My thoughts are not my own
But of the past events that were left unknown
They seek an escape
A way out
My voice shakes
These words shout
Aug 14, 2023
Aug 14, 2023 at 3:25 AM UTC
How do you
Forgive yourself
For all the
Things that
You never
Became?
Aug 14, 2023
Aug 14, 2023 at 3:17 AM UTC
My voice
used to shake walls
Intimidate souls
Straight through the core
But now I’ve got thorns
Growing on my chords
It pains me to speak
Don’t want to believe
Could this really be me?
Aug 14, 2023
Aug 14, 2023 at 3:14 AM UTC
If I could
I would rewind the time
To when the sun melted your eyes
Into a golden brown light
To when I felt safe in the warmth of your hands
As you caressed my face, and I thought we would last
If I could
I would rewind the time
To our very first kiss
I didn’t think I would miss
To when our bodies connected
Immersed in pure bliss
If I could
I would rewind the time
To when you opened my heart
With a glimpse of your soul
To when you broke down my walls
But now my eyes just feel sore
Life likes to play tricks
But I’m not here for this joke
I fell for you hard
With a heart made of glass
And glass tends to shatter
When fallen,
Too bad
I want to scream and to beg
To please love me back
But my mom says
if two souls are true
they will find their way back
If I could I would
rewind the time
To when
you loved me back.
Oct 7, 2022
Oct 7, 2022 at 4:25 AM UTC
Give all to love;
Obey thy heart;
Friends, kindred, days,
Estate, good fame,
Plans, credit, and the muse;
Nothing refuse.
'Tis a brave master,
Let it have scope,
Follow it utterly,
Hope beyond hope;
High and more high,
It dives into noon,
With wing unspent,
Untold intent;
But 'tis a god,
Knows its own path,
And the outlets of the sky.
'Tis not for the mean,
It requireth courage stout,
Souls above doubt,
Valor unbending;
Such 'twill reward,
They shall return
More than they were,
And ever ascending.
Leave all for love;—
Yet, hear me, yet,
One word more thy heart behoved,
One pulse more of firm endeavor,
Keep thee to-day,
To-morrow, for ever,
Free as an Arab
Of thy beloved.
Cling with life to the maid;
But when the surprise,
Vague shadow of surmise,
Flits across her ***** young
Of a joy apart from thee,
Free be she, fancy-free,
Do not thou detain a hem,
Nor the palest rose she flung
From her summer diadem.
Though thou loved her as thyself,
As a self of purer clay,
Tho' her parting dims the day,
Stealing grace from all alive,
Heartily know,
When half-gods go,
The gods arrive.
Oct 1, 2022
Oct 1, 2022 at 1:10 PM UTC
There are brief, shining moments
When I exist only for
Myself
When my words aren’t rearranged for anyone’s comfort
And my face isn’t composed for anyone’s enjoyment
And my body is just
My own
I have never belonged to myself
I grew up passed from
Judgment to judgment
Eyes raking me at every turn
So I would sit
Every day
In front of the mirror
And pick myself apart for the world’s consumption
Everyone has always taken what they wanted
I have driven myself insane
Trying to keep fragments of my own
To just hold on to the feeling of being mine
But I have never known how to be that way
And I will give everything I have
Until I have nothing
Oct 1, 2022
Oct 1, 2022 at 12:59 PM UTC
I tried to save you many times before
Witnessed others try to save you too
Finally I realize that the only person
Able to save you from your demons is you
Oct 1, 2022
Oct 1, 2022 at 12:51 PM UTC