I have a past...but I don't live there anymore.
From what I know there is much more for me in store.
When I looked back I saw a world of memories, dreams, and pain
A broken record, a big ugly stain.
But now I look back and see that everything that happened
to that little girl so long ago who has awakened,
Has become the stronger version of her
And even though it might just be a blur
I'm not broken,
or forgotten.
For I am who I am
Not who you think I am.
Not who you want me to be
I am me
Apr 18, 2019
Apr 18, 2019 at 2:25 PM UTC
Sometimes I thought I stood alone to wander
Through difficult paths I would walk asunder.
Sometimes I wondered if you really did care
And if you had feelings at the time that seemed so rare.
But now when I look back I see that you tried
You lifted me up and stood by my side
You were there when I would cry
You would bring me joy and wipe my eye.
And now in this room I solemnly stand
And wonder how my life got so bland
You fought by my side
but through my trials I left with pride
And now I wonder why did I grow up?
When I often chose the hard way and the bitter cup
Oh how I want to be a child again
Playful, Joyful, youthful, and where innocence had once been.
You walked me through my path
showed me the better half
and now that you're gone I wish I just had 5 minutes to spare
I would show How much I care
you've helped me with the person i have become
and now my legacy has just begun
Jun 26, 2018
Jun 26, 2018 at 12:07 PM UTC
“…things long by catholic consent accounted beautiful”
-Quiller-Couch
An act forbidden now, we go to weep
On Skyros at the grave of that rare youth
Where buried with him are the unities
Of all: the good, the beautiful, the true
For men have flung away their thoughts, their songs
Their verse, their noble instruments of work
And scream abuse at all those forms of art
With which their sires hymned chaos into peace
A cause forbidden now, we work to keep
For all: the good, the beautiful, and the true
Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018 at 9:39 AM UTC
Diversity is what sets us apart
in blood,
not in soul
or in the Humans Heart
So lets be bold
Lets be strong
Lets be humane
Diversity is a long thread
that weaves and braids the human domain
As we stand together or stand alone
The fact that we can change the unthinkable
always remains
Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018 at 9:34 AM UTC
I am the type of girl who would love to travel the world
and live life for what it is worth
but I'm stuck in a body that wants to sleep all day
cry myself to sleep, but why?
who knows its been this way since birth
I live in a world where clear skies
are clear gray
and peopel recgonize me as just anonether passerby
and the person I'm trying to be is what the say is
going astray
the world has shut me out
closed its door
shut me down from freedom
like its another thing to ignore
BUT-
because I am the type of girl who loves movies
loves her friends
the people around her far and near
that persuade her to dance in the rain
be who she truly is
love the odds for who they are
Is why I decided to stay here
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 9:42 AM UTC
who are you when I'm not around
through blank empty spaces
and when you're nowhere to be found
I've watched you grow up and learn
from the point of where you were little
and the point of no return
you are some I hope to see glimmer in the unseen darkness
a shadow to the world but a hope in the light
with your dreams you hope to compress
I listen
I wait
I hope
Your dreams and miseries are not what they seem
Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 12:45 PM UTC
I dream about the days worth waiting for
I dream about the days where I can sit and know who I am
I dream about the world around me
we're all different
colors
people
heights
we all have different
fears
hopes
dreams
and things that brings us to tears
I dream about the day where you as a person
will know who you are supposed to
be
Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 12:32 PM UTC
I am for a world of equality
I am for a person who needs a shoulder to lean on
I am for the hardworking who never get noticed
The people who stay up late at night
To be around to be ready and focused
Because the world around us wants to drift place to place with ease
Without any work, hard work,
Late sleepless nights to do what they pleases.
I am for those who feel like they don’t have a place in this world the ones who don’t feel heard
The ones who are judged for
Being a nerd
Their looks, their fears
So I am here for you
For you to know that you should stay
Stay in the world that needs you
More than ever
You may not know,
You may not see
Just stay to see who are
Truly supposed to be.
Sep 14, 2017
Sep 14, 2017 at 5:36 PM UTC
Silence in my ears
Ashes in my mouth
Hope has flown away
I stare at plaster walls
May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 5:34 PM UTC
A jawbone fit for a crown.
The teeth rattle in their roots as they, or I, maybe we, search for perspective.
A neat cut reveals pale skin too soft for the sun.
Beneath layers of the less understood bones protrude with the rising moon.
Taking sentiment with it.
Ribs played with hammer and claw.
A rending in pale soft light looks beautiful from the owls perch..
A mass left heaving and empty in a wheat field they or I maybe we see with closed eyes.
*Three of the hour.
A bleach white tower.
Of fish bone and stench.
An empty chalice enjoyed in a salt dried room.
A bleach white tower to keep away the moon.
A jawbone fit for a crown.
The King of Bones, the Ocean drowns.*
May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 5:33 PM UTC