I cant help it.
being short of breath
Being light headed
Haveing my hands shake so much I need to hold on to
any surface I can reach.
I can't help it
Getting confused
Getting jittery
If I dont get my daily dose of you.
I stutter or mumble if someone asks me about you
I constantly day dream of you.
of every thing you've said to me
Everything we've done together
I cant help feeling
like my souls found its better half.
like ive found my better half
I cant help
anticipating what comes next
Because I know you will be there next to me.
Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 2:33 PM UTC
*ive hade a epiphany
It hit me between my eyes
Almost swept me off my feet
It was a surprise
It completly took my breath away
I realised that..*
*i still compare you to every man I meet
None of them come close to you
I've alwayse had you in my plans
For my future
Its always been you*
*your the one I've dreamed of and
Longed for even though I didn't know it
It all makes sense now*
*all the times I lay awake at night
Missing someone
I was missing you
When I wished I had someone to talk to
I wished I could talk to you
When I was sad and
I wanted someone to hold me
To tell me tomorrow will be better
I realised I wanted you*
*i wanted you to tell me to not be sad
To tell me that your here for me*
*i realised that even though
I haven't been sure about
most of the things in my life
I've always been sure about you*
*it all makes sense now
Every cell in my body knows*
I've ALWAYS LOVED YOU
Aug 21, 2013
Aug 21, 2013 at 1:21 PM UTC
I imagine that day,
How the orange leaves will fall
As I walk towards you
How the wind will softly blow pedals
around us as if the wind is playing our song
I imagine seeing everyone
We love and some we don't
Standing watching as I flow towards you
They all watch us
As you watch me and I watch you
I imagine wearing me dress
That swifts with the air
Making me feel like a princess
Walking to her prince
I imagine looking at you
As if seeing you for the first time
I imagine standing
Next to you for the rest of my life.
Aug 17, 2013
Aug 17, 2013 at 2:32 PM UTC
This feels different
More intense
More strong
More real
I've felt this before
The sweety hands
The butterflies
The vivid dreams
But this feels more
This time its more
This time you long for me as much as I long for you
This time your thinking of me as much as I'm thinking of you
And this time
Your loving me as much as I love you.
Jul 24, 2013
Jul 24, 2013 at 5:35 AM UTC
How much prettier
Everything was
When I was with you
The sun was warmer
The stars were brighter
How much more I loved life
When you were mine
If I had to die today
I have this to say
Its all for you
Every poem
Every song
You are my muse
my inspiration
My light in the darkness
You kept my heart beating
If I had to die today
Atleast I had you
Jul 12, 2013
Jul 12, 2013 at 2:21 PM UTC
Its slow and its painful
But its happening
I feel it slowly faiding
I feel it drip out of me little by little
And I cant stop it
I feel you slipping away
Your less in my dreams
Less in my thoughts
Less in my plans for my future
Your less to me
But I don't want to lose you
I don't want to stop dreaming of you
Or stop thinking about you every second of every day
Or stop making plans that I will be with you forever.
How do I stop you from slipping from me.
Jul 5, 2013
Jul 5, 2013 at 1:13 PM UTC
I miss you
Today
It feels like
You haven't just left me
But like you've left the world
I'm trying hard to get over you
But things still remind me
Of you
And I know I'm not over you
Because when I go to sleep
I still wish
I was in your arms.
Jun 24, 2013
Jun 24, 2013 at 2:14 PM UTC
I'm happy with this
With you
Doing what we do
It might not make sense
But I don't care
I'm having fun
And I know you are too
Just remember all good things
come to an end
So
Just let it be good until it ends.
May 23, 2013
May 23, 2013 at 10:21 AM UTC
I wish I could erase you
Like a picture off paper
Make you dissapear
Like you were never here
But my heart won't let me forget you
The scares aren't fading
The memories won't stop
When I close my eyes
I see your face
I miss you here
Why did we end this way?
If only I could erase myself
From your equation
I would replace myself with someone
You would love
I see right through you
I know its all lies
Why did we end this way.
May 23, 2013
May 23, 2013 at 6:32 AM UTC
Do you know this feeling,
It starts in your heart then travels to your mind,
It takes control of every emotion,
Makes you lose all common sense
It makes you heart race but still you feel you could die.
Do you know this feeling,
It leavetou stunned without words but you feel you could scream out loud
Where your heart feels like it being crushed
By your ribs and the harder you try
The less you can breath
Do you know this feeling
it takes control of all your thoughts
Making all the good memories feel like lies
And the more you try to put the pieces together
The more you see they don't belong
Do you know this feeling
It makes your mind scattered,
uncontrolled, obsessed,
Trying to figure out where it all went wrong
Trying to make sense out of it all
Do you know this feeling
It leaves you heart broken,
Your body aching and your soul begging
For everything to stop
Begging your eyes to stop crying
Your mind to stop thinking
And life to stop ending
Do you know this feeling?
May 22, 2013
May 22, 2013 at 4:23 AM UTC