you're name says it all.
youre something so beautifully
created, made with thought and
creativity. something unforgettable.
i never knew i could love a girl as much as i love you.
i love the way you smile, and the way you laugh, the way you're broken on the inside but hide it so well, i love the ins and outs of you.
the first girl i ever fell in love with. probably the last. i'm forever thankful for you.
Sep 13, 2017
Sep 13, 2017 at 1:52 AM UTC
My perception of love was always based on *** i thought you sliding in
between my thighs on those late nights was love and i fooled myself into thinking that.
Every boy I've came across, has only seen whats on the outside, they've never wanted to explore what was inside me or the beauty i behold unless they were inside me and somehow I've told myself that its okay for them to destroy me.
I've never been able to find love within myself but..fake it until you make it right? i am struggling with life, with love, with myself.
i feel like winter, my soul is an endless blizzard, my heart is cold and i can no longer feel...
Nov 30, 2016
Nov 30, 2016 at 10:37 PM UTC
I don’t hope you worry about me. I don’t hope you think about me. My ego would like it but what’s the point in feeding that silly human impulse. It’s not going to help me to wish burden upon you.
I worry about you. I think about you all of the time, but I’m aware of it and that’s just fine.
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 5:56 PM UTC
Dont come to me with these feelings that you fabricated, dont try and remind me of the times that you made me feel obligated, just dont come close when your feeling lost and conceded because one day I won't be here to take it. I just need time, something you could never give and its been a crime that I let you bite me in the back with teeth like some toothbrush shivs. This is just who I am, these words are the bones that make up a body which emotions flow through like blood, thoughts are the veins that make jet streams shooting out from the end of frayed tips of an amputation gone wrong. With my wounds I bring a flood and like a wolf you were instinctively drawn, the scent of a dying animal brought you close but then you chose to dispose instead of being exposed, you walked away and said sorry but now you come back talking about a decision you loath? Your a wound I was willing to close.
Sep 18, 2014
Sep 18, 2014 at 12:46 AM UTC
i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body. i like what it does,
i like its hows. i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones,and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the,shocking fuzz
of your electric furr,and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh….And eyes big love-crumbs,
and possibly i like the thrill
of under me you so quite new
Sep 18, 2014
Sep 18, 2014 at 12:43 AM UTC