All I know is that my love for you is true
I can't hardly do anything; I hate this aching
It's kind of cliché but my heart only beats for you
I've been asking God for help, I've been praying
If you love me please don't leave me
and I promise I'll change my ways
You promised me flowers, but all that's here is rain
But if rain means I have to drown
And drowning meant to die,
I would do it a thousand times over
And I’d wait for you in the sky
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 3:53 PM UTC
You're so beautiful it makes my soul feel warm and brand new
Every time I look up at the stars, or ocean, or the sunrise and sunset --
Constant déjà vu
I know that we've held hands before and loved
Because a feeling like this isn't made in one lifetime
Our love is forever wise, way more than us my dear
Our plan was carefully designed
I swear it teaches us everyday
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 3:52 PM UTC
I'm sorry I'm f**cking crazy
know I got issues
But I wouldn't be okay if I wasn't with you
Thank God everyday even when I feel like crying
Baby when you're next to me I feel like I'm f**king flying
It's a little scary, I'll be the first to admit
It f**king scares me
I hate to commit
Please don't leave me, please promise me that
Feeling like you're whack,
sometimes wondering why you don't hit me back
You say you love me, need me
Can't live without me
I can lie too baby guess you don't really know me
Wish it could've worked but I don't regret that it didn't
Sometimes you're meant to know pain before you feel bliss
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 2:55 PM UTC
Tripping in my head
I only want you in my bed
Make me sweat, feel your drip
I'm buzzing baby don't f**k up my trip
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 2:35 PM UTC
Sitting watching TV
Wishing these tears didn't fall
Cause I thought they never would
Why can't we ever seem to be fine for more than 10 seconds
Wondering where you are, you always keep me guessing
Remember how it felt the first night you touched me,
felt like my heart was exploding
Baby I just need you to love me
and the fact that sometimes you can so easily leave
eats at me completely
I'm sorry I always wear this heart of mine on my f**king sleeve
Just wanna lay on you and feel you breathe
Yeah you give me breath
But sometimes it feels like I'm suffocating
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 2:27 PM UTC
so I find
the most bitter things I can
to get your taste out of my mouth --
coffee, whiskey, a cigarette
crush you up, fill my lungs with smoke
in hopes to breathe you out
but there you are
the stain, the hangover, the hole you burnt
forever ingrained in my mind
f**king with my head
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 2:34 AM UTC
they say you run from love when you feel you don't deserve it
or when who it is coming from, reflects the parts of yourself
that you are too scared to look at
in your own shattered glass mirror
that you only ever so occasionally take a glimpse through --
by piecing the shards together, stained by the same blood
that once decorated your hands
maybe some day
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 2:32 AM UTC
Sit with me
You don't have to talk, just breathe.
Allow yourself to feel
To cry, to hurt, to sting
But remember all that you feel
Is not all that you are.
So smile,
let go
The pain is behind you,
It does not lead you.
Sometimes it's blinding
To show you that your eyes
Are not needed to show the way.
So please sit with me,
We don't have to talk
Just breathe.
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 2:29 AM UTC
If I could
Take all of the pain away
And store it within myself
Keep it locked away, so that it can't be felt
I would.
If I could
Make it so that your eyes
So beautiful, so sweet
So delicate
Would never have to, or need to, shed a tear
I would.
If I could
Bury the doubt
The sadness, the guilt
The anger
So deep so that it can never be found
I would.
If I could
Exchange your lens for mine
And have you view yourself from my world
So that you never have to look at yourself differently,
Only divine;
I would.
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 2:29 AM UTC
It’s odd to hear the birds
and to have the sun shine down
because it never changes.
Everyday a new chaos is introduced
yet the consistency of the Earth is a familiar acquaintance.
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 2:27 AM UTC