The clock strikes twelve
I place your book on my shelves
Ready to read it another time
To see if I am ready to see you shine
The clock chimes one
Its getting late
But I can't stop thinking about the bait
The bait that led you to me
I'm a big mistake ******
Why are you so stubborn to see?
Its time to bury my thoughts with your body
Its time to see you shine
When you were alive, you were a nobody
Now that you've past,
No one still cares
But I do.
Dec 9, 2017
Dec 9, 2017 at 1:24 PM UTC
Theres this girl
This girl has been messaging me for weeks
Days, weeks, months.
Hell, it's almost a year already
Why hasn't she forgotten me?
She craves attention constantly
She knows I'm here, wondering longingly
My laptop is closed, but she knows I linger
With my glance, as my hands gliding along with the chrome glimmer,
It sends a shiver down my spine just knowing
She's waiting
She waits every single day
Hours, minutes, even seconds
Time stops for her
She has deleted everything and everyone important to her
Just to be with me
It sweet, but its disgusting as well
She doesn't have to do this
But she did this for me
And this feeling is not letting me be
I bought different laptops, since she has taken over mine
But she destroys them
Changing their codings
Changing their layouts
Just to have the chance to see me
One day, she will find a way out of my computer
And into the real world
This cruel, twisted world
Just like hers.
Dec 6, 2017
Dec 6, 2017 at 7:31 PM UTC
You remind me of a trumpet;
Loud, obnoxious, the problem to my experiment
Even George Washington wouldn't fight wars with you
Your roles make me go mad
Like a triangle's constant ringing in my head
"Get out of my hair!" shrills Donald Trump
As the war drums beacons in the distance
My observation seems nasty,
But its true.
This directrix that we are going though? It ain't working out.
Not even Harriet Tubman can guide my way out of your sight.
Our relationship is like a missing glucose in our photosynthesis;
You're killing the plant inside of us.
Can't you see our rose is dying?
It's falling into the devil's hands.
He manipulates and conjoins our relationship, not giving a care in the world.
I had a dream, just like Martin Luther King
But my dream is different.
You see, my dream is full of hope
Hopes for me to help you
Help you get out of this predicament
This natural selection is killing me
But instead, you pushed me away
You subtracted me out of your life
Its painful, it tears me apart
Even though I can lose track of my focus point and become an annoyance,
I would give up everything just to fix you
Your biodiversity is completely disarray
The cells in your body have lost its purpose
I'm cold and distant, but I can't stand seeing you like this
Please don't leave me so empty handed
My heart used to beat like a bongo when you were around
Now it's just the pitter patter of the cold, sad rain
Every time I hear your guitar, it no longer fills me with joy.
All I feel is disgust and sadness
I might ignore you and act rude, but secretly, this is all just a ruse.
Nov 22, 2017
Nov 22, 2017 at 10:59 AM UTC
Standing in an ocean of dreams
Dreams that would lead me to you
Your life is so precious to me
It's my dream to be next to someone like you
The cool autumn breeze whispers
"He's the one. Your one and only."
I smile sweetly, nodding
"I know."
Pine trees mimic the movement of the wind
Waving hello at me, ever so gently and calmly
They agree with the wind, showing off their dark hues
I take a deep breath
"I see."
Our hands intertwine with, one after another
Our eyes stare deeply into each other
Heads moving, stealing glaces at our love
He's my moon, my sun and my brightest star
If only he knew about my presence
If only he knew he wasn't a real being
If only he knew
If only.
Nov 22, 2017
Nov 22, 2017 at 10:41 AM UTC