you are
the words
that flow from my mind
you are
the shine
that fills in my eyes
you are
the inspiration of all i do
and i really think
i love you
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 10:05 PM UTC
You've got me
Dreaming, craving, seeing - you
Every second
Of every minute
Of every hour
Of every day and so it goes
You've got me
Remembering, imagining, living - you and
Carefully going over
Every single last detail
Of every moment we've ever spent together and
Of every moment we've spent apart and so it goes
You've got me
Missing, needing, wanting - you
And your every look
Every touch
Every heart beat and so it goes
You've got me thinking
About our warm bodies tangled into each other
About our lips
The first and the last time they met
And when they will meet again
About me consuming your arm in the cold, cold air
With numb faces but sunshine and chicken-soup-warmth
In our hearts
You've got me
Wondering what this is and if it is,
Does it feel only right, or wrong only
If this is only
That four letter word
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 1:26 PM UTC
“Hey, let's look this in the eye
Cease this mind-wrapping of why .
Don't feel guilt for troubled skies,
I know it seems for miles the world's at end.
But even in all this are naked trees, greening again”
Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 1:13 PM UTC
*just for a moment
darling, I beg you
don't move
don't speak
don't laugh
don't feel
don't ****
just for a moment
darling, look at me
stare at me a lil longer
wouldn't it be good this way
with less people to impress
just for a moment
darling, you and me*
Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 1:03 PM UTC
stumbling home
in the evening
with my breath
smelling of cheap beer
and cigarettes;
people worry,
I tell them not to;
I do this for me,
not for attention
or sympathy,
I do this to feel
more alive,
because I feel so
dead inside
and my thoughts
are racing;
drinking shuts them up
for a couple of hours
and I feel better;
I feel sick,
but I also feel
great,
like I can do anything;
like nothing can hurt me;
is this what death
tastes like?
god,
I hope so
Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 9:33 PM UTC
She sews..her needle hot
Stitching her words
Into my thoughts
Repairing a tear
Here and there
A knot drawn tight
Nimble and quick
Thimble silver
Her verse sharp
A rip in the heart
Stitched in time
To stop the flow
My lips sealed
with silken gold
Threading gently
Into the night.
r ~ 8/21/14
Aug 23, 2014
Aug 23, 2014 at 12:20 AM UTC
Their ghost smiles,
And always existing files,
Haunt my dreams,
I see him play,
I hear her say,
"I love you dad"
Empty swings in a park,
That mock me by still dances in the dark,
I call out but I know they aren't real,
A darkness that feels,
I can feel their warmth and fright in my dream,
But when I try to hold tighter,
They evaporate into steam,
I guess fate likes to mock me,
When all I see are whatmighthavebeens,
We will see each other soon.
Aug 19, 2014
Aug 19, 2014 at 9:40 AM UTC
Me and you,
We were a perfect day.
Where the sun shone bright
And the sky was the most
Beautiful shade of blue.
Now I can only try
And picture what's left.
A day of fog and grey clouds
And sad rain.
Where did the sun go?
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 7:44 PM UTC
blank walls
and empty thoughts
the shadow falling in the back
no one knows who she is
anymore
and they can't ask
because she doesn't know
who she is anymore either
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 11:10 PM UTC
*We set out that night
To have the greatest adventure
In the world.*
1am, our minds alive
With possibilities and consequences,
Not caring about either.
2am, our bodies shivering
From thrill, fear and cold
Shattered by headlights and voices.
Fear, creeping up between us
Through the water, up to our noses
Barely touching the surface.
It doesn't reach our shaking hands, though,
Steady together.
3am, crouching, leaning as far against the wall as we dare
Concentrating on the top of our heads.
You give me a look that says everything.
*4am, trudging through the dark and the grass,
Was it worth it?
It was worth it.*
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 10:13 PM UTC