sheila-m-king - Hello Poetry

What happened finally happened Yet it happens all to fast Time flew by before our eyes And now that time is here at last Seems like only yesterday-- But even today has come and gone Followed by tomorrow as time continues on The past is through, each day is new And time will start again; yet really just continues on Cause time does not ever end Now it's a new beginning; A chance for your own life to start Lessons that you have learned - You now will take to heart Remembering... almost everything Some things good and some are bad Try not to forget what you were taught Or the closeness we once had Growing up can mean growing apart And that can be the hardest But never giving up and trying your best Will make you one of the smartest Trying too hard to prevail can set you up to fail; Be cautious in all you do Stop to think before you decide Remember to think things through... You will gain knowledge once on your own Choices are yours and yours alone Each decision is fully yours to make You decide what choice to take Some may be wrong when others are right; Don't get discourged, stand up and fight..... Stand firm, hold your ground Realizing that courage you found Mistakes will be made but that's how we learn So you won't do it all over the next time it's your turn Give advice but also take it, If you take MY advice Then I know you will make it Yes, all grown up with your whole life ahead Wish you were still my baby instead But even as parents we have to let go And it's harder on us than we let show.. Time for our Angels to spread their wings; New found freedom and other great things I hope you know that you'll always be missed I'll always be here if you ever need kissed I am only a phone call away And I'll be thinking of you everyday Whenever you need someone to rely on Or maybe just a shoulder to cry on I'll be here praying God keeps you from danger All the while praying you won't become a stranger...... Sheila M King 01/02/08

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Jul 13, 2017

Jul 13, 2017 at 10:33 AM UTC

sheila-m-king

TIME TO SET YOU FREE

What happened finally happened Yet it happens all to fast Time flew by before our eyes And now that time is here at last Seems like only yesterday-- But even today has come and gone Followed by tomorrow as time continues on The past is through, each day is new And time will start again; yet really just continues on Cause time does not ever end Now it's a new beginning; A chance for your own life to start Lessons that you have learned - You now will take to heart Remembering... almost everything Some things good and some are bad Try not to forget what you were taught Or the closeness we once had Growing up can mean growing apart And that can be the hardest But never giving up and trying your best Will make you one of the smartest Trying too hard to prevail can set you up to fail; Be cautious in all you do Stop to think before you decide Remember to think things through... You will gain knowledge once on your own Choices are yours and yours alone Each decision is fully yours to make You decide what choice to take Some may be wrong when others are right; Don't get discourged, stand up and fight..... Stand firm, hold your ground Realizing that courage you found Mistakes will be made but that's how we learn So you won't do it all over the next time it's your turn Give advice but also take it, If you take MY advice Then I know you will make it Yes, all grown up with your whole life ahead Wish you were still my baby instead But even as parents we have to let go And it's harder on us than we let show.. Time for our Angels to spread their wings; New found freedom and other great things I hope you know that you'll always be missed I'll always be here if you ever need kissed I am only a phone call away And I'll be thinking of you everyday Whenever you need someone to rely on Or maybe just a shoulder to cry on I'll be here praying God keeps you from danger All the while praying you won't become a stranger...... Sheila M King 01/02/08

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You know I could never not love you Though it may not always seem that way A lot of it has to do with the hurtful things we say We do not always agree, many times our heads will **** Because we are so much alike, our relationship gets in a rutt. I know I am right but you think that you are too. Someone has to be wrong, usually that someone is you... I have my opinion and my opinion I will voice. I always tell you like it is, rather or not you listen is your choice You know I could never not love you - though I may not love the things you do-- Like piercing your tongue, like getting a tattoo I know it is your body- a body now fully grown. Your going to do the things you want and do them on your own. Even if my heart breaks or I cry to myself inside, Or if I just walk away; mainly because of my pride... I DO respect who you are, the person you have become I only hope you remember my words, not all but maybe some. Honesty,..you always got from me, maybe not the words you wanted to hear. If you asked me a question, my answers I gave back to you were always sincere. I know we've had many issues and together this caused us to fight Each needed to have the last word Each needed to prove we were right Both of us are too much alike Both act differently, yet we are the same We share the blood that runs through our veins, our love and our last name. We've share many things throughout the years... Hopes and dreams among the things- our wour wants, needs and fears. We've had so many good times and those times out way the bad We've had a bond that was just between us; a daughter and her dad I hope some family values were somehow in steeled in you- The love, trust and togetherness, be sure GOD is in there too Honesty, loyalty, understanding Patience, kindness, not demanding Sometimes you take, sometimes you give... Find true happiness- you'll find how to live I'll always be here for you, when your happy when your sad If you just need to talk, you can always call your dad I miss my baby girl.. more now that your miles away I miss just seeing you and hugging you everyday Even though your not close to home, your close in our hearts We are always thinking of you...... You'll always be my little girl and I need for you to know I could NEVER EVER not love you. By Sheila King 7/7/17

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Jul 13, 2017

Jul 13, 2017 at 10:16 AM UTC

sheila-m-king

I Could Never Not Love You

You know I could never not love you Though it may not always seem that way A lot of it has to do with the hurtful things we say We do not always agree, many times our heads will **** Because we are so much alike, our relationship gets in a rutt. I know I am right but you think that you are too. Someone has to be wrong, usually that someone is you... I have my opinion and my opinion I will voice. I always tell you like it is, rather or not you listen is your choice You know I could never not love you - though I may not love the things you do-- Like piercing your tongue, like getting a tattoo I know it is your body- a body now fully grown. Your going to do the things you want and do them on your own. Even if my heart breaks or I cry to myself inside, Or if I just walk away; mainly because of my pride... I DO respect who you are, the person you have become I only hope you remember my words, not all but maybe some. Honesty,..you always got from me, maybe not the words you wanted to hear. If you asked me a question, my answers I gave back to you were always sincere. I know we've had many issues and together this caused us to fight Each needed to have the last word Each needed to prove we were right Both of us are too much alike Both act differently, yet we are the same We share the blood that runs through our veins, our love and our last name. We've share many things throughout the years... Hopes and dreams among the things- our wour wants, needs and fears. We've had so many good times and those times out way the bad We've had a bond that was just between us; a daughter and her dad I hope some family values were somehow in steeled in you- The love, trust and togetherness, be sure GOD is in there too Honesty, loyalty, understanding Patience, kindness, not demanding Sometimes you take, sometimes you give... Find true happiness- you'll find how to live I'll always be here for you, when your happy when your sad If you just need to talk, you can always call your dad I miss my baby girl.. more now that your miles away I miss just seeing you and hugging you everyday Even though your not close to home, your close in our hearts We are always thinking of you...... You'll always be my little girl and I need for you to know I could NEVER EVER not love you. By Sheila King 7/7/17

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Here I am, Guilty I'm found Lexington, Oklahoma then prison bound I am ready to do my time Crazy thoughts fill up my mind Wardens and orderlies walk the halls Prisoners sit staring at four walls Lights go out; hear no sound Anytime now, I'm prison bound Another place people get on your nerves Another day; A prisoner serves A DOC #, no longer a name They don't care who you are, just the order you came I'll serve my time day per day; cause of my charges, it works that way Sitting in county awaiting hell - DOC hold, there is no bail Commit the crime, they will hunt you down You too my friend could be Prison bound 1825 days, 5 years to serve for my wrongful ways I get no CAP, no good days served But I do get what they feel I deserved Time, that I do have and I have found That time doesn't matter.... when your Prison bound

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Jun 3, 2016

Jun 3, 2016 at 7:54 AM UTC

sheila-m-king

PRISON BOUND

Here I am, Guilty I'm found Lexington, Oklahoma then prison bound I am ready to do my time Crazy thoughts fill up my mind Wardens and orderlies walk the halls Prisoners sit staring at four walls Lights go out; hear no sound Anytime now, I'm prison bound Another place people get on your nerves Another day; A prisoner serves A DOC #, no longer a name They don't care who you are, just the order you came I'll serve my time day per day; cause of my charges, it works that way Sitting in county awaiting hell - DOC hold, there is no bail Commit the crime, they will hunt you down You too my friend could be Prison bound 1825 days, 5 years to serve for my wrongful ways I get no CAP, no good days served But I do get what they feel I deserved Time, that I do have and I have found That time doesn't matter.... when your Prison bound

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I'm too ****** up can't fix me now Not sure I would even know how Probably wouldn't change if I could Too bad to want to be good Head strong and stuck in my ways Natural born rebel...Can't do as they say Too wrong trying to be right Rather sleep in the woods any night Then fall asleep in the presence of men Shiesty disguised as your friends I'm too ****** up and far to lost Too much time passed; my blackened soul rots Too ****** up to ever be found No hope for my Gypsy won't slow down They say I'll never settle in I'm too ****** up; I've always been Born and raised in old school ways I miss how it was those days I'm ****** up but so's the rest of this world Not simple like when I was a little girl So I'm okay with my ****** up self Rather be me than anyone else I am okay; Forgiven my sins I am at peace with the life I've lived A few regrets yet they taught me alot Lucky to have the ones I've still got Angels watched over me all my life Sent as friends I met over time Though their wings tattered and torn Still Angels to this ****** up girl To far gone to wanna go home- This life the only life I know I'm not right but I'm right enough Can't fix me now; I like to be ****** up

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Jun 3, 2016

Jun 3, 2016 at 7:13 AM UTC

sheila-m-king

TOO ****** UP TO FIX

I'm too ****** up can't fix me now Not sure I would even know how Probably wouldn't change if I could Too bad to want to be good Head strong and stuck in my ways Natural born rebel...Can't do as they say Too wrong trying to be right Rather sleep in the woods any night Then fall asleep in the presence of men Shiesty disguised as your friends I'm too ****** up and far to lost Too much time passed; my blackened soul rots Too ****** up to ever be found No hope for my Gypsy won't slow down They say I'll never settle in I'm too ****** up; I've always been Born and raised in old school ways I miss how it was those days I'm ****** up but so's the rest of this world Not simple like when I was a little girl So I'm okay with my ****** up self Rather be me than anyone else I am okay; Forgiven my sins I am at peace with the life I've lived A few regrets yet they taught me alot Lucky to have the ones I've still got Angels watched over me all my life Sent as friends I met over time Though their wings tattered and torn Still Angels to this ****** up girl To far gone to wanna go home- This life the only life I know I'm not right but I'm right enough Can't fix me now; I like to be ****** up

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This letter is to say "Farewell" I loved you dearly but you caused me hell Letting you go means loosing part of me, maybe it's my pride For only you could calm my fears and fill emptiness inside When my life, my love, and my family should mean so much more It was you, my one true friend, so many times my only cure You've been with me so many years; through broken hearts and many tears All the lying, all the crying-- all the years I spent trying But it's time to set you free Even though letting you go Means loosing a part of me You played with my emotions Anger, violence, and rage I always felt trapped in an isolated cage -- I'd awaken in the morning to say "Hello" to you again Because after all, many times, you were my closest friend I used you and abused you Sought you and fought you It's overwhelming to love something so wrong--- There will be no more fighting; this time I'm deciding Saying Goodbye is what's keeping me strong You'll always be a part of me Only now your part of my past Saying Goodbye... to "DRUGS" and not getting high Means I'm finally Free At Last

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Jun 3, 2016

Jun 3, 2016 at 6:41 AM UTC

sheila-m-king

FREE AT LAST

This letter is to say "Farewell" I loved you dearly but you caused me hell Letting you go means loosing part of me, maybe it's my pride For only you could calm my fears and fill emptiness inside When my life, my love, and my family should mean so much more It was you, my one true friend, so many times my only cure You've been with me so many years; through broken hearts and many tears All the lying, all the crying-- all the years I spent trying But it's time to set you free Even though letting you go Means loosing a part of me You played with my emotions Anger, violence, and rage I always felt trapped in an isolated cage -- I'd awaken in the morning to say "Hello" to you again Because after all, many times, you were my closest friend I used you and abused you Sought you and fought you It's overwhelming to love something so wrong--- There will be no more fighting; this time I'm deciding Saying Goodbye is what's keeping me strong You'll always be a part of me Only now your part of my past Saying Goodbye... to "DRUGS" and not getting high Means I'm finally Free At Last

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I watch you as I sit, all alone by the window Looking at the hills across the long meadow In your eyes you can see it; the great big wonderful land A place that has never been touched by the human hand Where wild creatures roam, where cactus and flowers are growing Where the soil is rich and soft, clear waters are always flowing It's a place where everyone belongs Where everyone should be Somewhere where the sun shines A place for you and me Somewhere birds sing a happy song A place where nothing could ever go wrong Everyone longs for a place such as this You'll always be a part of it.... if only you wish

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Jun 3, 2016

Jun 3, 2016 at 6:40 AM UTC

sheila-m-king

THE SPECIAL PLACE

I watch you as I sit, all alone by the window Looking at the hills across the long meadow In your eyes you can see it; the great big wonderful land A place that has never been touched by the human hand Where wild creatures roam, where cactus and flowers are growing Where the soil is rich and soft, clear waters are always flowing It's a place where everyone belongs Where everyone should be Somewhere where the sun shines A place for you and me Somewhere birds sing a happy song A place where nothing could ever go wrong Everyone longs for a place such as this You'll always be a part of it.... if only you wish

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I ask for someone to hear my cry Before I say I want to die My love for you is something rare I don't know if it's truth or dare When i start to fall in love You ask me what I'm thinking of You don't understand how I feel For you understand nothing real Trust is what you want but you lie every day Can't you see it's hurting me and love shouldn't feel this way You say your faithful but is it true? You lie to me and your friends too You'd be the one to loose if I just let you be No one will be there for you, not your friends or me You always think you'll come out in the end holding all the darts When really you'll be the last in line --- with the only broken heart

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Jun 3, 2016

Jun 3, 2016 at 6:37 AM UTC

sheila-m-king

TRUTH OR DARE

I ask for someone to hear my cry Before I say I want to die My love for you is something rare I don't know if it's truth or dare When i start to fall in love You ask me what I'm thinking of You don't understand how I feel For you understand nothing real Trust is what you want but you lie every day Can't you see it's hurting me and love shouldn't feel this way You say your faithful but is it true? You lie to me and your friends too You'd be the one to loose if I just let you be No one will be there for you, not your friends or me You always think you'll come out in the end holding all the darts When really you'll be the last in line --- with the only broken heart

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I'll love you more than you'll ever know. I swear, with all of my heart You mean the world to me. I knew that from the start Now we're growing apart from each other; Our lifestyles just aren't the same I'd never had thought this would happen to us, but we have only ourselves to blame I cry knowing your with someone else-- Because it isn't me Everything I could give to you, Your just to blind to see If we weren't meant to be together why do I feel this way? I want to tell you how I feel so badly; I just don't know exactly what to say Maybe that I love you more than words can explain and your the only one I am needing But I'm sure you won't know it's you even though it's this that you are reading Maybe I should accept that we were only friends and that's how it's suppose to be The age difference is just to big of a deal... For you to be with me I still see other guys even though I am thinking of you I guess that's good for me cause I just don't know what to do You'd never have guessed that I'm falling for you; Not in a million years You'd never be able to see it...--Not behind all these tears

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Jun 3, 2016

Jun 3, 2016 at 6:35 AM UTC

sheila-m-king

BEHIND THESE TEARS

I'll love you more than you'll ever know. I swear, with all of my heart You mean the world to me. I knew that from the start Now we're growing apart from each other; Our lifestyles just aren't the same I'd never had thought this would happen to us, but we have only ourselves to blame I cry knowing your with someone else-- Because it isn't me Everything I could give to you, Your just to blind to see If we weren't meant to be together why do I feel this way? I want to tell you how I feel so badly; I just don't know exactly what to say Maybe that I love you more than words can explain and your the only one I am needing But I'm sure you won't know it's you even though it's this that you are reading Maybe I should accept that we were only friends and that's how it's suppose to be The age difference is just to big of a deal... For you to be with me I still see other guys even though I am thinking of you I guess that's good for me cause I just don't know what to do You'd never have guessed that I'm falling for you; Not in a million years You'd never be able to see it...--Not behind all these tears

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Don't ever fall in love for love can't always be true One day you’ll be happy the next day you'll be blue Love it is another word that only exists in my dreams Love has no true meaning except in fairy tales it seems Love can make you happy or sad it's really up to you Love to love if you can before it breaks your heart into Don't ever fall in love words that i truly say- The true meaning of the last name love has gone from us to stay

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Jun 3, 2016

Jun 3, 2016 at 6:34 AM UTC

sheila-m-king

DON'T EVER FALL IN LOVE

Don't ever fall in love for love can't always be true One day you’ll be happy the next day you'll be blue Love it is another word that only exists in my dreams Love has no true meaning except in fairy tales it seems Love can make you happy or sad it's really up to you Love to love if you can before it breaks your heart into Don't ever fall in love words that i truly say- The true meaning of the last name love has gone from us to stay

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Everyday I stand by my door hoping and wishing I find Someone to share my life with you would treat me more than kind Whenever I find someone like this my love they did not want to share I could not give them all my love if they did not really care When it comes to love it seems like I'm always last No love for me to share and memories haunt me from the past There's no one left to care but I have so much love to give I can't forget about my past Maybe someday I can mend this broken heart if only I weren't always last

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Jun 3, 2016

Jun 3, 2016 at 6:30 AM UTC

sheila-m-king

ALWAYS LAST

Everyday I stand by my door hoping and wishing I find Someone to share my life with you would treat me more than kind Whenever I find someone like this my love they did not want to share I could not give them all my love if they did not really care When it comes to love it seems like I'm always last No love for me to share and memories haunt me from the past There's no one left to care but I have so much love to give I can't forget about my past Maybe someday I can mend this broken heart if only I weren't always last

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