My eyes keep seaching for you
and my fingers keep longing for your touch
Do you know how many times
I think of you and hold my breath?
And when someone mentions you,
the clouds make space for the sunshine,
the ocean tide disappears
and the earth stops rotating
Forgive me please
for not telling you
that I'd rather be a molecule of oxygen
in your lungs for ten seconds
than a minute apart from you
They speak about addiction
with such disdain
but how do I explain
that my addiction to you
is the only reason I'm still sane?
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night
walk around the balcony
and pray to God
we'll find each other again
Dec 16, 2016
Dec 16, 2016 at 3:58 PM UTC
I've been stuck in this rut and I can't seem to get out.
I'm sitting here with no inspiration and just writing how I feel.
I'm feeling lost and alone for some reason.
I feel hurt and scared.
I feel like being happy is just hard right now.
I don't know what to do.
Dec 4, 2016
Dec 4, 2016 at 12:39 AM UTC
There's so many thing I wish we could be.
But there were so many time that you left me over nothing.
You pushed me away and I wanted to stay with you.
There were so many girls that gave you their world but nothing would do.
How cold is your heart?
Must be freezing in the depths.
How dark are your eyes?
They don't compare to the sky at night no more, no more.
Sep 14, 2016
Sep 14, 2016 at 5:31 PM UTC
What a terrifying day to be alive
What a terrifying week
What a terrifying year
50 lives lost
No a single rainbow is shining down on us today
I cry for the lives of the people i never knew
and i cry because we never know what those souls could have done for our world
Another day older, but i feel so small
Nothing i can do, but mourn and hope for a better tomorrow
Justice went un served for a victim who spoke out,
and the rest of us cry, because we didn't have the courage
Why cant the world see non consensual *** does not exist
There's only one word for it, and its ****
All the horror going on around me, each tear falling from my eyes is bringing each small ounce of hope and happiness with it
This week i have told myself i don't want to live on this planet,
but that's a slap in the face to everybody who no longer has the chance
Tomorrow i will be a better me, i will honor the lives lost to violence and hate. I will put forth more generosity, kindness, and understanding for the ones around me who lack it. I will not give up. The people committing these horrible acts of violence and intolerance need me to be the best person that i can be.
Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 1:45 AM UTC
It's 12:43 am and I still want you here.
I'm losing myself in waiting for you.
I know you won't come to me.
You surprise me from time to time.
You stood up for me without thinking about it.
You have no idea how much it means to me.
And now I'm just writing nonsense and waiting for you still.
I'm lost again.
Please save me.
Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 1:43 AM UTC
In the summer, we were free.
We would sit around the fire as it danced and warmed our hearts.
I would ask you to dance with me like the fire did with out hearts.
You would just smile, nothing more.
In the fall, we were hopeful.
We would walk into school with our hearts on our sleeves.
I would ask you for your coat.
You would put my heart in your sleeves.
In the winter, we were scared.
We would look at each other and smile.
I would ask if you loved her.
You would say yes.
In the spring, we were alone.
We would stay up at night with tears clouding our eyes.
I would ask if you missed her.
You wouldn't reply, just wondered why I was crying too.
Now we're here in summer again and you still wonder why I cried those nights.
I'm still young with my heart on my sleeve.
Yet, that sleeve still belongs to you.
I've loved you all these seasons,
But if I told you,
You would leave.
Jun 1, 2016
Jun 1, 2016 at 11:43 PM UTC
I sit here tonight writing to you,
but I know you'll never see it.
I'm here holding onto everything that we had,
everything that we could be.
I wake in tears as the stars say goodbye,
it reminds me of us and what is gone.
It reminds me of our lost songs.
It reminds me of the memories.
It reminds me of everything we once had,
everything we could be.
May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 11:26 PM UTC
I'm a disaster sinking faster than most.
I am a time bomb waiting to go off.
I'm feeling homesick when I'm with you.
This is dangerous.
What do I do?
I would run away but I've got no where to go.
So I stay and I won't let my feelings show.
I wish I wasn't alone
Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 6:40 PM UTC