I dedicate this to you, dad!
May you be riding upon your horse high in the sky, sitting probably in your saddle, seeing sunny green pastures, as you gallop down the new trails for being "The Last Cowboy!"
For now and forever!
Riding your horse in a full gallop to reach heaven's gates! Not to forget about the old, dusty, beaten-down trails, as the sun is shining opon your face!
It's for the legacy you left behind. Thank you for the 60 years of my life! The memories that you have given to me and shared with me! I will never forget you!
Dad, it was your time to start your new journey and reunite with your family as you galloped off into the bright blue sky! For they all had been waiting patiently for you,
"The Last Cowboy to arrive!"
For now, you are on the other side! It is a beautiful sight! You dismount your horse with your polish black boots, which were taken out of the stirrups to stand firmly upon the clouds. As you hear your mother's voice saying to you
"Welcome home, my son!
Donald, your journey is through!"
Now you can ride with your family forever, high above the clouds. "For the trails of heaven's cowboy will never die!!"
With all my love to you, dad!
From your only son;
Danny
Jan 13, 2025
Jan 13, 2025 at 5:10 PM UTC
I'm not sleeping because I'm weeping to the feelings that
I am missing you.
I lie here wide awake.
I don't know what it's going to take.
To go through time without being a part of you.
I believe I'm just existing
because I'm missing
being engaged with activities once shared with you!
I'm trying to find a song with the words that I can sing along.
That will tell the words to
what I feel in my soul.
So much time has gone by.
I feel like I'm just holding on
to somebody that
I don't want to let go.
That's you.
There's nothing I can do.
The situation will never change.
The furniture will never be rearranged.
To make things right between the two of us.
It will never be possible for me
to be your number one man.
Or to be the only man in your life.
You have already proven that to me.
This will never be possible.
It will never be just
me and you.
So, I had to send
my heart away and
to put up a wall before
I fell Into an abyss.
This is true!
Even though I still love you
It was something I had to do.
You weren't going to change your situation to be with me.
Because, your multiple situation works best for you.
So this will remain the same.
There will be no change to the course at hand.
I will never ever be
your only man.
It just will never be.
I'm signing off now
Maybe someday you will see.
If you only could have changed your ways!
It would still be you and me.
Simba
Dec 30, 2022
Dec 30, 2022 at 4:22 PM UTC
Mary Ann,
I'm not going to write my
negative thoughts.
So, I have these positive
words to say
I wouldn't be who I am now
or have the things that
I have today
If it wasn't for you being
in my life of yesterday
I would still be far behind
Still sitting in
the gray
It is true I have
to say
I'm working harder now
to educate and prepare for
the new challenges of
my new career
I have come too far
to throw it all away.
I have learned to overcome
all of my fears
To become stronger
in every way.
I don't know what the future
is going to bring.
All one can do
is to take it
day by day.
I'm not giving up!
I have to keep forging
forward.
To grow stronger
each and every day.
You have pulled the strength
out of me.
The strength that
I've had all along.
To set goals and then
to achieve them.
The tasks that are in front
of me.
It's not the first time
I have challenged the goals
you introduced to me.
The ones I gave thought to
then realize they would
make me a better person.
It was you that made
me see.
That when I set my mind
I can do anything.
To be able to accomplish
and to achieve
the tasks that are
in front of me.
I could go on and on
to Infinity and beyond.
So, with all these positive
words.
That I have written to you today.
I'm going to end my
words now.
I'm going to end them
in this way.
Thank you
from the bottom
of my heart...
For believing in me.
From Me to You
Simba
Jul 28, 2022
Jul 28, 2022 at 6:06 PM UTC
Enjoy this Pow Wow !
Smell the smoke from this peaceful camp fire!
Breath in the spirit from what comes from with in the Pow Wow camp.
Relax and enjoy the smoke as it ascends to the spirits of are ancestors above.
Peace, Love, and Happiness to all Family's and Friends!
Simba
Jul 1, 2021
Jul 1, 2021 at 5:49 PM UTC
To be truly alone does not just mean to be alone from others, it also include being alone from your poisons,prejudices, jealousy, hurts,anger, ambitions, fears, hopes, ego and your thoughts. Once you can drop all this baggage then only can you hope to truly understand what it is like to experience aloneness. Aloneness is vastly different to loneliness.
Like water which can clearly mirror the sky and the trees only so long as its surface is undisturbed, the mind can only reflect the true image of the self when it is tranquil and wholly relaxed. A mind that has understood the whole movement of thought becomes extraordinarily quiet, absolute silent. Silence comes when the mind is no longer seeking, no longer caught in the process of becoming.
The mind can never experience the new, and so the mind must utterly still.
What is important is to be inwardly very simple, very austere, which is to have a mind not clogged with beliefs, with fears, with innumerable wants, for only such a mind is capable of real thinking, of exploration and discovery.
Stillness that is induced, enforced, is still not stillness at all. It is like putting a child in the corner – superficially he may be quiet, but inwardly he is boiling. So a mind that is made quiet, and stillness that is induced can never uncover that creative state in which reality comes in to being.
To observe, to watch, to give you whole attention to something beautiful, your mind must be free of preoccupations, must it not?
It must not be occupied with problems, with worries with speculations. It is only when the mind is very quiet that you can really observe, for then the mind is sensitive to extraordinary beauty, and perhaps here is a clue to our problem of freedom.
If you want to take a long journey, you must carry very little, if you want to climb to a great height, you must travel light.
Simba
May 30, 2021
May 30, 2021 at 12:44 PM UTC
To have an overactive mind.
I just don't understand,
the reason behind.
To get stuck on a thought.
I don't know the reason,
why?
It plays over in my head,
it gets worse every time.
To say I will stop.
I really do try!
It seems to come back,
with the blink of an eye.
It pushes you further away
each and every time.
I don't know why these
thoughts,
stay in my head
like a display.
My brain seems to be
always, working overtime.
I say that I'm sorry!
To mean it that way.
For these thoughts
to come back,
seems like everyday.
It starts to degrade,
any emotions that
might remain.
It keeps on pushing.
Time slips away.
It's all in my head!
Im feeling the pain,
of being an over-thinker.
The thoughts remain
the same.
I'm starting to dread.
The affecte it has on,
the one I lost
Hook Line & Sinker.
I just wanted to say!
That I am truly sorry
for being this way.
To cause the hurt,
the dismay
of being an
over-thinker.
May I say to you!
On this very day.
That I really don't want it
to be this way.
It's all in my head.
That's all I have to say.
Simba
May 30, 2021
May 30, 2021 at 10:38 AM UTC
Hey Mary Ann!
No more movies.
No more wine.
It all boils down
to a waste of time.
We snuggled,
we cuddle,
we reminisced!
You said "I was the best that there is"
I don't believe it now nor
did I believe it then.
I'm not the only one
you do this with.
This time I'm done
I've said it before
I've realized it's
a revolving door.
Now, the reopening of my eyes
as of yesterday
made me realize
what I must do today.
So, this is what I did!
Canceled my timeshare ...
The End.
Simba
Apr 4, 2021
Apr 4, 2021 at 11:50 AM UTC
I'm in a blue mood dream.
Knowing that you will be wearing that dress of blue.
Think of me, when you are putting your dress on.
With no bra just wearing a thong!
I'm in a blue mood dream
over you.
Enjoy the day in your dress of blue!
For all the compliments that will be given to you.
Wishing I was in a suit of gray! Dancing to the music of our favorite song on this day.
I'm in a blue mood dream.
Think of us when you walk alone. Or as you're dancing to a theme song.
Hear my voice spoken softly in your ear!
If you will,
for I am whispering.
I love you my dear!
I'm in a blue mood dream
The sun will go down as the moon will rise.
Wishing I was looking into those beautiful blue eyes!
As they accent your dress of blue.
Making me fall deeper in love with you!
I'm in a blue mood dream.
The song is over it's time for me to leave.
You are only in my imagination. It's only a dream.
I have to set you free now.
Time for me to wake up from this fantasy.
When I opened my eyes!
That's when I realized.
It was only.
A Blue Mood Dream
Simba
Dec 9, 2020
Dec 9, 2020 at 10:14 PM UTC
My heart is heavy
like a ton of bricks
It's not singing the
same rhythm it's doing flips
It seems that it's
skipping beats
not a happy rhythm
the way this heart beats
It's out of sync
A total eclipse of the heart
Like Niagara Falls
the volume of water that flows
over it's cliffs
from my eyes so do
my tears
There's not a day that goes by
that I'm not thinking
of the last five
years.
Spending time together
like pioneers discovering new frontiers
Is this the way it's supposed to be?
Six months has gone by since you've been with me
Life goes on
not to remain the same
Time will tell
but in the meantime I'm going through hell
I'm trying to find a way to overcome this heartbreaking spell
I stay busy, I keep
occupied by working throughout my day
I still think of you
Then a tear runs down my cheek as it leaks from my eye
Once again my heart skips a beat
Wishing it was pounding the rhythm of a happy melody
playing to the tune of loving you
If you were to put your head upon my chest
you would hear the story of our legacy
I don't know where it will go from here
If there's a remedy
for this heavy heart that's inside of me and to stop this waterfall called tears
Talk to me from your pillow and I will hear you from here
That you still love me because I still love you my dear
I write you these words from my heart and soul.
I really do miss you
I miss you so
X's and O's it's time
for me to go
Until next time when I write you a new poem or maybe even hear your voice over the telephone
Signed Simba
4 Dec 2020
Dec 4, 2020
Dec 4, 2020 at 1:14 AM UTC