
I keep staring at the horizon like it owes me answers,
but all it returns is silence,
each passing day feels like standing on thin ice,
like a winter lake held together by a breath of wind,
and I fear the first step I take
will crack the void open beneath me.
May 9
May 9, 2026 at 8:22 AM UTC
Whether the weather is sunny and bright,
Or gloomy and grumpy and lacking in light;
Whether it pours like the sky sprung a leak,
Or simmers and sizzles for week after week;
Whether it drizzles a soft little song,
Or thunderous tantrums go booming along;
Whether there's frost on the windows and sill,
Or sweat on the brow from the afternoon grill;
Whether it's hail or a storm with some flair,
Or breeze that tousles and tangles the hair;
We'll bundle or fan, with a smile or a pout.
We'll dance through it all, come rain or drought.
So, weather the weather, however it goes,
In sandals or boots or with frostbitten toes,
We'll handle the hassle, the heat or the chill,
The weather's got mood swings but we've got the will!
Jul 23, 2025
Jul 23, 2025 at 7:35 PM UTC
I’m tired of loving like a dog—
all wide-eyed loyalty, waiting,
tail wagging for a love that lingers
just out of reach.
Tired of chasing footsteps
that never turn back,
of curling at your feet
only to be kicked away.
I fetch your affection,
drop it at your feet,
but you throw it further
each time.
I was born with teeth,
with a growl in my throat,
yet I soften myself
to fit in your hands.
No more.
Let me love like the wind—
wild, unchained,
touching only those
who welcome the storm.
Apr 3, 2025
Apr 3, 2025 at 7:37 PM UTC
you were the night,
a cold, endless night.
a quiet weight that settled over everything,
pressing down on the edges of my world,
until each step was a struggle,
as if gravity conspired to keep me still.
the stars, though present, offer no solace.
their dim lights flicker with uncertainty,
as if the night itself is losing hope.
each twinkle now felt like a whisper of things slipping away,
as the brightest seems to be on the verge of fading into nothing.
but still, i waited.
i waited because the faint glow on the horizon
felt like a promise.
and i told myself that i could endure the dark
if it meant seeing the light.
the hours stretched, unyielding,
each moment dragged slower than the last.
i held my breath, counting the seconds,
only to find that time had betrayed me—
the dawn never came.
somewhere in the stillness,
i realized the truth:
the night was not meant to end.
it would linger, unbroken,
swallowing hope in its quiet expanse.
the cold crept in,
not sudden, not sharp—
'twas a slow, deliberate ache
that settled into the crevices of my bones,
a chill i could never escape.
was it my faith for tomorrow's morning
that made the darkness so vast,
or had i been destined to
lose myself in the shadows?
i'll never know.
but here, in the heart of the longest night,
i learned that some battles aren’t meant to be won.
some lights fade because they must,
and a deafening silence exists
to be a reminder of what it means to ache.
and now, as the cold breeze whispers through me,
i don’t wait for the sun anymore.
i’ve learned that not all endings are warm,
some simply disappear,
like a sigh into the void.
Feb 28, 2025
Feb 28, 2025 at 7:26 AM UTC
Three years of love, now cast away,
A fleeting dream that couldn’t stay
To me, those moments felt sublime,
Yet you see them as a wasted time.
Nov 22, 2024
Nov 22, 2024 at 1:49 AM UTC
There is freedom in isolation,
in being idle and invisible,
where one could sit in muteness,
swim widely in dusk and ask,
"Am I really here,
if no one is around to see?"
A different kind of suicide
There is pleasure in being a shadow,
in pretending you don't exist,
to avoid acting like you do
Solitude isn't a time for me
to let myself free
but rather a time to free myself
from who I am
Outside the confinement of company,
I am anyone and anything,
I am someone else, somewhere else
I am alive,
but I am no one
I am alone
a.r.
Oct 26, 2024
Oct 26, 2024 at 5:29 PM UTC
Derail your anxious train of thought
Open your inner spirit
And enter the dream corridor
like a leaf from a tree in its dying season
Coma come quiet
Airless linger delight
Sacrificial pasts
give you the power
to leave places
The world won't get better
but you will
Oct 11, 2024
Oct 11, 2024 at 9:32 PM UTC
Head's heavy, eyes can't open wide
Cramps twist like a knot inside,
But sleep's a dream I am denied.
Aug 26, 2024
Aug 26, 2024 at 4:02 AM UTC
Who is to blame?
My ears
Or
Your mouth...
I wish I were deaf,
Instead of
Wishing half world to be mute...
Aug 11, 2024
Aug 11, 2024 at 10:38 PM UTC