Nostalgic dreams are here to stay
Longer than expected,they will be
Rain triggers the dreams within
Peaceful is the silence after the rain.
Long drives with radio playing along
All those days are long forgone
Wandering the mountains for serenity
Surviving the odds for an eternity.
Stuck in between two doors
This room is all that is left
Warm is the air but a cold floor
Get out of the chaos. To find more.
Destination was never a priority
What's life without surprises
The Eagle might be ruling the skies
But the Phoenix rises from the ashes.
Rise up again after its death
Looking for a slight breath
Wind calls you by your name
Life is nothing but a game.
Rain is beautiful when thoughtless
Autumn is when we find solace
Inbetween all the innumerable thoughts
Staying awake connected to the roots.
Don't be shy to cry out loud
But never among the crowd
There is a boundary with a spiked fence
Remain serene amidst of turbulence.
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 3:16 PM UTC
Stars twinkled,
Lights flickered,
The night knew, she was special..
Water reflects,
Snow protects,
Beauty within, she is the architect..
Heart felt light,
Soul seemed bright,
Solitude incite under the moonlight..
Dwelling in emotions,
The sky's notion,
She stares at it, outside she is frozen...
Oct 3, 2018
Oct 3, 2018 at 6:43 AM UTC
Slowly the lights go down
the skies take the bluish hue,
the day is beautiful
but the night is true,
the ones who love its calm
nocturnals are at peace.
Once again.
Sep 30, 2018
Sep 30, 2018 at 5:02 PM UTC
Dream is a reality
Which ceased to exist.
A passer-by watches it
As it passed by silently..
Sep 21, 2018
Sep 21, 2018 at 2:39 PM UTC
Reflections of the sad soul,
when the shouts are unheard.
From the beauty of the pain within, the skies bleed red.
Water cleanses the body,
the soul is ripped apart though.
Solitude and Isolation is a Pendulum,
as it swings to and fro...
Sep 10, 2018
Sep 10, 2018 at 2:37 PM UTC
Lying here reminiscing about the time we had,
you made me smile and my heart fluttered in my chest.
I think how nobody can make me laugh anymore,
but imagining about the past never helps
or the constant daydreams of death, I keep to myself.
I’m so restless from wrestling with these thoughts in my head,
they're too loud and piercing, paralyzing me to my bed.
I’m busy listening to the soothing whispers, that all want me dead.
Looking for the coast to be clear, so I don't have to be fake again.
Since the mumblings remain, to sting and heighten all the pain.
I try and write out the disturbing sounds to keep them at bay,
waiting for the right moment to come when I can drain my brain.
Sep 8, 2018
Sep 8, 2018 at 8:09 AM UTC
Shining,
As it's always been
Glowing,
For the world to see
Crystal ball,
I have been admiring
In the light,
Paths are shown..
Standing,
The king looks old
Rays of light,
Passing through him
Adorning,
Crown he's been gifted
In the light,
Paths are shown..
Dark clouds,
Cover the light
The winds,
Push them away
Sliver of light,
Comes blazing again
In the light,
Paths are shown...
Sep 6, 2018
Sep 6, 2018 at 9:59 AM UTC
Standing by the shallow waters I stare
Sun is shining but no shadow is visible
The other side has something unknow
But I feel too weak to sail my boat..
What I might find I am not aware
The first push I give is crucial
The Mast is broken,wind sail is torn
As I felt a spear down my throat..
Cross these waters before the thunders
But why am I afraid of them now?
Let the wind sail the ship home
Take me to the place unknown..
Random things at random times
Is a symptom. We have to adapt
Weak heart has an ego to be killed
Mosaic minds have to be willed...
Sep 2, 2018
Sep 2, 2018 at 4:47 PM UTC
Despair watches me as I smile
Waiting for the moment, silently
One moment of tranquillity I find
Pounces on me like a demon
Devouring the intrails of me
As it slowly poisons my mind
To be fed by it or to feed it
I surrender to it, a rotten apple.
Despair watches me as I try smiling again
This time I have a wild thought
Do I surrender again as I did before
Or try to control the urge to lose
To lose the balance in me for a while
Or Just let it pass like how I tried before
Am Trying very hard to be ignored
But the demon is strong, devours me..
Despair watches me as I cry
This time I let it watch me crying alone
Lost all hopes of being a better man
All the lost thoughts come crawling again
Within me I lost the light I had found
Outside it was grey at the moment
Crying with a smile I searched for it
I found my lost name. I am. Despair...
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 6:05 AM UTC
All my life I have been searching for peace,
Never knew where to begin
Looking at this chaotic world
Those inner demons wont let me be.
They make me **** **** myself.
They make me blunt to the world I live in.
They make me lose. And I lost my sleep.
Got used to it. Now I've dived in deep.
All the regrets I've had in me,
Demons enjoyed the withered me,
Day is my foe oh I hate the light,
Embrace the darkness.I couldn't fight.
People around me, make me feel
No more love for the world to heal
Now I have a friend. My best friend
It Took me there where I begin.
I ve been looking for you all around,
Oh Solitude! You keep me on ground.
You are a friend. My best friend
Please carry me till the end.
Solitude is an emotion...
Something that they won't understand.
Demons in me come crashing in.
Oh Human! You are a sin.
Diving in this huge ocean of regret,
Setting sail to find a land.
Faraway there is a sight,
Oh! But I hate the light.
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 5:39 AM UTC