*you were the last string
on the rope preventing my fall
but then-*
you snapped.
s.c
Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 4:06 PM UTC
He was like Mountain Dew.
So sweet and tasteful,
Something nice for those summer days
But in the end,
Mountain Dew is bad for you,
Just like he was bad for me.
s.c
May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 4:19 PM UTC
TRIGGER WARNING
cold
addictive
pleasing
Streaks of red stain my tears.
Their words replay in my head
slash. slash.
More marks of disappointment,
Another step closer to dying,
When will I finally be done with this?
No more long sleeves,
No more shame,
I want people to think of a happy girl
When they hear my name.
I'm sick of feeling so sick and strange
All because of how I deal with pain.
If you had my life,
You'd probably do the same.
The razor takes all the bad things away
s.c
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 7:53 PM UTC
I spent so much time on you,
Only to have you choose her.
I gave you all I had: my time, my love,
But I still wasn't good enough.
Why?
Was it because I weighed a little more?
Was it because I didn't wear ten pounds of makeup?
*Why is it never me? Why am I never good enough?*
s.c
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 12:19 PM UTC
I wish you could see
The way my eyes light up
When I think of you.
I wish you could feel my heart
When it beats faster at the sound
Of your voice.
I wish you could know
Just how much I love you.
I wish you could return
The same emotion,
But not all wishes come true.
s.c
May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 12:09 PM UTC
Most people think of their someone
During the late hours of the morning,
Or when they're lonely,
But it's 12:45 in the afternoon
And I'm thinking of you.
I always think of you.
s.c
May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 12:46 PM UTC
My mind often wanders
To the most random places at times.
But no matter where it starts
It always finds it's way Home
To her.
s.c.
May 25, 2015
May 25, 2015 at 9:10 PM UTC