Caught up in your threshold
of pain and growing old,
But I'm nowhere near that old,
for all my thoughts to feel so cold.
And your words pile down like snow
Building fast, but leaving slow.
A melody pitched, in perfect adagio.
Lift me high just to throw me low
You shine but you're nowhere near gold.
Let all your demons unfold.
A heart that's black and freezing cold,
I ripped the grip from your choke hold.
I'm someone you'll no longer know.
How's my salt taste mixed in all your snow
I watch you die from my window.
Your end brings on the perfect glow
Of a debt that I'll no longer owe,
The chill forgives, drifting further now
Suddenly, it doesn't feel so cold.
Knocked your wind speed down to zero.
I have melted all your snow.
Here in my own arms, I am finally consoled.
Oct 29, 2013
Oct 29, 2013 at 6:56 PM UTC
I can’t quite explain the meaning of this
You’re the one thing I always hope to last.
I knew I loved you before that first kiss
Never knew butterflies could fly so fast.
Being with you’s like falling at seven,
Left me an angel who’s just learned flying.
Then with ease, you pushed me out of heaven
How quick flying leaves you falling, crying.
Out of heaven’s gates, I went straight to hell
Left my heart on a plate, call it tragic.
A dream that went out at the strike of twelve,
I’m emptier than the mind of maggots.
I needed you more than air in my lungs
You were rope round my throat you left me hung.
Oct 20, 2013
Oct 20, 2013 at 10:20 PM UTC
You hold me tight and pull me close
But I've never felt so cold
I'm as empty as a balloon
that has just found its hole
I'm a lake with no ending
A puddle with no reflection
I'm a postcard in the window
Cause it's not worth sending
And you tell me you're sorry
And you squeeze my hand tight
And you're killing me slowly
The dark that haunts my night
My mind is stuck
My heart is paused
I need to surrender this fight
But I'm getting nowhere
Cause you hold the string
And I am just your kite
Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 5:15 PM UTC
I think of you at dinner
at the movies, at the mall
I think of you in giant crowds
when I start to feel real small
I think of you at breakfast
at parties, parks, and pools
I think of you in math class
actually whenever I'm at school
I think of you through meetings
through papers, pens, and plans
I think of you whenever
somebody grabs my hand
I think of you at street lights
with every red I hit
I think of you through conversation
every word, a detail that I miss
I think of you at midnight
I think of you alone
I think of you all summer
I think of you as home
I think of you forever
through winter, spring and fall
I think of you constant
Do you think of me at all
Apr 11, 2013
Apr 11, 2013 at 5:55 PM UTC
Everyone can see it's you
the crack that makes me break
But how it must blur my vision
with every step I take.
Cause all I've ever seen is you
I've been walking towards your hand.
You're the only one who's ever gotten me
even the parts I can't understand.
Buried deep inside of me
is the truth I'll never tell
You should get it, after all
you're who taught me to lie so well.
So just keep bending me with every turn you take
Bend me with every pretty line you fake
I think I've left it pretty clear.
You've got me on your beaten path,
I let you **** me baby,
you broke me right in half.
Mar 27, 2013
Mar 27, 2013 at 4:57 PM UTC
This is my sorry letter
for all the things I could never say to you
My apology, to both of us, for holding on as long as this
You scared me for so long
In all the ways you redefined the word ''home''
You froze me stiff right where I stood
each and every time your hand slid against mine
It's not so much in what you did
It's how you did it, all so effortlessly
The way you know your smile's poison
and your tears the perfect bait
I hate how every word in every line
is based around the recipe of you
2 scoops of misery
A cup of nicotine
Three bags of mystery, beauty, and pain
All wrapped up in pretty eyes
You couldn't disguise it well enough
The meaning of this word
I'll always know it's spelled
Y-O-U
Mar 19, 2013
Mar 19, 2013 at 8:28 PM UTC
If love is a drug, then she is ecstasy
one touch to your tongue
and your whole world expands.
But what if love were measured by the spilling of clouds?
Then, my dear, she'd be a hurricane
with all warning to stay inside.
Mar 19, 2013
Mar 19, 2013 at 8:04 PM UTC
Is this bad timing or just bad luck
The worst thing you could do is to stay
It'd be best if you just left
me to down in thoughts of you
I'd rather paint a perfect picture of imagination
Than let you **** my color pallet
With the truth of demons inside you
Because it will always remain the same
The simplest constant that you contain
I can play and play and play but
I'll never beat you at this game.
Mar 10, 2013
Mar 10, 2013 at 1:29 PM UTC
You're an expert at picking the best times
To hit me with the hardest lines
For me to hear you say.
Drop me from 60 to 0 faster
Than a bullet heading my way.
I was so good without you
Why'd you have to show me better
I could have been fine with good enough
Now I'll know what I'm missing forever.
Mar 8, 2013
Mar 8, 2013 at 4:25 PM UTC
You told me this right here was overrated
But I just love to watch you move
I just need to hear you say it
Tell me how I'm worthless, that to you it's just a game
Teach me how to hate even the simple sound of your name
Cause you're a poison that I can't stop drinking
You're a poison that's fogged my thinking
And I've been thinking lately that maybe
You were gonna be who saved me
But you watched me drown, you drilled the holes
So tell me this is nothing, teach me how it goes
I need to hear you say it, I love it when you lie
Tell me you can just walk away
Look me in the face as you stare right through my eyes
Tell me you want me gone
And I'll leave before you can say goodbye
You told me I was overrated
Just a way to fill your nights
You told me this was overrated
We can both pretend you're right
Mar 7, 2013
Mar 7, 2013 at 5:53 PM UTC