hand on the steering wheel
other on my thigh
my head on your shoulder
i promised myself i wouldn’t get too attached
**** was i wrong
May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 10:25 AM UTC
im not the one you exchange nervous giggles with
the hand you hold in public
the lips you kiss in front of your friends
the one you tell them about with an excited glint in your eye
the one that causes your heart to pick up at the sight of
no
im the one you fall back on
the one you practically ignore until you need me
the lips you kiss out of lust
the hands you guide to please you
the one you never speak about
the one that will always be there to come **** you in a bathroom stall
who will send you pictures so you have something to do on those lonely nights when you miss her and im the only one there
im not your first choice
hell i was never even a choice to begin with
oh i wish i was
i wish you loved me half as much as you love her
but i guess it was never meant to be that way
Mar 5, 2015
Mar 5, 2015 at 7:35 PM UTC
You've lips like cough syrup.
Hands like morphine.
Breath like smoke in my lungs.
Body like ******
Eyes like acid.
Scent like *******
Voice like *****
Touch like ecstasy.
Darling I'm addicted.
You could my new bad habit.
Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 12:28 AM UTC
I cant help but wonder
Whether your desires for me
Are plainly ******
Or something more
Because I know this is meant to be strictly *******
But oh baby I cant stop the fluttering of my heart
Every second our eyes meet every time our arms brush
My breath catches in the seconds our lips hover together
I know this is gonna hurt
Please prove me wrong.
Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 3:18 PM UTC
You're not good enough
Lying in the floor of your bedroom
Desperately trying to catch a breath
Through the tears you've been holding.
*Stop it.
You can breathe just fine.*
Eyes scanning over old messages
And the little empty arrow
Both serving as proof that he doesn't care.
*You knew that though.
And you still let it happen.*
Fingers grasping for the cool metal blade
As it kisses your skin for the first time in months.
*Such a ***** for attention and ***
Get a hold of yourself, ****
Lips dancing on the silver spoon
As its repeatedly brought to your lips.
You can feel your thighs swell with each bite
And your stomach jiggle with each sip.
*Keep eating honey.
You never had enough self control anyways.*
Mind wandering
From school studies to pointless topics.
Grade lowering with every text sent
And minute not spent studying.
*Thats okay darling
It's not like you ever really had a chance at college.*
You're not good enough.
You'll never be good enough.
Stop trying.
Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 1:41 AM UTC
you're not good enough for him
you're only good enough for them
silly little girl
you thought you had a chance
you knew he didn't care
you knew
you knew
you knew
you knew you weren't good enough.
how could you have been so stupid
not to see
that he
doesn't care
about you.
Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 12:42 PM UTC
why is it
that even though the thought of you
is causing me to feel this way
the only comfort i want
is in your arms
Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 3:40 PM UTC
******* ******** sleeping around.
Call it what you will, just not making love.
Most nights I fall asleep on someone's chest, however never the same consecutively.
Lying on ***** sheets next to someone who's name I dont know
And won't remember.
You see i was taught
That this is what happens
"When a man and woman love each other very much"
But thats just ********
As I crawl through anothers bed my emotions shut off,
love never comes into play.
It never has.
As I surrender to pleasure not only mine but theirs.
It courses through my body and veins
Bringing life and feeling into the empty limbs.
Every finger, toe, and arm being brought alive if only for an hour or less.
Every kiss spreading warmth, every touch igniting my senses.
As soon as it begins its over.
The life i had within me falters, dripping from my fingertips and toes, falling from the ends of my hair.
As I lay in dark cold rooms where I spend my nights.
Sleep never crossing my mind.
Numbly staring at the walls feeling empty once again.
Everybody knows.
With all the pictures I send without a care in the world.
I fill the requests one by one, going down the list.
When I walk down the halls they stare and whisper.
Their words dont mean a **** thing.
And so I fall asleep in his bed.
I fall asleep in her bed.
Anywhere but my own.
I'm not scared
I'm never nervous
I never care.
Because as the clothes come off as the hands make contact with my flesh as the lips skim my body.
My emotions leave.
I can mechanically go down without a glitch or hesitation.
I can undress and redress quicker than your average.
I can move my hips and hands in that perfect way.
Im up for that.
I'm down for anything.
Call me, I'm your girl.
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 6:22 AM UTC
Maybe it was because what i hoped for finally happened
Maybe it was because im scared of getting hurt
Maybe it was because deep down i feel as though you dont like me
Maybe its because you said you weren't interested in anyone at the moment
Maybe it's because you could be the first to hurt me
Maybe its because its too soon
Maybe its because you were tired
Maybe its because you dont care
Maybe its because you do
Maybe
Just maybe
Its because you like me too.
Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 1:51 AM UTC
you compare me to the stars
because I'm shattered
into tiny pieces
across an endless dark expanse
each one
supporting another's life
yet slowly but surely
each is dying out
slowly but surely
your pretty little galaxy will be gone
Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 10:53 AM UTC