It burns in the back of your mind
And feels like you swallowed
A bag of stones
And now they're weighing down
On your insides.
Th meditation doesn't help,
Neither does the medication
The music feels empty
And the days seem darker.
Today seems bleak,
Tomorrow seems even bleaker.
Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 11:11 AM UTC
Who said
We
Have to
be
Monsters?
We are
Born
Angels
But
The cruelty and
Evil which
We must endure
Turn us
Into
**bloodsucking
Revenge seeking
Death driven
Horror stricken
Violent
Unhappy**
humans
Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 8:33 AM UTC
*I jaywalk,
Hoping a car will hit me.
I take one extra painkiller,
Hoping to overdose.
I shave my legs a little too hard,
Hoping to get cut.
I sit in the front seat,
Hoping to be the victim of a car crash.
I wish for city riots,
Hoping to get shot.
I try getting sick,
Hoping to end up in the hospital.
I use electrical appliances with wet hands,
Hoping to get electrocuted.
I pray for an earthquake,
Hoping to get caught under the rubble.
I want to get dumped,
Hoping to die of heartbreak.
I hope for all of this,
So when I say it was an accident,
I won't be lying.*
Jan 24, 2014
Jan 24, 2014 at 2:05 PM UTC
*And if you're in love then you're the lucky one,
Cause most of us are bitter over someone.
Setting fire to our insides for fun
To distract our hearts from ever missing them;
But I'm forever missing him...*
Jan 21, 2014
Jan 21, 2014 at 10:29 AM UTC
I love her
I love the way she makes me feel like my life is a slow motion movie.
Whenever I'm with her I feel like there should be a theme song in the background.
I love the way her smile makes me feel like everything is almost okay.
I love her.
I love the way her messy hair makes me feel like a child.
I love how she always knows the wrong thing to say.
I love her imperfections. I love every flaw she hates.
I know the way she talks, walks; I know the rhythm of the breaths she takes.
She makes me feel whole.
She takes out every impurity from my life and makes me a better person.
She might not know I love her,
Or she might just not care.
But her existence has given me something to live for,
She's larger than life.
She doesn't understand me.
She's a mess.
She's a beautiful person,
And I just want to save her.
Jan 5, 2014
Jan 5, 2014 at 6:52 PM UTC
They started off in love,
But **if it seems too good to be true,
It probably is**.
They continued fighting,
They said they only fought because they were in love,
Everyone knew they were breaking apart.
They went on to falling out of love,
They blamed each other,
But they both were hurting.
His heart was broken into pieces,
Her heart was simply broken.
Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 11:07 AM UTC
It's always all or nothing,
Either life is good,
Or life is bad.
You can never be happy and sad.
What about when you're sad and
You need to be happy?
Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 11:00 AM UTC
I hope this year you're happy,
I hope it's better than the last.
I hope this year you find love,
I hope it doesn't hurt you like it did in the past.
I hope you find what it is you're looking for,
I hope you don't lose yourself on the way.
I hope you are able to smile,
I hope you cherish each and every day.
I hope you are able to trust people,
I hope they give you a reason to trust them.
I hope you understand you're beautiful,
I hope you know you're one a kind, a precious gem.
I hope this year a single tear doesn't fall from your eyes,
I hope you can stay strong through the pain.
I hope this year nobody hurts you,
And I hope this year you have nothing to lose, only everything to gain.
Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 4:26 AM UTC
He tells me I'm indecisive,
Can never make up my mind,
He just wants us to be united,
He says I'm one of a kind.
He tells me I'm mean,
But he can never let me go,
He treats me like I'm a queen,
Loves me even when I put on a show.
He tells me I'm a beauty,
Loves that I don't try too hard,
He hugs me and kisses me and calls me his cutie,
He loves my soul, even though it is charred.
I don't know what I would do without him,
But I keep pushing him away,
I know there will come a day,
Years from now perhaps, when alone in bed we'll lay.
Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 4:17 AM UTC
Cars tinted and cold,
Boys who are way too old
Expensive smokes and a kiss
This never ends, i wish.
You know I do it for the thrill
The speed and danger,
Strangers breaking through my hearts grill.
Don't even know his name,
But I'm glad I came.
Making memories I won't remember in the morn,
Waking up cold, regretful and forlorn.
I know I'll cry about this later,
But I'm laughing now.
Dec 27, 2013
Dec 27, 2013 at 5:52 AM UTC