and my veins
were begging me to quit
trapping me from underneath
my ivory skin
making their way through my body
like ropes being tied tightly
around me
and as you trace them softly
i finally understood
as i looked into your steady blue eyes
that maybe there was
a little something
worth living for
and my eyes grew heavy
and i drifted off to sleep
waking up to find out
you were all an illusion
of what i longed for
in my desperate heart
but my boney knees
and tired eyes
will keep going
for you
Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 9:52 PM UTC
and here we lay watching fireworks together
while i wonder if its the way we
hold hands delicately
that in this one moment
i'll remember forever
as i pay more attention
to the way the luminous colours
light up your beautiful face
than the shattering colourful stars
in the sky and
the way i hear your breath
getting caught in your throat in wonder and awe
after your favourite one
bursts again unexpectedly,
over the thundering noise it makes
leaving smoke in timeless space;
you do not realize how long i've
longed for moments like this or
moments with you in general
you do not realize how much
i doubted myself for you
ever
being
mine
Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 9:49 PM UTC
I've spent my entire existence
trying to put together this puzzle
and I realize that maybe
there's a piece missing
and maybe that piece is you
but even if it is not
I know we'd fit into each others arms
perfectly
( s.a.z)
Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 9:40 PM UTC
i hold you between the tips of my fingers
inhaling the thought of you
burning brightly in my mind
like a cigarette.
(s.a.z)
Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 8:32 PM UTC
as i stare at the bruises on my knees
and wonder what you are to me
i realize it's all a metaphor;
you're a bruise to me.
only there temporarily
until i fall again
(maybe on purpose).
(s.a.z)
Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 8:28 PM UTC
*& I'm sorry
for never knowing the right things to say at the right times.
& I'm sorry
not being able express how I'm feeling out loud.
& I'm sorry
for not laughing at the right times.*
**& I know
I'm not perfect but I wish I was for you.**
(s.a.z)
Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 8:17 PM UTC
you
were
the
lightning
that had
struck
me
and
left
a
beautiful
mark.
(s.a.z)
Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 8:13 PM UTC
your fingers braided promises into my hair
your touch raised goosebumps on my skin
your voice stuck in my head my favorite song.
(s.a.z)
Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 8:11 PM UTC
i am just a little bug
trapped in the web of life
fighting to escape
this awful mess
but i only find myself
getting more tangled.
(s.a.z)
Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 8:07 PM UTC
I g a v e y o u m y a l l b u t
a l l y o u e v e r g a v e m e
w e r e n i g h t s f u l l o f s o r r o w
a n d c o n f u s e d t h o u g h t s .
( s . a . z )
Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 8:03 PM UTC