You and your chocolate eyes
A child's face, a grin so shy
I wander around you telling lies
So as to display disinterest
Toward you and your chocolate eyes
The way you move, athletically
Toned calves, perfect knees
Fluid, bold, perfectly
I can't seem to get my mind off of
You and your chocolate eyes
That voice, masculine and dark
I wouldn't mind it in my ear
Coming through those lips, the ark
That brings your words across the void
And to my waiting, lustful ears
That want to hear you and you chocolate eyes
And oh, those eyes, those dark chocolate eyes
Bittersweet and where your mystery lies
Bitter because they show you frustrations
Sweet because they show your inner child
More than anything I want to melt into those chocolate eyes
Jul 17, 2011
Jul 17, 2011 at 9:00 PM UTC
Roughly three blocks away
I turn my back to face
The sun rising up
I am cold I am drunk
From trying to shake off
The feeling of being stood up
You said forever
So tell me why did things change?
I want back into your life
But I just don't fit
Send your words on their flight
I'm losing my mind over you
I'm a wreck and it's sad but it's true
My whole world has become unglued
You were the best thing for me
Until one day you changed the scene
Deleted me
Leaving me in this God awful whirlwind of
Heartache and uneasy sleep
Jul 16, 2011
Jul 16, 2011 at 10:03 PM UTC
This craziness, it’s in my head
Behind my eyes, between my ears
Eating away like a termite of the brain
And at night it spills and spreads and consumes
All of my dreams, eats them, savors them
One by one, not letting me escape
Not even in my subconscious
No escape for me, the girl who is in too deep
Jul 16, 2011
Jul 16, 2011 at 8:13 PM UTC
placing trust in unhindered rush
what a shame i see right through you
you cut some slack and beckoned me back
instead of saying we’re through
now i’m a wreck in every way
i don’t know what we are today
or what we’ll be tomorrow
i’ve told you time and time again
i love you shine or sorrow
suns sink down and moons rise up
into the black night sky
nothing changes in my heart
as days and nights pass by
it hurts and kills this longing thrills
the emptiness inside
turns me into some kind of beast
that dwells where hopeless love lies
if only i could tell you everything
maybe everything would be okay
but i’m so afraid that i’ll wake up
and find you gone one day
if i can’t have you as a lover
i’ll keep you as a friend
but you have my heart in the palm
of your hand
until the very end
Jul 16, 2011
Jul 16, 2011 at 8:03 PM UTC
take a look, take a look
it’s another go around
it’s another way to sound
out your bitter loveless words
shoot down these birds
these already flightless doves
it’s another chance to break a heart
another way to **** the start
of something special
i was nothing special
until you made me feel
undeniably real
so thrilling so thrilling
stirring up my heart spilling
feelings everywhere on the ground
i mopped them up without a sound
did a double turn around
when you told me we can’t happen
it will never happen
go be the savior and save me
and while you do it go on and break me
Jul 16, 2011
Jul 16, 2011 at 8:00 PM UTC
caresses cold as ice
glances even colder
but fury on the inside
that strongly glows and smolders
every breath comes out hot
everything touched frosts
all these words will turn to ghosts
be atmospherically lost
anger is a powerful thing
when does it turn to hate?
is there such a difference,
or does either one make fate?
how can one be so cryptic
but so obvious as well?
shall you freeze me with your eyes...
or burn me with your words?
only time will tell.
Jul 16, 2011
Jul 16, 2011 at 7:59 PM UTC
how do i feel?
what a question to ask me
at this late lonely hour
i may have had a glimpse into
this looking glass quite dour
i feel ancient like a stone
or like the calm of midnight sea
young as the morning sun
looking down in curiosity
sleepy like a child with heavy eyelids
listening to the last lullaby
aware of everything around me
it’s the complexities i spy
in love with the future
whatever it may be
resentful to the nature
of the favors you ask of me
happy to be your pool of light
your own personal shining sun
determined to make you run in fright
with all the terrible things i have done
or thought about doing
had the opportunity arose
for i let go every chance i had
to step upon your toes
and now it’s time for me to tell you goodbye
i feel the need to rest
without you i’ll feel okay
but wonderful at best
Jul 16, 2011
Jul 16, 2011 at 7:56 PM UTC
you, my friend, are a mystery
and though we’ve had short history
i often wonder if this will change
or if my thoughts will rearrange
themselves to put you in a place
of familiarity, of space
midnight drips from your fingertips
and pools into deeper depths
in the corners of my intellect
it’s what i’ve come to expect
from you, this once stranger
that i couldn’t help but notice
as time goes on you change your song
and i start to sing along
quietly for i fear the word failure
coming from your lips
i can feel myself trying
as if i didn’t try before
or didn’t notice because i was sure
of myself...
and now i question all i say
for i fear my words might sway
everything in the most dire way
but i always long to talk to you
your voice can come to me none too soon
Jul 16, 2011
Jul 16, 2011 at 7:54 PM UTC
slipping into another type of girl person
this one’s bold and fearless
this one’s quiet and reserved
this one knows exactly how
to make normalcy seem absurd
but which one am I, when I am alone,
and the situation doesn’t call
for a specific rule or tone?
It’s easy to be what everyone else wants
just say jump and I’m there
Say you’re unhappy and I can bring a smile
Tell me you want smart conversation
I’ll be intellectual
If you want to argue
I’ll bring up matters controversial
I can jump from class to class
person to person
clique to clique
but I can’t truly answer questions about
myself.
Jul 16, 2011
Jul 16, 2011 at 7:52 PM UTC
Believer of schemers
You hopeless day dreamer
It takes heartbreak to make
Your senses much keener
Burn down this bridge
Build up that wall
Lock it up tight
Don’t let it fall
In love again, (the heart that is)
The brain knows
What is good for it
Separation of the heart and mind
Makes for a less painful existence
A more simple life
Free of resistance
Yet time and time
And time again
I forget this fact
And let someone in
A vicious cycle it seizes my heart
My very soul
And rips them apart
I don’t believe that I will ever learn
To discern...
Between what will heal
And what will burn
Jul 16, 2011
Jul 16, 2011 at 7:45 PM UTC