Mean
They said I was mean
But never questioned why
They said I was malicious
But never asked me what happened to make me that way
They never saw what they did to me as wrong
They never saw me
Sitting at the dinner table
Not angry
Not mad
But asked what’s wrong with your face
Nothing I say
But i still am told it needs to change
I fake a smile
I fake that it’s okay
They did this to me
She’s fiercely independent they tell them
They see it as a problem
You need to learn to work well with others I’m told
As I sit alone in a house filled with people
Afraid to ask for help with a homework question
It’s not independence.
I learned
It’s grief
It’s not a frown on my face
It’s a stoic look I’ve mastered
Because they were never there when the smile mattered
It’s not mean or malicious
It’s a cry
A cry for a single moment to feel seen
Seen for who I am not just a comparison
Nov 2, 2025
Nov 2, 2025 at 10:12 PM UTC
I rise and fall like the ocean tides
I wax and wane like the moon
I fall into patterns, routines
Like the waves on the shore pulling me back in
The moon rises fully and pushes me to shore again
The ups and downs
The rise and fall
The nights when the moon has taken her leave
Those are the nights I can finally breathe
Waves crash upon me in words, riddles, and mixed signals
The crescent moon giggles with pleasure as she watches the waves
Pull me in and push me back again
A pattern
A routine
The waves and the moon
Slowly wrecking me
Sep 29, 2025
Sep 29, 2025 at 9:39 PM UTC
A worn string
Frayed and knotted
Kept tied to the finger of the puppet master
Grinning as he moves their limbs
Laughing, knowing he’s breaking more than just skin
Double knotted around a poppets throat
Wrists bound and ankles tied
She couldn’t escape if she tried
And so she lets him break her with every strategic move
And she cant do anything except follow the lead of a worn string
Jul 31, 2025
Jul 31, 2025 at 10:55 AM UTC
I. Are. Is. Why.
Delay the process
Slow the response time
Give it a little more
Run. Rip. Open. Tore
Speed up your steps
Quicken your pace
Skip. Jump. Hop. Elevate
Take it a little higher
Move it up a rate
Fall. Deep. Immerse. Whole.
See past the present
Look into the soul
Question. Wonder. Imagine. Who
Walk on the path
Don’t go astray
You don’t want to get lost
Do you?
Jul 6, 2023
Jul 6, 2023 at 10:58 PM UTC
Oh hello
It’s nice to see you there
Have you been watching for a while?
Can you tell me what you see?
Is there something I can help you with?
Is there something wrong with me?
I noticed a smirk
A smile
A impish grin
I wonder what have I gotten myself in
Time is relative
It’s neither here nor there
A day could feel like a life time with the right people
But time is also not fair
But what is fair?
What is right and wrong?
In my eyes it’s 2+2 is 4
In yours it’s 3+1
Like the cosmos
We pass through each others light
Atoms moving so quickly
Racing through the night
So hello
How are you?
Nice to see you there
Would you come over here
Would you dare?
Jul 6, 2023
Jul 6, 2023 at 10:27 PM UTC
There's beauty in the grey sky
as if it's telling us it's okay to be depressed
it's okay not to be okay
the world, your world will be as it should, as it will
and as it needs to be as you'll survive
just because it's grey outside doesn't mean your soul must die
one day the sun will shine again
and without your soul, you will not feel its kiss on your skin
weary days come and pass
you reach out to friends - to people who care
to share the emotion you so profoundly feel
and you wonder why it seems that everyone's grass seems more green
drip from the sky
water your soul
and you'll be the greenest garden anyone has ever known
May 24, 2023
May 24, 2023 at 11:57 AM UTC
Empty.
my whole body is empty.
my heart is sore.
living in a world of dreams
getting broken down
everytime
why
Empty.
Jan 27, 2017
Jan 27, 2017 at 7:31 PM UTC
When he sleeps at night, he dreams of glorious things. Things only he knows, he can see, he's created it all for queens and kings. This night was different ,he could feel it in his bones. Effortlessly he tried to wake to be back in his home. No matter how hard he tried he could never break through, to escape this dream what could he do?
He walked with Gods, not knowing his place. Wondering if there is more than just a pretty face. They were so wrapped in beauty, they did not see how much more to life there can be. He saw deeper than the skin, trying to reach the beauty within.
For days he was lost in a kingdom of ghosts, created by memories of a life he knows. Asking questions, looking for a clue to fid out what he is supposed to do. Every face he see is perfect, every face is the same. His mind seemed bored, dull and plan.
Among the faces he see a light surrounded by things that give him a fright.
Although he's created this world for himself, something has changed. Things seem darker, more cold and the people once young have now grown so old.
"Why can't you wake, what did you do, how come no one can ever see you?"
He hears a voice coming from the unknown, asking him why his body isn't shown.
Has has been forgotten. His glory fades, only seeing knowledge instead of being vain.
These Gods don't understand, they do not see, there is more to a person than just beauty.
The dream he created has become his hell,a world full of things no one would sell. Fake and lame, yet pretty as can be, he now understands why no one can see.
The dream he once loved is for a boy, full of Gods and beauties, nothing more. To wake he must learn the truth. There is more to beauty and youth. He'll never truly feel until he knows beauty runs deeper than it really shows.
May 14, 2016
May 14, 2016 at 8:05 PM UTC
Yesterday I wanted to see how much you really mean to me
I let you go
Let you walk away
Hoping to see
You starting to walk right back to me
I was wrong
I didnt know
What would happen when I let you go
The last thing I wanted
The last thing I need
Is for you to never return to me
Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 10:25 AM UTC
There’s nothing that I would rather do
Than spend the whole night next to you
Doing everything you want me to
Take care of you through and through
I want to dance the night away
Let our bodies dance the sway
Look into your eyes night and day
There’s nothing I wouldn’t say
Except
There’s nothing that I would rather do
Than spend my whole life next to you
Do everything you want me to
Take care of you through and though
I want to make sure you’re okay
Through the night and through the day
Wake watching you just to say
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do
To make sure that our love is true
Spend every day proving to you
There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you
Mar 4, 2016
Mar 4, 2016 at 2:37 PM UTC
