Permanently placed
Heavily covered in lace.
Encased
Full of determination
Yet the lack of representation.
No sense of protection
High expectations
That lead to
Constant self evaluation
And even when you're good enough
If not better than
You still never are to them
They treat you as an object
You're not yet
But you might as well be
A wax figurine.
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 1:46 PM UTC
As the days cling to night
Bringing over bright
peach crying skies
I swallow a mild sigh
As our eyes left contact
Our hearts stay intact
And react
To the songs we listened to while laying together
The same beats
Stay on repeat
Tugging at our heartstrings
Till they break
Having to shake off the dead weight
Oh lord please tell me this. is. fate!!
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 11:36 PM UTC
Memories
What would your ones last be?
Before you let out your last breath.
Ending the excess of energy in your body
Being released and recycled back into the world.
♡ ♡ ♡
And knowing, simultaneously having the same feeling,
we Will find our way back to each other
even if it takes more than a couple life times
to only find out that You were never too far behind me.
and somehow someway in any shape or form
You always seemed to be right beside me.
Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 12:31 AM UTC
mi hogar es dentro de Tu Corazon
me acuesto en tus brazos
vive en Tus Sueños
asi por favor dime... es esta realidad o un fantasía ?
Aug 18, 2018
Aug 18, 2018 at 3:34 PM UTC
do you ever miss my voice
our laughter in sync with one another
me laying on your chest
our scents intertwined
the way my hair would tickle your nose
Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 12:23 AM UTC
As i sit on the damp bank amongst the ivy that can’t help but tickle my ankles
I listen to the gurgling stream, and she says to me
“Life isn’t always as it seems, but if you look at everything with a positive mind-- obsticles become easier even if they seem impossible…”
And the trees wave me on..
Their support helps me breathe in ever so deeply..
I’m alive, i’m alive…
The bugs cheer me on to peddle faster and the wind is here to cool me off
And as i let out a big sigh,
I’m not ready to die,
I am spaceless, i am timeless,
I’m not ready to die
I’m not ready to die quite yet
Mar 31, 2018
Mar 31, 2018 at 3:44 AM UTC
if love is a Flower
I want to be buried meadow
if love is a sound
I want to sing it for the rest of my days
if love is an aroma,
I want to float upon it
if love is art
I want to live in museums
if love is pain
I never want to be numbed
If Love Is...
if love is a trap,
I'm willingly defenseless
if love is a mystery
I'm on the case
if love is a joke
I'm a jester
if Love is Supposedly Real then Why is it that You Live in My Dreams?
Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 3:28 AM UTC
A girls world in a man's imagination,
Just hang in there.
I once saw a fairy Kiss the ground and a Flower arose
Even from the murkiest of depths there will always be a twinkle
Especially with How you look at the world with those big brown stellar eyes
The sunsets smile surprised me
“I still can’t pull your heart out of the ashes anyway” she said
I Have too many thoughts in my Mouth
“The greeks did not believe the gods created the universe,
It was the other way around:
The universe created the gods.”
Sherbert filled skies
With gleaming helicopter eyes
Cashmere fields to rest your head
Even the heavens cry sometimes
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 1:22 AM UTC
You were the one along side my mother’s battle to push me out.
You helped run her to the hospital five time and the doctor would continue to send you home for it was a false alarm each time she appeared to be in labor.
You demanded we stay and have this baby.
As you spoke those words,
I must’ve heard
My mom was ready like I .
You were the one that graciously cut my umbilical cord,
And you were the first person to hold me.
You were my first experience of unconditional love in this harsh world.
For seventeen years, you stood by my stubborn ***
You carried on your shoulders anything I dished out at you, but
You still took no ****
I know that for the rest of my life, no man will ever love me the way you did.
We helped eachothers’ worlds go round,
And since yours stopped,
Mine began spinning,
Swimming.
Bit and pieces are lost,
Scattered,
Shattered.
All made into ash and if I were to,
Cash in all my blessing.
Would I be able to make it to you?
Sep 28, 2017
Sep 28, 2017 at 5:54 PM UTC
A place where I may cower
For many a hours
Locked away
A safe place to stay
Too steamy to see past my nose,
Making the ceiling ooze and cry with I.
As I also attempt to inhale
the thick air full of
hopeful positivity the universe has to offer
And exhale the faint recollections that make me desolate
I’ll contemplate how it must’ve been for you
When you collapsed and laid there for who knows how long
Then I feel a burning in my core
My head aches from those thoughts,
All I can think to do is to scrub my skin
But the toxins lie from within.
Sep 28, 2017
Sep 28, 2017 at 5:51 PM UTC