Don’t rejoice too soon.
i wanted to describe
to You my death,
but it was all in vain.
our terror could no longer be contained.
what did it matter,
our minds numb with indifference,
i listened as the voice rose,
powerful yet broken
amid the weeps,
the sobs,
the sighing,
pausing,
as though the strength
to uncover the melody
was stifled in his throat.
what did it matter,
the night was growing longer, never-ending,
no need of sick,
no need,
no need of me,
i’m getting weak,
my strength is gone,
i won’t make it.
don’t give in,
You must resist,
don’t lose Your faith,
today is little paradise,
You at least have pity on me.
the sighing of the entire congregation,
“all earth and universe are God’s!”
Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 5:20 PM UTC
Ignore my requests
instead of tempting my heart
with your happiness.
Apr 22, 2015
Apr 22, 2015 at 4:32 PM UTC
From whence do you derive your power,
you mysterious luminary?
You impede my thoughts
leave me gasping for your attention
affection
lust.
I'm too far gone
to resist your touch.
Your selfishness owns me.
Your devious smile beckons,
and though I turn towards the door.
I can't go.
Love.
Oct 19, 2014
Oct 19, 2014 at 11:12 PM UTC
Quiero amarte
¿Por qué?
¿POR QUÉ?
¿por qué.....?
Haces mi vida muy difícil
y estoy loco
mientras sientas y ríe
a mi tontería.
Quiero quererte
Queiro amarte
pero no puedo.
Aug 8, 2011
Aug 8, 2011 at 9:02 PM UTC
How is it that every time I'm finally at peace
whether I'm sitting in my room
or alone at the beach
when all that's on my mind is nothing
and my heart beats slowly
You
You enter my mind
It's like you know that I'm...I'm...
(well there's nothing else to describe it)
Happy
And you know what that makes me?
MAD
Aug 8, 2011
Aug 8, 2011 at 9:02 PM UTC
I thought we were perfect
It was more like having a best friend
I saw you every day
Our conversations had no end
But lately when I smile
You turn away
I just don't get the feeling we're okay
I don't want to be selfish
But I have to know that you still want me
We used to laugh for hours
Other times you'd bring me flowers
We were just two kids
Slowly falling in love
When you kissed me I felt power
Full of joy and happiness
I know we fought be I never wished for all of this
Aug 8, 2011
Aug 8, 2011 at 9:01 PM UTC
ive held back the tears for so long
i didnt cry when he quit
or when my dreams were crushed
year after year after year
i didn't wail when i ached
or when i let myself down
i didnt ask for pity
or have others mend my mistakes
i just put on a different face and
made it through one more day
i worked hard without thank yous
and did as i was told
so when is it my time
to finally show my feelings
to be held
when i weep
to tell someone
whats going wrong
how it changed all of me
and why i didnt stop it
is it ever mine?
Aug 8, 2011
Aug 8, 2011 at 9:01 PM UTC
I don't think that we'd ever talked before
And I think you took advantage of that
You've got good looks
And I think that you blinded my conscious
We only talked over the phone
And I think that made it easier for you to leave
I opened up my heart
And I think you don't understand how hard that is
I wanted you to call
And I think you didn't realize that
You stopped talking to me
And I think you overlooked my pain
You went for my friend
And I think it hurt me
You told her about us and how we were "No big deal"
And I think I thought I felt differently
I heard you're going out
And I know it makes me want to cry
Aug 8, 2011
Aug 8, 2011 at 9:01 PM UTC
Right now I'm not very old
but this has been going on since I was 12
I fell for you before I even realized it
and now every time I see you my heart bursts
I know I try to play it cool, but if my parents weren’t around
I would tell you how I really feel
and I know that if you loved me too
you would wait until we can be alone
My worst fear is that you will stop loving me
and I’ll be left here
still wanting you
and when I think about that I feel sick
and I know that I’m still a child
and this probably isn’t true love
but it’s the closest thing that I have right now
and I even think about marrying you sometimes
every time I see you
you take my breath away
but at the same time
I can still have real conversations with you
And when you are with other people
it takes every ounce of my body
not to run and be right next to you
and steal you away from them
I know you think I hate it when you poke me
but I love the fact that you touch me
and then when i pull your hand from my side
just for a second you’re holding my hand
and I just wish that the world would
pause, and stop spinning
so we could stay in that moment
for just a little longer
but you just keep walking
and leave me standing there
alone, by myself
acting like a little child
I hate every time that I see
that you’re in a relationship
but you still act just like
I’m still yours
Because I want to be the only thing
that you want
and have
and need
My friends have never met you
and that’s probably for the better
because I can keep you a secret
my treasure only
my friends all think that I’m exaggerating
but the truth is
I tell them every thing that happens
no lie
because that’s just what we have
a relationship that doesn’t need
to be some large hyperbole
and that is just alright with me
Aug 8, 2011
Aug 8, 2011 at 9:01 PM UTC
as the world sees it
it is nothing but dirt
brown and cracked
after a harsh winter without the sun
as the world sees it
it is nothing but water
plain and flavorless
a last resort drink
as the world sees it
it is nothing but a seed
food for the birds
easily mistaken for a pebble
as the world sees it
it is nothing but a mess of roots
thinly stretched out
and effortlessly pulled away
as the world sees it
it is nothing but weak
trample
with slim chances of succeeding
but as i see it
it is soil
rich with nourishment
able to sustain life
and as i see it
it is vital
something that fuels and saves
and quenches those who thirst
and as i see it
it is life itself
together in one
prepared to grow
and as i see it
it is the base
what keeps us grounded
and pulls us back to earth
and as i see it
it is a flower
standing tall and proud
informing us
spring is back
Aug 8, 2011
Aug 8, 2011 at 9:01 PM UTC