My hands are bruised and bleeding
I have tears running down my face
I'm laying on the cold hard ground
Praying for God to show me grace
I'm not sure how I got to this part
So upset that I had to act out
Something was hurting my heart
All I could do was pout
I'm not an attention *****
Sometimes I need to speak my mind
But something in me needed more
So I left the words behind
Here I am on my ground crying
Hoping this will one day pass
Laying open on the floor
Like broken shattered glass
Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 11:49 PM UTC
My dreams turned into nightmares
My smiles turned to tears
My skin turned into scars
My days turned into years
My joy turned into pain
My sweet turned into sour
My sunshine turned into rain
I have lost all of my power
Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 11:47 PM UTC
Fight she said
You are not a quitter
I won't let you end up dead.
Look up she told me
You can't close your eyes now
I need you to see.
Keep going she encouraged
You are worthy girl
I won't let you get discouraged.
I love you I whisper
I will stay strong
I love you sister.
Aug 1, 2015
Aug 1, 2015 at 3:35 AM UTC
Ending my life is not an option
So what am I going to do?
Pick up my fists and prepare for battle
Cause I'm fighting this war through.
Aug 1, 2015
Aug 1, 2015 at 3:03 AM UTC
In this home I feel broken
My soul is beaten
My heart is frozen
My chest is heavy from tension
I can't breathe anymore
And I still can't grasp your attention.
Jul 31, 2015
Jul 31, 2015 at 11:23 PM UTC
Tears running down my face
Only seeking your embrace
I can't hold on for much longer
I thought I was much stronger
Please come save me from this hell
I need you, can't you tell?
My heart is broken and bleeding
I'm laying on the floor pleading
For my life
For you...
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 5:30 PM UTC
Stand in the rain
Do it with your heart on fire
Fight through the pain
Let your goals aspire
Stand your ground
Be an inspiration
Wear your joy like a crown
You are God's creation
Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 3:00 PM UTC
Do you like it when I'm in pain?
I know you think it's a game
But your insults remain
And still I take all the blame
Who are you to take away my happiness?
Leaving me beaten and broken
I am consumed by this madness
Why is this world so cruel?
I can't take it anymore
I am a complete fool
You call me an ugly *****
And I am the one to apologize
My heart is torn
Why do I do this to myself?
I don't think you seem to realize
What your doing should make you hate yourself
But that feeling is the other way around
And in these chains I am bound
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 1:30 PM UTC
I really do love you
But you don't feel the same
I know how to treat you
But you think this is a game
I need to tell you how I feel
These emotions are burning a hole in my heart
I need to know if this is real
Please, I don't want to be apart
I want to show you my heart
But you push me away
I need to tell you
I guess I'll have to wait another day
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 1:01 AM UTC