Have you ever missed someone so much that your arms feel numb without them there to be held in them? So much that you can see their absence pulsing round your body? So much that you'd give anything to be back in their arms, kissing lazily as the sun makes stars out of the dust particles floating around the air? So much that you've started believing that maybe single beds weren't made for just one person? So much that you're starting to think maybe phantom limb syndrome is the only way you'll be able to feel their touch again? So much that you have to pull over on the side of the road because them not being there is causing a sickness inside of you? So much that missing them is the only feeling inside of your body and so much that it's infecting your chest with a sadness that never feels like it's going to go away?
I miss you more than all of these combined.
May 29, 2016
May 29, 2016 at 7:45 AM UTC
I miss him and I shouldn't say ******** having lost someone I love
I miss him and I should stop thinking how ****** up the world is
I miss him and hiding things is terrible
I miss you and I wish you were here
I wish I could have said goodbye
Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 10:51 AM UTC
I have so many faults
and you overthink about them
but I am not a bad person I swear
And it keeps up all night
thinking these thoughts are killing you
I wish I didn't make these mistakes but I wouldn't know what I do now
Apr 6, 2016
Apr 6, 2016 at 12:42 PM UTC
From a young age the friends I had became less and less..
They saw the real me,my mess so they left me.
Now I am not surprised when they leave
I expect them to
Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 10:01 AM UTC
Even on my dreams you were right..
People will leave me or they have left
and I am too blind to tell.
It had always been like that
There was something wrong with me
from a very young age
that made people wanna leave.
You knew...
You used it against me
But it doesn't matter now
I am gone too
Aug 25, 2015
Aug 25, 2015 at 3:48 PM UTC
Killing myself never seemed so good
as it is right now
I am screaming at the top of my lungs
yet you can't hear it
Ι guess this is goodbye
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 8:42 PM UTC
You don't have the right
You don't know me
That's what ****** me off about people
Thinking they know soemebody
because they knew him a year ago.
A person can change so much in a year you have no idea
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 8:20 PM UTC
Too late to change my mind
your opinion doesn't matter to me
I am better off dead
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 7:44 PM UTC
Its been raining all day today
Yet the only thing I can dream of
Is holding you in my arms
Kissing up your neck
And cuddling the night away
But sadly..
You are an ocean away
The girl I'm dreaming of
Yet cant even hold
The future only holds
A dream and a chance
And soon my darling
You shall be in my arms
Aug 7, 2015
Aug 7, 2015 at 2:58 PM UTC