i have been moving forward for years, never stopping
everything has overwhelmed me and eaten away at my being
but i still moved on
i've hid from my deepest thoughts,
buried them deep inside
kept moving without looking back
but standing here today i see everything that i skipped over,
everything that has festered and crept up behind me
so close that it invades my thoughts
taken over, there's no turning back
Mar 26, 2017
Mar 26, 2017 at 1:47 AM UTC
how scared you must be
to be exposed to the elements
with all your windows broken in
and all alone
Mar 26, 2017
Mar 26, 2017 at 1:43 AM UTC
an itch in your shoulders
that you cannot scratch
you try to ignore it
but it demands
to be heard
Mar 26, 2017
Mar 26, 2017 at 1:41 AM UTC
crooks of elbows
backs of knees
where the thighs touch
back
neck
Nov 11, 2016
Nov 11, 2016 at 9:51 PM UTC
The air pierces my skin
My breath fogs up in front of me
as I walk alongside you,
in this hidden pathway
I look at you
you are so beautiful
There is warmth in my cheeks
but it is still cold
Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 9:01 PM UTC
Like the hands I allowed my cat to scratch
and my unvacuumed floor and unwashed bed sheets,
And the ability to go outside and improve myself
I took you for granted.
May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 1:18 AM UTC
Drowning in my own head
What do I do?
Losing control
losing control
I fear I've lost myself
No control
no control
Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 6:46 PM UTC
My head is buzzing.
I can't control it.
I need to settle down,
Let sleep come and
drag me lower,
Allowing me to rest.
But my bed is hard
and unaccepting of my
attempts to sleep,
So I lie awake.
All I want is to escape
into a state of unconsciousness,
so I don't have to feel.
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 7:27 PM UTC
I look at my skin in the fogged up mirror
and I don’t see any redness
no dots
no blemishes
and I think,
“why can’t it be like this all the time?”
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 7:17 PM UTC
I approached the door, as something caught my eye
A glimpse of a person,
a wishful hi
Something inside me was filled with terror and glee,
but I soon realized,
the reflection,
it was only me.
Jul 6, 2015
Jul 6, 2015 at 1:49 AM UTC