Why do I have to remember something that happened ten years back ?
Why do I still shed tears over it?
I know for a fact that I could not
Deprive from the unreal for
I was so naive but still...
Why is it still hurting?
Psychologically it affected me
It damaged my emotions and
Changed my interactions all
Because of one little incident
I'm old enough now but
I still reminisce about it now and then
Why?
I have questions that I
Know no man could ever
Answer and pain no medicine
Can heal
This is how broke I am inside
I want to write happy stuff
But I can't because I haven't healed yet
Jun 28, 2017
Jun 28, 2017 at 3:35 PM UTC
I was only five
I was naive
couldn't deprive
from the unreal
You were nine
you said all
was gonna be
fine
can't believe
I was blind to see
what you did
to me was a
crime
I can no longer
feel
can't see
can't heal
can't hear
can't be myself
My confidence
my pride
my smile
all went dull
I'm shy
all I do is cry
I hide
I'm scared
Why did you do it??
Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 3:41 PM UTC
Cause this world
hates me
hear me for
they aren't
near
Take me cause
they can't stand me
they don't
understand
they can't
even comprehend
The nightmares
false prophecies
being friendless
and the
hypocracy
is just too much
Please take me
I promise I'll do
good
I'll follow your
will
I won't be
rude
If you lead
I'll be out of need
Plaese just take me
with you...
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 5:16 AM UTC
She feels broken
she wants to be heard
she wants to be open
Please be alert
Behind her walls
there's no way out
no one to hear her
when she shouts
no one to stop her
from hurting herself
Only walls
walls full
of blood
scratches
tears
patches
fears
Behind her walls
Is a girl who has
been enslaved
a girl who wants
to be saved
Mar 2, 2016
Mar 2, 2016 at 9:15 AM UTC
If you could listen
you'd know the
parts that are
missin
If you could hear me
you'd know what
fears me
If you could see
you'd do
something about
my needs
But because you don't
know me
you won't show me
the love I
deserve
you'll treat me like
a reserve and leave
me with greed
If I could give a
dime just to
spend time with
you I would and
maybe
maybe our love
could be sealed
and nailed shut
This is not a cipher
it's more like a
decipher so if
you can read this
you'll know what
it means and where
it leads
Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 4:03 AM UTC
If you could listen
you'd know the
parts that are
missin
If you could hear me
you'd know what
fears me
If you could see
you'd do
something about
my needs
But because you don't
know me
you won't show me
the love I
deserve
you'll treat me like
a reserve and leave
me with greed
If I could give a
dime just to
spend time with
you I would and
maybe
maybe our love
could be sealed
and nailed shut
This is not a cipher
it's more like a
decipher so if
you can read this
you'll know what
it means and where
it leads
Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 4:03 AM UTC
When the trumpet
is going to blow
when the moon
and stars will
stop glowing
when the sun
will stop
shining
when the river will
stop flowing and
when the birds will
stop flying
What you do know
is that it's morning
you know where
you're going
you know the
wealth of others
you know your
health and
yourself
What you don't
know is whose
turn it is to shine
to lead the line
and blow your
mind
It's like this
when you think
you know something
that's where you find
out you know nothing
You Never Know
Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 2:55 AM UTC
I was treated like
a pearl cause I was
the only girl
As time passed
I started to blend
in with the boys
lost my softness
and threw away all
my toys
I was seven when I
held the fine wood bat
for the first time
I was eleven when
I played my first
match and took
a catch that made my
mates proud
My love for cricket
grew even deeper
when I got my wicket
Started to bowl
bat and field
took the role as
captain and went
with the lead
It is engraved in my
veins and forever
it'll stay remain
Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 1:38 PM UTC
I'm tired of the girls
who keep teasin'
They look at me
with shame
They use my name in
their silly games
Please hear me
cause the pain goes
straight to the brain
and my days are invaded
with rain
I don't know who to
blame for this
They told me you left us
when I was just a little kid
Daddy wherever you are
I hope you are thinking
of us cause me and mommy
are trying to cope with hole
you left in our hearts
Daddy if you can hear me
If you can see us
please come near
so I can be free
knowing that I have a
hero
who will play a big role
in my life
All I'm asking is
for you to listen
Feb 23, 2016
Feb 23, 2016 at 9:40 AM UTC
Before the last chapter
ends
Let us make amends to
the people we've
wronged
To those we love
let us cherish each
moment we share
with them
Before the last chapter
closes
Roses will still be
red
The sky will still be
blue
Our five senses will
still be true
After the chapter we'll
depature
we'll leave earth
before the rapture
We will live a new
life
startin' on a new
lane
not from money
or fame
We will get everything
in his name
As he will forever
reign
The last chapter is near
Do not fear
The Lord is here
Feb 21, 2016
Feb 21, 2016 at 12:36 AM UTC