Emotions so big so terrifying
If I can't carry them
How can I
Ask you to try
Apr 17
Apr 17, 2026 at 6:55 AM UTC
Feeling the antithesis of known
Vulnerability, my one trait everyone can see
Where’s the benefit of it
If I never know
Being known
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 9:23 AM UTC
These cotton candy skies saying hi
Onra in my ears
Nausea and happiness and stress
Swinging swiftly straight up
Spirits high despite
The false guilt over who I am
Will literally anyone
Hold me
While I cry?
And say
It was worth it
For
Once
Apr 2
Apr 2, 2026 at 7:18 AM UTC
Too many things going on
Too much that I want to do
Not enough of me left
Purpose is a long off dream
I lack the energy to imagine
I can feel my brain is melting
My soul is slipping
I don't think I'm asleep anymore
I think I'm dead
But maybe the mania will creep in tomorrow
And my spirit will return to my bones
And my sweaters on hangers
Jul 7, 2025
Jul 7, 2025 at 11:49 AM UTC
I have
No one
I’m left hiding
From everyone
I’m clinging
To the past
With weight
On my back
Is there a point
To my screaming
With no one
To hear
Sep 1, 2024
Sep 1, 2024 at 8:33 PM UTC
It's been a while
Nothing new..maybe kinder smiles
Added a few bricks
Remembering how people have said they want me to feel free
I can't remember who said it
I still haven't felt it
Please, just..don't perceive me
I'm cowering in my corner of the world
Hiding from every piece of everything and everyone
How many more times do you think it will take
Before I learn
Before he introduces himself
I bruised my hand three times this week
And I don't think that holds any significance for anyone
Except for me.
Aug 20, 2024
Aug 20, 2024 at 11:31 AM UTC
Hazy reminiscing
We were kissing
Something missing
I can't remember
What it
Feels like
Any
More
It was just a dream
But here's the thing
I'm pretty sure
That I will die
Without a man
Calling me pretty
Late
At night
Dec 22, 2023
Dec 22, 2023 at 12:12 PM UTC
Am I really trying to see
The best that I can be
Or am I just restless
Waiting for the end of me
Dec 22, 2023
Dec 22, 2023 at 10:30 AM UTC
Wake me up before I die
What will happen to me if I sleep all my days
Change will never come without your touch
Your fingertips and your sweet embrace
Come to me darling
Let me feather my fingers in your hair
Dec 22, 2023
Dec 22, 2023 at 10:24 AM UTC
Paint the clouds red
I’ll enjoy the drive
Hair trapped in my glasses
Pretending you’re with me
Tendrils of thought
Escaping my grasp
I fixed my car
The music is blaring
Hold my hand
Nobody cares
Grinning ear to ear
Quietly existing
Dec 21, 2023
Dec 21, 2023 at 4:52 PM UTC