you to love me
My loneliness
My fear
My lack of self esteem
All I want is for you to love me
Our embrace
Our connection
Our undying chains
All I know
Is that you love me
7411
Dec 7, 2010
Dec 7, 2010 at 7:56 AM UTC
I wish I could be your sun
When the rain comes pouring down
I wish I could be your light
When only darkness can be found
I wish that I could be your joy
When depression comes to stay
I wish that I could say the words
That would make it all go away
I wish that I could hold you
And tell you how I feel
I wish that we were together
Our love forever sealed
I wish I could take away all the pain
Like you take away mine
I wish I made you happy
I wish I made you glad
I wish I was the better one
I wish I was already yours
I wish, I wish
Nov 9, 2010
Nov 9, 2010 at 10:09 AM UTC
The desert land
Stretches on like an endless sea
A vast chasm of nothingness and emptiness
And all that exists
Is the hot sanded wind
Crouched down in a ball
Loneliness is the only companion
To the desolation that has become life
Peering at the setting sun
Knowing the terrors of the night to come
The knife holding promises of peace
And it beckons for the warm flesh of serenity
And the blood of tranquility
Oct 29, 2010
Oct 29, 2010 at 9:29 AM UTC
If only you had loved me like you said that you did
If only you would have seen me for the person that I am
If only you would have supported me in all that I did
If only you could have been there when I needed you the most
If only you hadn’t left me and put a crack in my world
If only you hadn’t changed me to be someone I am not
If only you hadn’t called me things to make me feel so low
If only you hadn’t taken what self esteem I had
If only you could understand that I am my own girl
If only you could have let me be who I was inside
If only you hadn’t killed the love that I once held for you
If only you would realize that my love is dead and gone
If only you could let me move on to something new
If only you were now someone else could I stand to be near you
Oct 8, 2010
Oct 8, 2010 at 6:24 AM UTC
They called it a May December relationship
He was the May, she was the December
20 years was the difference
And no one could see why
What do you see in her they asked him?
But they didn’t know
How her intelligence captivated him
How her beauty overtook him, how her sexuality enthralled him
What do you see in him they asked her?
But they didn’t know
How she grew weak in the knees
When he walked up behind her and whispered in her in ear
They didn’t understand
How she and he hungered for each other
His energy boundless
Her passion endless
They didn’t understand
How well he took care of her
And how well she took care of him
In every was possible
They called it a May December relationship
And they liked to judge
But she knew she loved him, and he knew he loved her
And always they continued as one
Sep 15, 2010
Sep 15, 2010 at 12:10 PM UTC
One Day
I’ll be more than your maid
I’ll be more than your cook
I’ll be more than your nanny
One Day
I’ll be more than your go to girl
I’ll be more than your friend
I’ll be more than your convenience
One Day
I’ll be more than your outlet
I’ll be more than your slave
I’ll be more than your lover
One Day
I’ll be more than your toy
I’ll be more than your broken heart
I’ll be more than your puppet
One Day
I’ll be happy
I’ll be loved
I’ll be true
One Day
Someone will love me
For who I am
And not for what I do
One Day
This hole in my heart
Will be filled with joy
I will know no more hurt
One Day
I’ll be happy
I’ll be happy
One Day
Sep 15, 2010
Sep 15, 2010 at 12:06 PM UTC
An unrequited lust
A long hard journey
That began some eight hundred days ago
A burning passion
As plans were made
Three hundred days
Until their final destination
A dark haired man
A curly haired beauty
Finally joining sight
As they gaze upon each other
A swift run to hug
An everlasting embrace
Perfection of scent
And joyous blending of heartbeats
A quiet ride to the house
A new home
A perfect home
One filled with laughter and love
A soft embrace
A gentle kiss
A wave of desire
Overcoming the odds
A deepening of kiss
The toughing of tongues
A thirst for love
That has gone so far unquenched
The shedding of clothes
The removal of barriers
Skin on skin
In rapturous delight
A wave of desire
Yearning touches
A need to be
Part of the whole
A long hard shaft
A warm wet cave
Legs intertwined
One perfect being
The rising of heat
The smell of humidity
The buoyant cried of joy
The energetic moans of ecstasy
Panting together
Never letting go
Finally at a place
Where they both belong
Waiting their time
They made it
Overcoming the evil
They made it
Fighting the odds
They made it
The long hard walk
They made it
Together
Forever
Love conquers all…7411
Sep 13, 2010
Sep 13, 2010 at 1:07 PM UTC
Sands of time
Falling in space
Never seeming to reach their destination
An eternal love
Grapping for freedom
In a cold uncaring cauldron
Time caught in a warp
Never seeming
To move forward
Holding them frozen
In a state of wanting
Two lost souls
Magnetically intertwined
Kept apart
By the apathy of the clock
Distorted measure
Holding them hostage
Until the grains fall
Through the oppressive ooze
As they keep pulling against
The tyrannical forces
That keep them distant
And the longing for the day
Grows ever stronger
Ever dynamic
So vigorous in nature
That it sweeps them away
To a place where they belong
Together in perfection
Across the metaphysical plane
Until the time comes
Sep 13, 2010
Sep 13, 2010 at 9:53 AM UTC