My thoughts are not my own
But of the past events that were left unknown
They seek an escape
A way out
My voice shakes
These words shout
Aug 14, 2023
Aug 14, 2023 at 3:25 AM UTC
My voice
used to shake walls
Intimidate souls
Straight through the core
But now I’ve got thorns
Growing on my chords
It pains me to speak
Don’t want to believe
Could this really be me?
Aug 14, 2023
Aug 14, 2023 at 3:14 AM UTC
If I could
I would rewind the time
To when the sun melted your eyes
Into a golden brown light
To when I felt safe in the warmth of your hands
As you caressed my face, and I thought we would last
If I could
I would rewind the time
To our very first kiss
I didn’t think I would miss
To when our bodies connected
Immersed in pure bliss
If I could
I would rewind the time
To when you opened my heart
With a glimpse of your soul
To when you broke down my walls
But now my eyes just feel sore
Life likes to play tricks
But I’m not here for this joke
I fell for you hard
With a heart made of glass
And glass tends to shatter
When fallen,
Too bad
I want to scream and to beg
To please love me back
But my mom says
if two souls are true
they will find their way back
If I could I would
rewind the time
To when
you loved me back.
Oct 7, 2022
Oct 7, 2022 at 4:25 AM UTC
Time doesn’t wait
She flows.
If I could
I would hold her
Enough just to
Capture
The way your arms felt
As they covered my heart
In a blanket of shelter
Time doesn’t wait
Sometimes she runs
You think you can catch her
Maybe even run by her
You reach for her hand
But she’s miles ahead.
Time doesn’t wait
Sometimes she stops.
Never where you’d like.
Just enough to remember
The cries and the pain
A pain so unbearable.
Time doesn’t wait
Sometimes she goes backwards
Retracing your steps
Replaying your last words
Time doesn’t wait.
But I wish that she would.
Oct 1, 2022
Oct 1, 2022 at 12:50 PM UTC
This is my resignation.
Best of wishes and lots of love
But it’s tiring
Keeping this façade
Temporary highs
Only to finish
with a permanent goodbye
You’ll say you didn’t see the signs
I guess to help you sleep at night
The only fault is mine
Or a twisted joke of nature
To be born wanting to die
I craved to lust for life.
Oct 1, 2022
Oct 1, 2022 at 12:49 PM UTC
I know
I can be better.
I know
how to be better.
Still,
I can’t help, but find comfort
Drowning
in my own
Destruction.
Feb 17, 2022
Feb 17, 2022 at 11:06 AM UTC
Only with words
They’ll strip my flesh
Until I’m bone
Sticks and stones
couldn’t
break my bones
but words
helped me
reveal them
Jan 20, 2022
Jan 20, 2022 at 6:55 PM UTC
There’s those
that you meet on a whim
Those
that have you feeling
bliss
They come
And they go
With a soul
Full
Of gold
just for a moment
I don’t feel alone.
Jan 20, 2022
Jan 20, 2022 at 6:49 PM UTC
I wake up,
Caged by my fears
As laughter surrounds,
Fantasies of Darkness
appear
Death likes to dance
Grabs me by my waist
Body close to my heart
Please take me away
Sep 9, 2020
Sep 9, 2020 at 3:22 AM UTC
In the midst of everything
On the edge of nothing
Trying to find the meaning of something
Jun 13, 2020
Jun 13, 2020 at 11:06 PM UTC