
Don't let the title fool you,
This isn't about some guy,
Nor is it about "the" guy,
It's not even about a guy.
It's about a gal,
No, not like "that" gal,
Not even a pal gal.
It's about me.
A gal on a mission.
A mission to be, the one and only best me!
Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 2:58 AM UTC
I run to push you
3 swift steps forward
Pushing you two steps back.
I then try to hold you
Try to gather your attention
Only to overwhelm you.
I am not intentionally
Trying to hinder
Our mutual future.
I do however feel
My subconscious sabatoges
Any possibility of happiness.
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 12:52 PM UTC
I am humbled
When I visit this nook
For the truth of the writers
That belong in a book.
Sharing a binding with the greats,
As they write off and dismiss,
I see their brighter future awaits.
As I read their works
I am inspired more,
To write the good write,
Let my words explore.
I can only hope to one day be,
A writer part of a greater "we."
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 10:30 AM UTC
Still soft,
Undefined,
Awaiting the hands
Of the creative soul.
Red muddied joy,
With potential
But potential so easily lost.
One wrong halfwitted artist
Deciding to "have a go"
And throws the disaster into the kiln.
Fired.
Done.
No reversing.
Unless...
Some master painter picks up,
Transforming the waste
To water for the thirsty soul.
Potential refigured.
After all everyone deserves a second Chance.
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 12:22 AM UTC
Dearest Best Friend,
Thank you
For standing by
Through all the years.
As I pushed you away,
But then months later called
To divulge my fears.
You never judged me
Or turned me away,
And you always reminded me
You were there to stay.
Sometimes I didn't deserve you.
Sometimes I acted like a ****
But I feel you have reminded me
Real love is worth the work.
Now here I am thinking of you,
More than I have of anyone else before.
It makes me wonder after all these years,
Were you the truth in true love's core?
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 12:12 AM UTC
You have failed me
As I stared at the blank page,
Wanting to create something of significance,
But when just a response to something in my day,
Then you have something truly beautiful to say.
At the sunrise,
God's gift to remind us
Of the beauty in a new day.
Or as the rain pours down
Blurring my windshield,
Reflecting my inner sadness
As I feel as isolated as a lost penny,
But at least I'm heads up,
Lucky and looking at the sun.
Wherever he is, hidden somewhere behind these clouds.
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 11:52 AM UTC
Subliminal messaging is what makes my head spin,
The read between the lines conversations.
Sometimes though, they are in foreign languages,
Like guy speak, or flirt speak,
Which apparently I don't speak.
So despite my hair
"like an Amazonian goddess"
Or you dancing me around the kitchen
You remain an inspiration.
Because of course you like me
As a friend, solely a friend.
Actions and other words canceled,
Because you're a flirt.
It's fine because we couldn't work,
We need to work together on too much,
And afterall, you're younger and without futuristic vision.
I need someone who can see
The road ahead,
What we can be,
Someone who thinks like me.
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 11:29 AM UTC
I slept in my car again,
Not due to lack of housing,
Rather due to lack of home.
Before you start to rationalize,
Hear me out.
Home is where there is love,
Where there is safety,
A sense of belonging.
I pay rent for a roof and four walls,
But being there ***** away my life,
So I'd rather sleep on the road.
My spirit craves so much improvement,
That I can not get laying in a warm bed,
But from working until I crash.
My poetry is suffering,
But my suffering is poetry fueling
My life as I write my future.
I turn each page with excitement,
Because this ending
will be happily ever after.
I know.
I pay attention to foreshadowing.
Mar 29, 2014
Mar 29, 2014 at 4:24 PM UTC
I know I can't stand here
still, freezing in mediocrity.
The winds of what I could be
chill my bones.
I see the fires,
their warmth of desire calls to me
both equally ablaze.
One chants "Diamond."
One chants "Best Seller."
I can be both, but one needs to come first.
So how do I choose?
It is like choosing to purchase either a chicken or a fertilized egg.
However,
which is the chicken and which is the egg?
Nov 24, 2013
Nov 24, 2013 at 12:23 PM UTC
Where did it begin?
That moment when love became
as overused as recycled paper.
Sure...wonderful!
Saving trees and hearts a like.
It tasted,
initially like peace on your tongue
but the morning after like regret.
Ironic,
given the alcohol
that numbs the pain
is one in the same.
Yet
we get up
and begin anew.
Almost as if nothing ever occurred,
however like any form of matter--
we are changed.
You can't burn to ashes
and rise the same,
pieces are lost,
pieces are gained.
Only thing that remains
is your name.
Let it stand for more
than this disaster
I sometimes claim to abhor.
Love is lovely,
but it, like war
takes casualties
with no remorse.
Nov 19, 2013
Nov 19, 2013 at 1:21 PM UTC