My anxiety is unbearable this time,
I'm having a break down.
The clock is about to chime,
But I feel like a clown.
When I walk in,
I know they will stare.
I know I'm not a ten,
But is this fair?
My insecurities fill my head.
Why am I doing this?
Critical is what I'm being fed.
I walk out knowing it's a hit or miss.
So here goes nothing...
Mar 17, 2016
Mar 17, 2016 at 10:58 AM UTC
It takes over me.
My lungs filled with disease,
Making it harder to breathe.
My temperature raised to a high degree.
No medicine can save me,
Just let me be.
Mar 17, 2016
Mar 17, 2016 at 10:53 AM UTC
*I wish I could write about pretty things,
But I have to tell you what the darkness brings.
You have to know,
The monsters that live below.*
Mar 8, 2016
Mar 8, 2016 at 2:33 AM UTC
I hate these moments of silence,
Because my thoughts wander where they shouldn't go.
Running from doubt,
While I try to get away from myself.
These thoughts expose the real me,
While I'm praying for sleep.
Mar 8, 2016
Mar 8, 2016 at 2:27 AM UTC
I'm losing you to the games I play with my mind,
Because I'm scared of what you might find.
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 10:50 PM UTC
I like being alone.
Shutting out the world is the best kind of feeling.
It's just you and your thoughts.
You get to know yourself,
And fall in love with little things.
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 10:49 PM UTC
*I'd rather be by myself,
Than be another book on your shelf.*
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 10:47 PM UTC
You're there and I'm here.
A half ripped away from you.
I am missing.
I walk around with half a brain,
Half a soul,
Half a heart.
Because you are the other half.
I am never completed,
Unless you are with me.
Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 1:59 AM UTC
Escape the labels,
Just give me this one night.
We can pretend that nothing is something.
Feb 5, 2016
Feb 5, 2016 at 1:57 AM UTC