Who knew,
The hardest goodbye
would lead,
To the easiest hello.
Oct 22, 2017
Oct 22, 2017 at 10:01 PM UTC
I’m tired of this drive
In this empty car
On these empty streets
To my empty apartment
With its empty walls
To go to sleep in my empty bed
To have my empty dreams
To wake up
Alone
Oct 20, 2017
Oct 20, 2017 at 3:16 PM UTC
They say home is where the heart is
Is that why whenever you are around
I feel at peace
Like no matter the storms outside
I am safe
Oct 14, 2017
Oct 14, 2017 at 12:58 PM UTC
I feel butterflies
These ones in my stomach
They are not butterflies at all
They are darkness
They are love
They are everything I keep hidden
Everything I’m too afraid to feel
Everything that could bring me to my knees
Either in pain or ecstasy
These butterflies only show up when I am with you
They are clawing at my stomach
Begging to be freed
I keep them locked inside
If I let them out, they would leave a big hole
This hole would put my insides on display
It would show you those very things I have bottled up for so long
All of those fears and failures
Hopes and dreams
It would allow you to touch the heart
I spent so long building a wall around
Giving you my heart isn’t what scares me,
It is the pieces of it you will leave
after you decide you don’t want it anymore
Oct 9, 2017
Oct 9, 2017 at 5:36 PM UTC