The structure of
my poems are
almost always
fragmented.
Fragmented.
My heart is fragmented too.
Fragmented.
Broke into little minute fragments of
the living flesh of love,
painful love,
broken love,
shattered love.
Each and every time
I see you.
And I see you everywhere.
And I still remember the
fragments of me
you took away.
First slowly,
piece by piece,
then all at once.
I am now fragmented.
Spilled on the ground,
deserted,
forgotten,
some fragments
left in different parts
of you.
I am fragmented.
My minute fragments with
you.
And only you.
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 7:53 AM UTC
It scares me when people
ask me to just
let you go.
It's not that I can't.
I can.
But if I do,
I don't think I can ever
love anyone
with the whole of
my heart
anymore.
I fear losing you.
I fear losing love more.
Above all,
I fear losing myself
when I lose you
and love.
Altogether.
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 7:33 AM UTC
Walking, walking, walking.
Walking, walking.
Walking.
Walking.
STOP.
Walking.
Walking, walking, walking.
Running.
May 5, 2016
May 5, 2016 at 6:36 PM UTC
I wonder,
"Where's everyone when I need them?"
Then I realized,
a mirror will never,
ever,
know of its
beauty.
But.
Only the beauty
of those who stand
in front of it.
May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 2:12 AM UTC
If the tears I cry
for you
could speak,
I would take a
vow of silence and
let them speak
for themselves.
For I never
wanted them to fall.
But they still did anyway.
Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 9:38 AM UTC
I thought I was
your mirror,
only yours,
forever yours.
Sadly,
I'm more of a
window, a
magnifying glass, a
see-through.
For you to see
him and
never
me.
Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 12:51 PM UTC
and waited
and waited.
And slowly,
he melted away with
time,
like how
acid
eats away
the living flesh of
his heart.
Mar 15, 2016
Mar 15, 2016 at 1:36 AM UTC
while you were sleeping,
I built a wall
around you.
With tears from
my eyes,
with the ache from
my heart,
with the words stuck in
my throat.
For I couldn't protect you
in real life,
so I guess
protecting you in your dreams
was the next best thing I
could do.
Just like how
you can only be in
my dreams.
And can never be
with me in
real life.
Mar 14, 2016
Mar 14, 2016 at 11:34 AM UTC
and suddenly, I realised
I've sunk
so deep in this
Pool of Uncertainty,
I won't see the surface, ever
again.
For it's not
"I like you"
but
"I like you,
too"
that mattered.
Mar 12, 2016
Mar 12, 2016 at 6:51 PM UTC
*in the deepest and utmost corner of my heart
the pain is being hidden*
*and on the outside
you will witness
my sweetest smile*
*if only
you will catch a glimpse
behind those eyes
is the loneliness that being kept*
*if only
you will stop and stare for awhile
you will find out
that i am in despair*
*i was wondering
if the saying*
"in the eyes you will see the real feelings of a person"
is true
because why can't you see?
that i am
alone
crying
and
dying
inside?
©IGMS
Dec 26, 2015
Dec 26, 2015 at 11:41 AM UTC