you describe your eyes as hazel
but they are so much more
your eyes are not merely a colour;
a shade ; a hue
your eyes are the reflection
of a sunset upon the ocean
your eyes are my favourite flower
blossoming a season too soon
your eyes are the final firework
of a beautiful display
your eyes are the reoccurring dream
that i will just never forget
your eyes are the door to your soul
and the window to my hope
your eyes are so much more
than hazel
your eyes
are my everything
/evjs
Mar 17, 2014
Mar 17, 2014 at 5:26 PM UTC
you can destroy my body and cut my skin
or invade my mind to "make me thin"
but i have gotten stronger,
i have seen the light
no mental disorder
is killing me
tonight
/evjs
Mar 16, 2014
Mar 16, 2014 at 2:48 PM UTC
they won't care
until you're hanging from the rope you knotted yourself
they won't care
until you're choking on the handful pills you swallowed
they won't care
until you've put the gun in your mouth and pulled the trigger
they won't care
until you've cut so deep the blood is pouring from your wrist
they won't care
until they have to clean up the mess you left behind
nobody cares until you take your last breath
nobody cares until you are six feet under
/evjs
Mar 16, 2014
Mar 16, 2014 at 2:47 PM UTC
they say
i will be here for you
you believe them
but it's the dead of night
your mind is racing
you're clutching a blade
dragging it across your skin
your tears fall every second
you scream into your pillow
you isolate yourself
they say
i will be here for you
you dismiss them
but they weren't there for you
so you say nothing
when they ask what's wrong
you smile and laugh
when you want to cry
you don't let them see you
the way you need them to
they say
i will be here for you
let them prove it
open up
ask
for
help
/evjs
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 7:18 AM UTC
the moon
may ch
ange s
hape e
very n
ight bu
t my fe
eling
s tow
ards y
ou ne
will ver
/evjs
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 12:37 AM UTC
when i was young
someone asked
"what superpower do you wish for?"
no hesitation -
i replied
"invisibility"
i grew up realising
it came true
/evjs
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 12:20 AM UTC
dance with me in the moonlight
kiss me below the stars
embrace me with your presence
let's create memories
not scars
/evjs
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 12:17 AM UTC
you're the moon;
every night
even during the day
no matter what state
you are currently in
you are beautiful
to the entire world
you may not believe this
because you eyes
are like the lens
of a ******* smartphone
something that just cannot capture
the amount of beauty
but that doesn't mean
it's not there
/evjs
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 12:15 AM UTC
i have words in my mouth
but i can't seem to speak
i have tears in my eyes
but i can't seem to cry
i have a cigarette in my hand
but i can't seem to smoke
i have alcohol in my glass
but i can't seem to drink
i have fingers down my throat
but i can't seem to purge
i have blades on my skin
but i can't seem to tear
i have pills on my tongue
but i can't seem to swallow
i have suicide on my mind
but i can't seem to commit
/evjs
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 12:12 AM UTC
i'll tell you my secrets
you'll tell me a lie
i'll begin to trust you
you'll sigh
and say good
b
y
e
/evjs
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 12:07 AM UTC