I feel like I'm on road that leads nowhere,
A road to abyss where even light fails to escape
Feeling senseless, broken and cold,
My words her ears our scars.
What went wrong oh I can't see
though it certainly feels like anxiety
I'll get through it but I doubt you can
Cause you're just as humane as me.
It hurts the wounds of sorrow
the pain that lingers lasts through cold
on the road to nowhere.
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 9:31 AM UTC
I wish I could move backwards,
When everything was so great
Happy from the inside and everything was fine
No sorrow or any kind of misery
Just smiles and laughter.
Gone are those days when I could feel that embrace
When people used to look up at me
Gone is that time when people actually felt good for me
Now everybody just stare and leave
When will they get it that’s just the way I am.
Bewildered, angry, full of hatred
All I think of are how to burn it to the ground
Everything I hate they gyrate around me
take orbit in a never ending circle around and about
But why I think sometimes, Why can’t they just go away?
I would love to make it move backwards
When everything would go just as planned
Heck, when you did not even need a plan
When there were no rules that applied
Nor were there any kind of decree.
So I wish it could go backwards but
Sorrowfully none of them go that way.
What once done cannot be undone
So no, it does not go backwards.
Jan 31, 2014
Jan 31, 2014 at 10:32 AM UTC
I know that it hurts always
but I don’t know what else to do
All those times I did not tell you
Oh I thought it’d be better for you
All I do is think and think too much I do
Maybe I was wrong in thinking
I was definitely wrong in trying
All those promises I made were so stupid
And maybe we’ll be able to rephrase
If it’s possible I think.
It’s over now but I can’t figure it
And some things are better left unsaid.
All those times you made me stare were so perfect
And maybe we’ll be able to restrain
But I don’t think that it’s possible now
Here we go now take a breath
because it’s over now
you were always there for me
When I needed you, and honestly I thought
I loved you more.
I’m not kidding when I say that,
You love me more
It’s over now and I can’t think it
something’s are better left unsaid
And all those promises I made were so stupid
Maybe we’ll be able to refrain.
If it's possible.
Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 1:24 AM UTC
I hear voices in my head
Your voice that make me happy
They talk to me and they understand
They cheer me up when I’m depressed
And they’re the reasons to my smile
I know that we are meant to be
Cause we are present and not history
They say future is a mystery but
With you I can say it has no obscurity
Future is clear with you one day
You in a white dress walking down the aisle
While I wait for you at the alter
The pope with the right
And me holding you tight
Do you accept her as the bride
And say you’ll always treat her right
Yes, I say and forever I will
Make her my bride and never say farewell
Oct 2, 2013
Oct 2, 2013 at 9:29 AM UTC
It was a cold winter morning
I was walking down the streets
There was an eerie silence on the road
Emptiness was filling me to a point of anxiety
Deathly loss this couldn't be real
I can’t stand I can’t be real
On the cold winter morning it
Was a time before the light
Enflame the tides and turn around
When you can’t see me die
The cold had froze me up
And I was there suffocating
You stood there like a hurricane and
Everybody lost control,
The music’s turned up loud when
The days are passing by
They start to turn around and see
The emptiness that was killing me
Oh nothing can save you now
No one would help me out they said
Then there came this lady
Helped me out in the dark
Her voice was so soothing that it
Chased the emptiness away
Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 3:00 AM UTC
When I die, I’d like to have
My Chemistry book placed my head
Cause it just created a huge headache
Physics book on the left for
all it did was make me leave
Math book in the right since
It managed to prove me wrong so many times
Biology book on top of my chest cause
It was what gave me a heart attack
Tell my teachers not to cry for
It was their lectures that made me die
Sep 28, 2013
Sep 28, 2013 at 2:46 AM UTC
Well I've decided what's gone is gone
Yeah I've gotta move on
There are boundaries no more cause
You ain't holding me anymore
You used to say you loved me
But I guess that was just not meant to be
Well I've decided to let you go
A bird has to fly, and fly far away
If you meant all the things you said
Then why did you leave me so alone
I once thought what we had was love
And yeah you managed to prove me wrong
Well I've decided what's gone is gone
Yeah I've gotta move on
There are boundaries no more cause
You ain't holding me nomore
**Well I've decided to give you room
Where you can fall down and sleep and
See your reflections too, How does it feel
To swim in your own tears to
Fall back and lie down and cry your heart
Stay down and fall back and don't come back**
Yeah there's so much that we had been through
Hence so many pieces that remind me of you
Well now I know how to swim in my own tears
Let's hope not to drown deep inside
Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 10:52 AM UTC
When I first saw you girl,
You were all alone but you
made me stare, and held me captivated
You were wondering across the street then stopping
Cause loving you could be so easy
Loving you can be so great
now how can I let it go away, when
all those stores they seem to know my name
Don't pretend that I don't see
When you're there staring at me
All those times our eyes met,
Too busy for a formal ciao
The times have changed but I still love you
The tides have fallen but our love increases
All those little things you do to make me smile
Makes my knees go weak and wobble down
We grow old, we get weak
Our love remains strong
Stronger than the strongest
Our bonds will grow stronger and stronger.
Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 10:49 AM UTC