It started early
Before he had a say
It melted into him
Like his blood, he is broken
Oct 5, 2020
Oct 5, 2020 at 7:27 PM UTC
I mean, he’s beautiful - angelic,
But he doesn’t have his scars.
This guy is educated and funny,
But he doesn’t have his hands.
He’s peaceful, confident
But he doesn’t have his smirk.
He’s strong and will care,
But I can’t hold his hand.
The new man is happy and clear,
But I need his uncertainty.
Feb 14, 2019
Feb 14, 2019 at 6:22 PM UTC
I'm lonely and you're nice.
Let's go on a first date,
Then a second,
Quick weekend away,
Meet my family,
Wear matching Christmas jumpers,
I'll be your sisters bridesmaid and you'll paint my **** house
Get married,
Have kids,
Love them,
Grow apart,
Blame them,
Blame eachother,
Be lonely,
Think somebody else is nice,
Be lonely with them instead,
Pine for eachother,
Die,
Be buried apart.
Ya me too.
Jul 14, 2017
Jul 14, 2017 at 8:48 PM UTC
I dream I plan I wonder
To keep warm at night
Another hour passes
Rest is a losing fight.
I've got pride in my hope
I revel in my plans
Cause when I'm faced with darkness
I can mould it with my hands
People laugh at us dreamers
They want to drag us into reality
But hold tight onto your sparkle
As sparkle breeds jealousy
May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 6:54 PM UTC
What to do with this strange mind,
It does not relax it does not unwind,
It is not content until it is fed,
It's craving gets vicious when put to bed.
Apr 18, 2017
Apr 18, 2017 at 7:55 PM UTC
Over the hill and far away
Is where the make believe must play
The dreamers, inventors
The wishers and tempters.
How high such a hill
Should rise from the ground
And oh what a cackle
Has come from its crowd.
What glee and temptation
And lacking contemplation
Has thrown out such an awful menace
And now we, the outsiders do the penance.
Out of sight and out of mind
Has a one sided hangover I find.
Feb 22, 2017
Feb 22, 2017 at 8:21 PM UTC
Here we are another promise
Me and my friend me
Never to return again, although
His marks you clearly see
His handprints still blue with passion
Cover my body like lakes
Make those outside our island presume to be mistake
But in my cage with warning
I tear and itch with want
Those blueprints that I suffer
To always be my haunt
The cable that inhales me
Will never slack the line
As the holder of the the string
Is not his hand but mine
Jun 28, 2016
Jun 28, 2016 at 10:58 PM UTC
Be still my beating heart
Is easier to say
Than to be the one with the heart
That's beating to keep at bay
The time mending all wounds
Would want to hurry on
Lying here waiting
For this pain to be gone
Sleeping doesn't work
I never fall into it
My head stays heavy
All the while its having a fit
C'mon now it's not that bad
Toughen up you're grown now
Just gimme a minute
I'll soon raise a brow
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 6:16 PM UTC
His hand his arm his face his mouth
Is tainted now by her
Her hand her arm her face her mouth
He'll probably prefer
You now must never forget
How this has made you feel
Your heart must now shut out
The skin you want to peel
Never forget how low you are
Never forget the pain
Cause once you see his hands again
From grasping them refrain
They're not the hands to connect inside
They're not the ones to mend
They're not the arms to fall into
They're not the arms of your friend
Never forget the blood
That rushed inside your head
When he told you what he did
You need this to remember to forget
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 6:00 PM UTC