The pain they feel is worse for me
than the pain of living with her
because her i'm used to
her I can handle
but hurnting them
making them worry about me
is something I never want to do
something I never want them to fear
we're both so young
they dont need this
they should be able to have
their biggest worry be about grades or friends
no if I'm going to make it through the night
they want to take all the pain away
take me away from her
and id let them in a heartbeat
but I know reality
i know they can't
May 7
May 7, 2026 at 8:49 AM UTC
really?
that's crazy
cool
nice
cute
oh ok
we
all
know
how
it
ends
May 7
May 7, 2026 at 8:38 AM UTC
he deserves so much better in life.
i want to give it to him.
i cant lose him.
but theres not much i can do.
..
i wish i could run away with him him— he would never have to deal with this ******** again.
it could be just us, no outside pressures.
just me and him.
..
i know he says not to worry,
that its not my battle to fight.
but theres so much more i wish i could do.
he has such a beautiful soul.
hes my everything.
he doesn’t deserve this.
i know hes reading these—
i love you.
May 5
May 5, 2026 at 1:13 PM UTC
Silence
something that speaks louder
than any words can
because the silences of a victim
can say so many more words
than the screaming of the accused
July 28, 1917,
black lifes matter
january 10 1917
to June 4, 1919
womens rights
All these Silence protest
that lead to change
change in the way we see people
change in the way we feel
change in the way we hear silence
May 5
May 5, 2026 at 1:11 PM UTC
Something old
the scars on her once flawless skin
done by the groom
something new
the plastic surgery on her nose
because he had broken it so badly
something borrowed
the smile she always wore on her face
That was never quite right anymore
something blue
the bruises on her body
that covered her almost from head to toe
May 5
May 5, 2026 at 9:45 AM UTC
I step on the scale and the numbers are higher
I want to call it a liar
only it's a fact that
all I have done has failed.
I know you notice
how your hands can't wrap around my waist
how I've grown heavier
how my legs aren't getting thinner
I know I have an obsession with my reflection
And I try to remove any and every flaw
But I pierce my skin
where I wish I'd look different
If I skip 3 days, would I look better?
Maybe then you'd notice me
Maybe then you wouldn't have to lie
when you say how "perfect" I am
Or maybe you'll replace me
with someone who can fill in the missing piece.
May 5
May 5, 2026 at 9:28 AM UTC
When wounded by something,
in time, it heals.
When wounded by someone,
it never heals—
no matter the time.
May 4
May 4, 2026 at 1:12 PM UTC
I look at you and wonder
wonder
why
why you're like this
why you resort to violence
Why don't you look at me
like you love me anymore
why I have to beg
for the little attention you give
May 4
May 4, 2026 at 3:26 AM UTC
the funny thing about love is
that no matter how much it hurts
how much you lose
people yearn for it
for the want
for the need of another
and i to am a fool
for the sick twisted thing
that is love
May 3
May 3, 2026 at 11:02 PM UTC
You tell me you're leaving.
When I'm distraught,
you hug me.
I hug you back so tightly
that you can barely breathe.
As you begin to choke on air,
I laugh because
you're so dramatic.
Then I realize that
you're choking on air.
But somehow,
you are fine.
I hug you again,
a silent thank you for not dying
and you hug me back tightly.
I smile because
your hugs are the best.
Then you wave goodbye
one last time
and you are
gone.
May 2
May 2, 2026 at 10:23 AM UTC