The levee has broken
Tears are falling
The feelings and thoughts are flowing
Ink is dispersing
Pages are filling and turning
The raw emotional flood is growing
The tired mind is pouring
Jan 21, 2021
Jan 21, 2021 at 4:24 PM UTC
In the past, I did my fair share of twisting the glass pipe in between my ***** fingertips
Countless bottles pressed to my cracked red lips
White lines disappearing into rolled up hundred dollar bills
I swallowed nameless pills
But you know what, **** those thrills
Nothing but cold sweats and body aches
Headache kills
Disease filled vices I thought I needed to help me get through the crisis
Jan 20, 2021
Jan 20, 2021 at 11:52 AM UTC
My voice is silent, it goes unheard
It has been forever ago
since I have bleed black ink on blank pages
The only way my heart speaks truly
I've lost my touch
I've hit a wall
My thoughts go unspoken, lost in the dark.
Jan 19, 2021
Jan 19, 2021 at 5:28 PM UTC
Instead of focusing on the negative aspects of my existence,
Why not highlight the positive?
I have a good paying career that I continue to strive in.
I have a warm safe place to rest my head.
I share a home with a young woman very dear to my heart.
I am well taken care of by her.
I have food I have a car I have clothes and fair health.
What more do I acquire? It seems sufficient enough.
I am not mean spirited I am not cruel to others.
I treat others with respect.
I am caring and compassionate.
I have friends that love me family that loves me.
I have a dog who adores and loves me unconditionally.
There is large amounts of goodness I overlook because
I am too focused on the bad.
It is easy to lose yourself in the darkness but
There is always a flickering light to show us the way back.
Dec 28, 2015
Dec 28, 2015 at 7:00 PM UTC
All my tears are gone and all my thoughts are lost
This is me turning numb
I am not a failure but life has failed me
Mentally drained emotionally rotten
There is nothing left of me
I desperately want to be forever happy
But unfortunately for me happiness is only temporary
I am physically free but my mind remains a prisoner of misery
She must enjoy my company because she is never without me
May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 11:39 PM UTC
My heart is heavy with emptiness
I can't promise her change I was born with defects
to save her the grief I told her I won't stay
Why put ourselves through this awful game
It's not that I don't love her but I always hurt the ones I love
I rather not waste her time and make her cry
I'm not worth it and only I know it
Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 2:28 PM UTC
She danced outside under the light of summers full moon
Her majestic body slowly swaying to the soft music playing on her old kitchen radio
Her bare feet in the grass and the earths damp soil in between her paint chipped toes
Beads of sweat formed and trickled down her beautiful brown face
A gentle breeze swept through the summer night and through her flower patterned dress
What a lovely sight for sore eyes
A fallen angel from heavens grace dancing to the soft music playing on the old kitchen radio
Adored by all she had not a care in the world
Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 7:07 PM UTC
Your Passion is much like a burning fire
Hot to the touch and fueled by love
I only hope I can give you enough and so much more
Because you deserve more than this world
Your kisses are hot on my lips
My body temperature rises
Third degree burns when you touch my body all over
Forget a cold shower, I love the way it burns
You make my blood flow, I can feel it boil
But not out of rage
More like your red hot passion
It sets me on fire
Blood, sweat, and tears
I love the way you make me feel
When you whisper I love you in my ear
Our love is like a burning fire
Hot to the touch and fueled by our endless love for one another
Dec 17, 2013
Dec 17, 2013 at 1:01 AM UTC
Your wounded but I don't think you are broken
The scars your wear are invisible but they are there
At first glance I would never be able to tell
Your walls are up
You have hidden your fragile heart behind barb wired barricades
Its okay, I am in no rush
Ill patiently wait for you to let me in
I promise I am here to stay
Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 2:40 PM UTC
she might have broke you
cursed at you
put her hands on you and harmed you
physically and mentally she tried destroying you
down that dark road you lost a piece of who you were
im here to tell you that i would never do you any harm
i want to help you find your way back
find that once bright light you had in your life
she might have told you were worthless
but to me your more than worth it
she said you could never do any better
i want you to know that you found someone better
i am the last person that will make you cry
if anything i want to dry those beautiful sad eyes
you ask yourself why, what did i do to deserve such cruelty
its not your fault, you are not to blame
she was sick in her twisted ways
Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 2:21 PM UTC