I miss him and I shouldn't say ******** having lost someone I love
I miss him and I should stop thinking how ****** up the world is
I miss him and hiding things is terrible
I miss you and I wish you were here
I wish I could have said goodbye
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 10:51 AM UTC
I have so many faults
and you overthink about them
but I am not a bad person I swear
And it keeps up all night
thinking these thoughts are killing you
I wish I didn't make these mistakes but I wouldn't know what I do now
Apr 6, 2016
Apr 6, 2016 at 12:42 PM UTC
From a young age the friends I had became less and less..
They saw the real me,my mess so they left me.
Now I am not surprised when they leave
I expect them to
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 10:01 AM UTC
Even on my dreams you were right..
People will leave me or they have left
and I am too blind to tell.
It had always been like that
There was something wrong with me
from a very young age
that made people wanna leave.
You knew...
You used it against me
But it doesn't matter now
I am gone too
Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 3:48 PM UTC
Killing myself never seemed so good
as it is right now
I am screaming at the top of my lungs
yet you can't hear it
Ι guess this is goodbye
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 8:42 PM UTC
You don't have the right
You don't know me
That's what ****** me off about people
Thinking they know soemebody
because they knew him a year ago.
A person can change so much in a year you have no idea
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 8:20 PM UTC
Too late to change my mind
your opinion doesn't matter to me
I am better off dead
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 7:44 PM UTC
Will there ever be someone who understands me?
Who gets my humour,who who sees my true self
Not the one who I may seem like
The depressed weird girl who has cuts on her thigh and wrist
Who can't wear dresses and shorts near family members bc they are going to see it
The girl who hates places and loves sarcasm
The girl who loves people but hates them more than anything
That depressed weird girl who nobody wants to know and nobody ever will
Jul 30, 2015
Jul 30, 2015 at 2:40 PM UTC
Put your skin on my my skin
Let our hands unravel the secrets of our bodies
Every curve,every line
The surface of your body
My body screams for your touch
Why can't you hear it?
Why won't you?
You aren't here though
Will you ever be?
Jul 30, 2015
Jul 30, 2015 at 1:50 PM UTC
1,2,3,4,5.
5 months till my birthday
Birth-death
Maybe it will be my death date too
Hope so
That's what I'll wish for sure
Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 3:49 PM UTC